Thinking back to maybe why I probably broke down during rank & maybe it was a combination of things just going wrong on my end which screwed our ability to communicate + me making the mistake of using vc to say I was done because hearing myself say I’m done early in the…

session just hard struck a cord with me since I felt like I was bailing on them. Ranking is kinda important to my team since they want to hit high ranks but I do sometimes feel like they might be better off without me since I don’t think I have the right mindset to properly…

team rank nor will I probably ever.
I dunno.
I guess I just feel bad for leaving them & making them need another person when we barely got started.

And I guess I can get this off my chest now since I believe they’re asleep now & this thread’ll get buried by tomorrow morning