I think what bothers me the most right now is I’m normally able to see Trump’s agenda and counter moves. I speak “Trump”. I think I’m very much a 4D chess kind of thinker, too. I can’t figure this virus thing out. I can’t see anything. I’m all over the place with it.

I want to “trust Trump” but I can’t see what’s happening. That’s why I tweeted the other day that has he given up? I do know this was absolutely a bioweapon released by China (Soros) Globalists. They are the ONLY ones who stand to gain here. We are crashing our economy & headed

Off the cliff to the point of no return for 2-3 years minimum and people are going right along with it. We can’t question the experts or we are heartless assholes who hate old or sick people. But the experts are the ones who missed ALL of this. Go back and listen to Fauci say

Himself in Jan that this virus wasn’t a threat to America and we shouldn’t worry about it. I think China released it and I can see the “why”. I just can’t figure out if this is fear mongering for more control like mail in voting or is it so nasty they DON’T KNOW how to stop it.

Or could both of those things be true? IDK. So I can’t figure out my next steps. And if you’ve followed me on here long enough, I always know my next move. And the next 3. But I’m legitimately stuck. Scary.