a thread of my word vomit in case any of ya'll enjoy slam poetry vibes

half of these have no title

word vomit ~ l.r.

the comparison trap ~ l.r.

this one is ehh but whatever

don't hide ~ l.r.

recently returned ~ l.r.

so that's some bigger word vomits but below I'll share some quick thoughts I've randomly jot down.
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REMINDER that if you ever share, repost, or use my own words you MUST credit me for them. please do not steal them for your own; these are very precious to me

"I hate the person I become with you."
~.l.r.

"And through all the nights of toil, I knew my future would yield that much greater as long as I kept going."
~ l.r.

"Taking myself out because nobody else will. Infer of that what you may."
~ l.r.

"Every step I took while walking away,
has led me here- where I am today."
~ l.r.

"I still have nightmares of you leaving. I still have nightmares that you'll come back. I walk the tightrope of bitter and sweet memories."
~ l.r. (might finish this eventually but oh well)

"Isn't that what we are all searching for? Validity."
~ l.r.

"How does it feel? To listen to a song of earnest emotions, and not reciprocate a single one."
~ l.r. (should probably fix this up but )

"We find solace in songs that sing about problems different than our own."
~ l.r.

"How can I make conclusions when my life is so unlived in?"
~ l.r.

"I've lived a life just like you,
yet why do you still doubt that?
Am i not human too?"
~ l.r.

"I will be all of me wherever i go.
There is no version of me where I am not 100% me."
~ l.r. (Ima expound upon this one later)

"And like a shoe two sizes too small; i try to fit you in a part of me that outgrew you long ago."
~ l.r.

"And why do we cry for eachothers pain? Because we've lived and we've fallen; we understand their pain by first understanding our own."
~ l.r.

"Sometimes I feel words have lost their meaning. Society has lost its meanings."
~ l.r. (just me thinking this?)

"Some feelings were never meant to be explained with words."
~ l.r.

"I haven't cried in what feels like years, but tonight I weep like a lost and desolate child. I rarely am found without something to say, but tonight I am speechless. My emotion echoes through sobs of relief. What joy it is to be wrong."
~ l.r. (maybe I'll finish this)

"I swallow my words and I swallow my pride,
Do what it takes to keep you near my side."
~ l.r.

"I've come to accept-
that although I may be near you,
you will never be close to me."
~ l.r.

I missed one ~ l.r.

"distant:
that is what you are
and how could I not see
perhaps it was overlooked,
That distant is all you will ever be."
~ l.r.

"There are days when I am tired of finding ways to articulate my emotions; ways to be heard and understood."
~ l.r.

"The little things that bring joy are not to be ignored. The quick moments of connection, not to be forgotten."
~ l.r. (this thread be gettin long doe)

"if we put the youth up on a stage,
what would they say?"
~ l.r. (still gotta finish this one)

so I'll end it there for now because I'm starting to scare myself with how much I have written but never shared. please like your favorites and REMEMBER TO GIVE ME CREDIT if you ever share, repost, etc. These words are my inner soul and I would like people to know it's my work :]