talking with a friend about van in replivanami fic cus he's one emotionally complicated boy

like
I was asking them about the situation that causes van to experience enough emotion to be sick bcus
no thots
and they were talking about how xehanort emotionally manipulated van and how he would be really iffy about ppl telling him how to feel +

and aqua fits so well with that
thinking maybe she says to him that he should be more like ven and (I know it sounds cliché but listen) that sets him off
bcus it's not like he wasn't jealous about ven's happiness and hated himself
i'll need to reference his character file but +

I FORGOT WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY FUCK
anyway he tells aqua he should have k!lled her when he had the chance and then instantly snaps back like oh shit
I think i'll set this when van first joins wayfinder trio so there would still be that underlying fear of if he talks back he'll +

get punished for his insolence? hm
but anyway he gets incredibly stressed out and that's when he :P unversed
i'll add this to the main doc and put it in the thread
thank you icy you are a god when it comes to kh canon/lore