okay but i just realised that i have anxiety and i cant easily be in an airplane for 4 hours straight, travel to another country far away from my home and be in a stadium for a bts concert with 50K people.....

i know it sounds so easy but its not for me.... what im gonna do

like fr i barely hang out with friends bc i start panicking for absolutely no reason and i want to leave and go home but i ALWAYS push myself and basically its good bc i feel nice after a while and i forget the fact that im anxious

idk if its only me.... like im really trying to work this thing out lately but i feel like my anxiety will really fck me really hard since im in the house for a month