tw abuse & suicide mention, covid,
i haven't been able to work at all because of the pandemic and i've been trying to move out of my current living situation because it's been really bad for my mental and general health. as an LGBT person suffering from ptsd, my current living+

is not ideal as i have no help or support. we live with my father's girlfriend who has a past of being very abusive towards me, which is obviously unhelpful towards my PTSD and trauma recovery. i never feel safe when i'm at home, nor does anyone i live with respect +

any of my triggers which cause severe panic attacks. living here causes me a lot of mental distress. i'm never comfortable being at home or even leaving my room because of the toxicity that surrounds me here. i have a past of suicidal thoughts and suicide attempts +

and living in this environment is bringing back that mentality. i'm not comfortable creating something like a gofundme or anything because i fear someone in my household finding it and finding out that i'm telling people about what's going on here and im scared of the +

consequences i'd have to face. instead , i'm going to include a thread of things i'm selling (probably mostly kpop related) and i'd appreciate if you could take a moment to take a look if you're interested in anything. any money i make from selling would go straight to +

my savings which will help me at least a little bit.
i'd appreciate if you could rt this thread and thank u for taking ur time to read this. i feel uneasy about this all especially about being open about what's going on in my personal life but lol i cant even work anymore

so what can i really do. thank u again sorry this ended up being so long