To avoid any misunderstanding : I& #39;m not saying this in a sarcastic way. I& #39;m alive and I will stay as long as I can.
I realized there were so many things I had and I still have to do, so many mountains I have to climb. https://twitter.com/peekjachuwu/status/1246390949661609989">https://twitter.com/peekjachu...

Yk, one hour after taking a bunch of pills, I had decided to call the emergency. And lately I couldn& #39;t even tell why i did that. But finally it& #39;s simpler than simple : I prefer to fight, again n again instead of dying w/o doing anything

Now I will stay alive, cuz I can& #39;t think that I& #39;m here for literally nothing as i used to before ; I& #39;m alive cuz I chose to live
And even if it will be hard, even if there& #39;ll still be that voice in my mind that will try to pull me beyond my boundaries, I& #39;m worth it

Ik that maybe I will never be joyful anymore, that maybe I& #39;ll stay as I am and as I was for the 2 latest years, but I wanna try

I take this one personally
I& #39;m gonna do everything and anything to have a bright future, and, just, to be myself ? https://twitter.com/peekjachuwu/status/1242448497275740160?s=19">https://twitter.com/peekjachu...

I started to do some efforts on that (more than before) and I swear sometimes when that voice in my mind goes like "look at that mistake u just did oof" it& #39;s so soothing to just think "so what ?"

Anyway, I still have a lot of things to say but I don& #39;t wanna talk for hours
I& #39;m not gonna delete this thread, nor the one I made before attempting suicide, as I used to do before, each time I wrote smth abt how I feel
Cuz I don& #39;t care, who& #39;s gonna blame me ?