I stayed up until 4AM freaking out about this thought. The only person I’ve met is @itsalexclark, and he is a nice person, but I’m starting to second guess myself. And I REALLY don’t want to. It got me thinking: Are these people I look up to actually who I think they are? https://twitter.com/morganpaigelove/status/1245474858126815232

Then I went on a tangent. What if I think this one creator is nice, but I meet them and they’re the exact opposite? What if I get scarred from meet & greets and can never muster any courage from attending another? If I do go to VidCon in 2021, what kind of people will I meet?

Will I ever be confident on who someone really is by only seeing who they are on camera?

And Alex, if you’re reading this, this thread isn’t directed toward you. I think you truly are a nice person. When I saw you during your performance, you were so happy making everyone laugh. I don’t think you’re bad. I hope you won’t think I think that either.