Hmm guess I& #39;m more resistant to change than I thought I was.
I think I& #39;m in one of those special relationships you have, where you learn something new about the person everyday even though you& #39;ve known them forever and know everything there is to know about them..with myself https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">

I have been reluctant/resistant to watch new movies, new TV series, read new books, write new stuff, try new things...for so long and without even me realizing I& #39;ve slipped into this shell of monotony and laziness for which I hate myself now.

And if there is one thing that I hate very much it is when someone hates me, because I am the most lovable and friendly person on this planet. So when someone hates me, it is their problem and they are being stupid and hateful for no reason.

And if there is one thing I hate the most it is when I am being stupid and hateful. To end this vicious cycle of hate and stupidity, I should get out of my lazy bubble and just try something new instead of complaining about how life has become lifeless. https://twitter.com/2c7li/status/1242879819815309317?s=19">https://twitter.com/2c7li/sta...

I guess the point of this thread was just me telling myself to get over myself and start new things and change some things. I am sorry for anyone who got caught in the crossfire, you didn& #39;t have to witness this. But eh, you chose to follow me, so that is on you.