Its so hard for me to comprehend why people are even nice to me.

Im just so not used to that.

I dont deserve that much care and attention lol.

Every time someone messages me and are asking about how I'm doing I feel so weirded out because like 95% of the time its because they need something from me lol.

Im used to it so its whatever but its weird having people like just be genuinely interested in me and my wellbeing.

I dont wanna seem like Im seeking attention, Im really not. It was just a random thought I had. I dont feel like I deserve people's care I guess? Like not until I like "earn" it(?). I know its a weird complex I have but its just bleh. I always was and will be a people pleaser.

Well I guess this thread should've been on my AD based on the response everyone gave me lol. @SabresSadness

Feel free to Follow but I will be ***VERY*** picky on who I let in

Ill be changing the @ later so if you want in just send a req. Ill get to em eventually