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３６５ ᴅᴀʏs ᴏғ ᴍᴇ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ Kɪᴍ Aʀɪᴀɴ
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⠀𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅
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𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑒 °୭̥
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𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗔𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱𝘀.
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𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗔𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱𝘀.
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I will take 1st of April as the first day of the thread so when the year is complete, it will be our first year anniversary.
𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑤𝑜 °୭̥
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𝗜 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝘀 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺. 𝗘𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗵𝗶𝗺, 𝗜 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲, 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲.
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𝗜 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝘀 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺. 𝗘𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗵𝗶𝗺, 𝗜 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲, 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲.
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𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆 °୭̥
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𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝗺. 𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺. 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.
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𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝗺. 𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺. 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.
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𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑟 °୭̥
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𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁. 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆. 𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.
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𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁. 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆. 𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.
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𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑣𝑒 °୭̥
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𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗺𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺! 𝗛𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗲𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗗𝗮𝗱𝗱𝘆. 𝗜 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵.
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𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗺𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺! 𝗛𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗲𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗗𝗮𝗱𝗱𝘆. 𝗜 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵.
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𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑥 °୭̥
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𝗛𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽. 𝗛𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗰𝘂𝘁𝗲, 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆. 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗵𝗶𝗺.
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𝗛𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽. 𝗛𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗰𝘂𝘁𝗲, 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆. 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗵𝗶𝗺.
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𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 °୭̥
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𝗛𝗲 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗸𝗲𝗿𝘆! 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲. 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗶𝗳 𝗵𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝘀𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼!! 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.
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𝗛𝗲 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗸𝗲𝗿𝘆! 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲. 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗶𝗳 𝗵𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝘀𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼!! 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.
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𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 °୭̥
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𝗪𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗳𝘂𝗹! 𝗪𝗲 𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗖𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗮 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀!! 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗔𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.
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𝗪𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗳𝘂𝗹! 𝗪𝗲 𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗖𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗮 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀!! 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗔𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.
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Day nine.
I still love you like a stupid.
I still love you like a stupid.
Day ten.
I'm still continuing this thread like a stupid. I'm still thinking about you like a stupid. I'm still reading our old messages like a stupid. I'm still missing you like a stupid. I still love you like a stupid.
I'm still waiting for you like a stupid.
I'm so stupid.
I'm still continuing this thread like a stupid. I'm still thinking about you like a stupid. I'm still reading our old messages like a stupid. I'm still missing you like a stupid. I still love you like a stupid.
I'm still waiting for you like a stupid.
I'm so stupid.
Day ten part 2.
But at least you're happy. That's all I could've asked for. You deserve all the happiness in this world. You deserve everything nice in this universe. I'm so sorry for hurting someone as precious as you like a stupid bitch. I'm so sorry for being like that.
But at least you're happy. That's all I could've asked for. You deserve all the happiness in this world. You deserve everything nice in this universe. I'm so sorry for hurting someone as precious as you like a stupid bitch. I'm so sorry for being like that.
Day ten part 3.
I want to leave happy and nice things here with the hope of maybe one day you will want to take a look at this. I'm pretty sure you don't and won't ever want anything to do with me ever again but I'm just hoping. I just hope to maybe make you smile once again.
I want to leave happy and nice things here with the hope of maybe one day you will want to take a look at this. I'm pretty sure you don't and won't ever want anything to do with me ever again but I'm just hoping. I just hope to maybe make you smile once again.
Day ten part 4.
I'm so sorry for being a stupid bitch, Ari. I'm so sorry for everything. I'm sorry that someone like me loved you. I'm sorry that you had to deal with someone like me. I'm sorry for still loving you so much. I know you don't and won't care but, I love you so much
I'm so sorry for being a stupid bitch, Ari. I'm so sorry for everything. I'm sorry that someone like me loved you. I'm sorry that you had to deal with someone like me. I'm sorry for still loving you so much. I know you don't and won't care but, I love you so much
Day ten part 5.
I love you more than anything. I love you more than anyone. You're my everything, my whole world, my whole life, my whole galaxy. I can't and won't ever love someone more than I love you.
I know you will never see these. I know you're over. But please just know
I love you more than anything. I love you more than anyone. You're my everything, my whole world, my whole life, my whole galaxy. I can't and won't ever love someone more than I love you.
I know you will never see these. I know you're over. But please just know
Day ten part 6.
I love you to the end of the universe.
I love you to the end of the universe.
Day ten part 7, night time.
You are probably asleep now. I missed sleeping with you. I never had nightmares during the days I slept with you. And now i can't fall asleep cause you're not here. Maybe I'm scared to sleep without you. I'm not sure, I can't think straight anymore
You are probably asleep now. I missed sleeping with you. I never had nightmares during the days I slept with you. And now i can't fall asleep cause you're not here. Maybe I'm scared to sleep without you. I'm not sure, I can't think straight anymore
Day ten part 8, night time.
But I wonder if I ever fall asleep, will all these turn out to be a very bad nightmare and I can just hug you and be beside you. But sadly I am aware this is real, the pain gives it away. I just wanna fall asleep and dream about you. I want to see you
But I wonder if I ever fall asleep, will all these turn out to be a very bad nightmare and I can just hug you and be beside you. But sadly I am aware this is real, the pain gives it away. I just wanna fall asleep and dream about you. I want to see you
Day ten part 9, night time.
I really wish I could fall asleep and dream. Dream a reality where I'm not the worst, where I can make you feel loved, where you still love me, where you're still mine and we're goofing around. I just wanna dream. But that is impossible without you
I really wish I could fall asleep and dream. Dream a reality where I'm not the worst, where I can make you feel loved, where you still love me, where you're still mine and we're goofing around. I just wanna dream. But that is impossible without you
Day ten part 10, night time.
I missed you so much more today. We talked and it just made me miss you so much more. You were so close yet so far away. I really wanted to tell you how much I loved and missed you, I wanted to beg for a second chance. But I didn't. I couldn't
I missed you so much more today. We talked and it just made me miss you so much more. You were so close yet so far away. I really wanted to tell you how much I loved and missed you, I wanted to beg for a second chance. But I didn't. I couldn't
Day ten part 11, night time.
I couldn't because you're at least happy now. You're happy without me in your life. And I didn't want to be selfish. I want to be selfish so fucking much right now but I can't, I won't. Cause like I told you, you're my number one priority
I couldn't because you're at least happy now. You're happy without me in your life. And I didn't want to be selfish. I want to be selfish so fucking much right now but I can't, I won't. Cause like I told you, you're my number one priority
Day ten part 12, night time.
I wish I could give you the things you deserve. I wish i could be the reason of your happiness, your smile. I wish I could make you feel loved. I'm sorry for being so useless like this. I would give everything to not be like this
I miss and love you
I wish I could give you the things you deserve. I wish i could be the reason of your happiness, your smile. I wish I could make you feel loved. I'm sorry for being so useless like this. I would give everything to not be like this
I miss and love you
Day eleven.
Yes, I'm still continuing this. Cause this is the only thing I have left from you, other than the messages of course. But reading the messages hurt more than continuing this tweet. I will try to delete our conversation soon but I don't think I will be able to.
Yes, I'm still continuing this. Cause this is the only thing I have left from you, other than the messages of course. But reading the messages hurt more than continuing this tweet. I will try to delete our conversation soon but I don't think I will be able to.
Day eleven part 2.
Anyways, I hope you slept well and had good happy dreams. Please make sure you eat and stay healthy.
I miss you. A lot. But knowing that you don't makes me want to move on and he happy like you, so I'm actually glad you don't miss me.
And I love you.
Anyways, I hope you slept well and had good happy dreams. Please make sure you eat and stay healthy.
I miss you. A lot. But knowing that you don't makes me want to move on and he happy like you, so I'm actually glad you don't miss me.
And I love you.
Day eleven part 3, night time.
I feel like I finally fall asleep tonight. I'm pretty sure you're already asleep right now so sleep well my love, I love you.
I feel like I finally fall asleep tonight. I'm pretty sure you're already asleep right now so sleep well my love, I love you.
Day twelve.
everything was going good. i didn't think about it at all. until the night time came. my mind just got filled with thoughts of you and it wasn't nice. i read all our old messages and it wasn't a good idea.
everything was going good. i didn't think about it at all. until the night time came. my mind just got filled with thoughts of you and it wasn't nice. i read all our old messages and it wasn't a good idea.
day thirteen.
i am ending this thread here and stopping thinking about Arian.
i will delete our conversation and move on.
GOODBYE.
i am ending this thread here and stopping thinking about Arian.
i will delete our conversation and move on.
GOODBYE.
