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Today has been incredibly difficult for me. A friend of my late daughter’s has been in touch with me quite a lot lately. I was wary at first because it’s hard to know who to trust. She felt the same. I put her through the ringer and made her prove she knew her.
Today she forwarded me some emails my daughter had written her spelling out her desperation at what John Gordillo had been doing to her. How he threatened he’d ‘let people know she was a whore.’ How worthless she felt. How someone called John photographed her for that website.
John Gordillo was living with another man named John when my mother handed my daughter to him. I don’t know which one she is talking about. My God this is so painful. She will have been dead two years on Tuesday. Being locked up means this is weighing on me heavily.
I’ll never forgive myself for not recognising how dangerous and sick this man was. I’ll never forgive myself for bringing him into my children’s lives. I’ll never forgive myself for trusting my mother. Social Services knew this woman’s past involvement in sex abuse of young girls
Nobody told me. They sat and watched as I sent my child to Barbados to live with her. She never even met John Gordillo when I was with him. What kind of woman let’s a man she’s never met, whom she was told was a predator, have unfettered access to their teenage Granddaughter.
I hope every day they’re in isolation they think about what they did. If they want to go out the way my daughter did that no one stops them. Pure, unadulterated evil. I have to stay as strong as I can during this awful time for the sake of my other kids. Mimi mustn’t see my cry.
I need to sit on this for a while. I’m not sure what the best way is to handle this. Sorry for not finishing my thread. I will do it another time.
Thanks to those that keep an eye on the bollocks he posts on Facebook for me. Let’s wait until Tuesday when he posts his gaslighting bollocks about my child being his daughter. Then I will start releasing these emails so everyone can see how truly evil and sick he is.
The truth always comes out. What’s done in the dark will always come to light. Always.
