friday, april 6, 2018
so here's the thing. i admit that i had a really terrible crush on this guy. and i think he knew it. i mean it's obvious it's like i compliment him way too much and i flirt with him all the time but tonight i just found out that he sees me as a younger sister
but what i totally appreciate about it is that he doesn't afraid to tell me the truth. he knows what he wants and goes for it. that's the kinda quality i respect so much from a guy
it broke my heart but hey at least now i dont need to ask myself where this is going, bcs it definitely is not going into that direction...
im really glad we talked about it last night. im glad i know that he simply is not interested in me the way i expected for whatever reasons. life lesson: if a guy wants you, he will make every effort to make it happen.
and with this im closing this thread forever and will never post anything under it again. goodbye, silly crush of a guy who i met 5 years ago. it’s been fun and i never regret pushing that blue button as soon as i saw that name on youth camp following list.