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Last night, I was talking to someone and it made me realise something that I wanted to share it with everyone.
I have always wanted the best for everyone. Everyone. Umm until I get affected directly by it.
Last night, I was talking to someone and it made me realise something that I wanted to share it with everyone.
I have always wanted the best for everyone. Everyone. Umm until I get affected directly by it.
Anyway, last year was the saddest year of my life. Pretty terrible things happened to me and I take responsibility for all of it. This was my second heartbreak and I obsessively started watching Baar Baar Dekho again. It was because I had watched it after I broke up
With the first girl I ever dated and she left me. I used to watch that movie because it taught me to be happy with the smallest of things and that's what real happiness really is- being in the moment, being happy. Most of my friends tell me to just shut up and stop watching that
Shitty ass movie but they don't know. I don't expect them to know and help me. This is my war. I have to get over it.
Note: thank you everybody who helped me get through whatever I felt whenever. You fucking know who you are.
Note: thank you everybody who helped me get through whatever I felt whenever. You fucking know who you are.
Yesterday, I was having a conversation with this friend of mine and I went back to those days when I was sad. I told to myself the beauty of habit. For the next 21 days, I started just smiling whenever something remotely good happened.
For example, I used to do this 100 happy
For example, I used to do this 100 happy
Days thing and one of my friend texted me "I want to be featured most of the days in your 100 happy days because I want to make you smile" and I was like "Fuck". Eventually, the I started believing those lies myself. Now, I get happy for no reason to a point where my friends
Sometimes think I've gone nuts. I've realised one thing, if I keep a higher goal for myself like if I pass this exams only then I'll be happy or if I date this beautiful girl I'll be happy, I'll never actually be happy. Small milaate jao large banaate jao.
