Right I’m not one to post depressing shizzle but here we go, I have had Manic depression since I was 11. I fell in a bad crowd at age 11 (1st year of highschool) and started smoking and drinking. I quit smoking at 12-13 but I still sometimes do because I have nothing else to turn

To. It was all like my only way of dealing with everything BF was to turn to bad stuff. When I was 13 (2nd year of highschool) I lost my virginity cause I was in a dark place. I quit smoking after wards and moved on to vaping instead. I’m now 14 and in my third year of highschool

I still have Manic depression but I’m doing my best to end smoking and try and go to my friends or family for help instead of vaping cause Ik if I don’t that shits gonna affect me in future. A few people have helped me get through this and made me laugh which turned me away from

The bad shit I was doing and those are the people I really appreciate. Even if they don’t even know I exist and they don’t know that they help me through so much I still appreciate them sm. I’m gonna tag them in this thread incase they want to read it? Idk