Hey!!
You in a situation that's draining you. An opportunity to get away WILL present itself. Please take it!!! You aren't in love, you are just content with familiarity. They'll never love you like you've seen them love the things that made you fall for them in the 1st place

You are NOT their passion. You are their port in the storm. u want shit to be easy but if God calms the storm, the relationship will not last. It is rooted in badness. When u started believing that relationships were perpetual compromise, you became the parent and not the partner

Also, I know you're reading this thinking this is a sign that there needs to be conversation. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE Y'ALL TALKED? IT always ends up the same way. They gaslight and deflect and you end up reliving your own pain. Now u wanna love in the ways you've never known

This ain't the time and that ain't the one. You end up apologizing for the way THEY made you feel. You on Twitter and there's niggas that YOU KNOW would be better for you. You should shoot your shot because the person you fucking with WOULD if they were you

And you know that? You with someone who is constantly weighing their options while they are you're only one. You want a way out of love? See them for who they really are....to you.

"bUt JOsH, wE bEeN tHroUgh SoooOoooo mUcH"

I know. And they use that trauma bonding to violate you. You tread carefully "cause you understand" but they cross all boundaries and expect you to take it cause you understand

The sex is not all that. You're in love. The sex is good because you feel the closest to them. That softness and intimacy never translates to y'all day to day. You are so unfulfilled. You can't even listen to music the same anymore. Fuck is u doing?!

"you weighed your options, but you were only ever only mine. I learned what it would cost with you. To sacrifice my sauce and lose"

This ain't even a plug. Listen to this record and if you can relate, we gotta talk about the next step for you

https://music.apple.com/us/album/vinegar-single/1441579741