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cw: suicide, death, bad things i guess
I have had dreams literally every night about running away to some random inner city under-the over-pass type place, hugging as many stranded & at risk people in our homeless communities so so so tightly and then just... running into
I have had dreams literally every night about running away to some random inner city under-the over-pass type place, hugging as many stranded & at risk people in our homeless communities so so so tightly and then just... running into
traffic or mping off a building and just feeling an enormous sense of relief.
I can feel my brain just.. going away. I can feel the tension ive held in my body release all at once, the insecurities of not only my physical body but of the current state of helplessness
I can feel my brain just.. going away. I can feel the tension ive held in my body release all at once, the insecurities of not only my physical body but of the current state of helplessness
and fear we& #39;re all in right now just evaporate. I hate myself. I hate that i cant help every single suffering person. I hate that i dont know what to do. I hate the only peace i can find is after ive had a nightly drink that numbs my mind only for a couple of hours
I know this will all pass. But i can& #39;t see it yet. All i see is suffering. Not just around me, but friends and family members losing more and more loved ones. I see workers risking absolutely every shread of their existence because of this. I see caring, wonderful
elderly people dying alone. I see callous, cowardly people in power doing nothing to quell our fears.i see hardworking people stranded with no money, no jobs, no idea how to go on. How is this a loving and caring world? I repress so much, every single day, as I& #39;m sure many do,
but whow long? How long can we do this without breaking? More people are dying and will die- not only from this disease, but from alcoholism, from self harming, from mental exhaustion, from the inability to bear another second feeling like a burden on their families
I dont know what i intended to do with this thread. I& #39;m just tired. I& #39;m tired that this has turned into a competition of "who& #39;s suffering more". We all are. People who otherwise have not had mental illness symptoms are showing them now. On top of that? They now are faced
with no ability to seek help, no resources to do so, and the imminent stigma of being "another mentally ill" person. Please be kind to each other. Find moments of happiness where you can. Text or call anyone at all and just say "thinking of you 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">". Thats all it takes
We are in... just. Bad times. Truly. Please take care of yourselves and have patience for everyone. Let yourself cry and be sad. Allow yourself to be angry. But please remember we are all facing uncharted territory in so many ways. I love you. I really truly mean that. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">
