i love seonghwa. the seonghwa that waited five months to write a letter reflecting on and explaining his injury, because he needed those five months to collect his thoughts and carefully articulate his words. i love seonghwa. the seonghwa that stayed up until three in the morning

to read our birthday posts for him, and the seonghwa that wrote three pages of letter to return our love. i love seonghwa. the seonghwa that apologized to international atinys because the letter is in his native language, and the seonghwa that said the letter is not enough.

i love seonghwa. the seonghwa that spent the last few hours of his birthday with us, because he misses us and wants us to think of him when we go to sleep. i love seonghwa. the seonghwa that said his birthday is not important, just a day to be grateful for his parents.

i love seonghwa. the seonghwa that is so gentle and kind towards us, and the seonghwa that saves all the beautiful words for us. i love seonghwa. the seonghwa that finds comfort in us, because we give him strength. i love seonghwa, because he has no idea how much he matters to us

i love every bit of seonghwa and it hurts when he thinks he needs to apologize to us. he prioritizes us and thinks highly of us— we do not deserve him. i love him so much.