Wala lang din ako mapag kwentuhan, dito na lang.

Sobrang daming anger and frustration. Puta it all stays bottled up inside. Sobrang unhealthy pero ano magagawa ko? I was raised this way. I was told na wag lumaban, wag sumagot, wag manapang. I know they thought that would do me good, but im realizingnow na it doesnt.

All it does is suppress my ability to express my thoughts puta. Ive been sufferring and I cant find the words to express how im sufferring, why im sufferring, and what makes me suffer. The worst thing is that I cant even explain it to myself! Puta.

I was super mad as I was writing this thread, now im just sad.