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being in such a toxic relationship for 6 years, really shows you what you don& #39;t want in your next relationship. It also helps if you& #39;re friends with the person before dating
I never thought that I would be this happy. Not gonna lie, there was plenty of times that I actually wanted to die because I couldn& #39;t get out. I couldn& #39;t get myself to leave
There was also plenty of times where I was so mad that I was fearful of hurting my spouse because of so much rage and resentment built up. I would punch things instead like an idiot and now my right hand will forever be fucked up.
After every time I was lied too, deceived and sometimes I feel like I was just used because he was scared of being alone, I still put up with it. It wasn& #39;t until I had a panic attack so bad while driving and had to pull over, I then realized he didnt care about me at all.
I honestly thought I was having a heart attack, couldn& #39;t get ahold of him at all. Ever. When I finally called his mom to track him down bcus I needed him, he wasnt there. Like he said he was. He was getting high. When I finally got ahold of him, and told him frantically what was
going on, he told me and I quote "hanna I& #39;m busy right now" as I can tell hes holding his breath to keep the hit in. That& #39;s when I knew. I knew the drugs had completely taken over, and I needed to rely on myself and not him. For anything.
My dad always told me since I was little, to never rely on anyone but yourself. I was stupid, and relied on him for my happiness. but what killed me out of everything. Out of the 6 years, what got me was him saying he was "too busy" when I felt like I was dying
That is and was the only reason that ended it for me. And of course I talked to him for a little while, maybe a month but every time i was around him, hed either try to hide he was high or just be an emotional wreck from not sleeping.
I was working 40+ hrs a week. At the point of us hanging out when I was off work, I was already drained. Why would I want to deal with someone& #39;s bullshit that makes me feel terrible for being at work, when I only had one friend to vent too. Ever
About another month goes by, I& #39;m completely detached and I feel bad that I didnt cry about it. I felt I had already cried enough the entire relationship that I was just numb to it. I had nothing to give. No sympathy, nothing. I was a bitch about it and moments I still feel bad.
But you know what, I took a chance and started talking to someone. Someone I had already known from work, I just wanted at least someone to smoke with or just chill. And I& #39;m not gonna lie and feel like one of those annoying girls on fb, who say I love you after the first week
After just a week of hanging out like every day, we decided to get drunk, calledmy friend and accidentally said "I think I& #39;m in love" I& #39;ve never laughed soo much I swear in my life, hes never done anything illegal or been arrested. Never done drugs, shit I gave him his 1st 4loko
It& #39;s great. Maybe a couple days later he asked me to be his girlfriend and I swear these 5months have been nothing but amazing. We& #39;ve both been hurt so we both understand that sometimes there will be triggers for old pain but we just talk bout it and it& #39;s really fucking nice
and he is everything I& #39;ve ever wanted. Literally feel so cheesy bcus I just would& #39;ve never guessed we& #39;d be together. Sweet, thoughtful, caring and he cooks! Always getting me to try new things, hard to believe its barely been 5 months together
to end this thread; you might want to blame everything that& #39;s wrong in your life on your ex. But the truth is. You, yourself allowed it to happen and only you can prevent it from happening again. Stand your ground and do not let anyone walk over you. Voice your opinion, and if
