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(Thread) Okay so, I think I need to become honest here for everyone.
My mental state has gotten down the shithole, a lot.
To the point where I just don& #39;t want to exist anymore because of anything coming to my head and fucking with me.
My mental state has gotten down the shithole, a lot.
To the point where I just don& #39;t want to exist anymore because of anything coming to my head and fucking with me.
Whether the cause be past mistakes or present mistakes that I& #39;m trying to fix on, to me feeling complete isolation at this moment with the whole COVID-19 (unfortunately, this amplified my depression), feeling like I may stroke someone& #39;s bad side at some point and time -
For whatever reason (even irl), to simply just posting anything I like and then have the extreme side of people go and judge my person for liking things I do.
There& #39;s also a lack of self-value over myself and it& #39;s been -
There& #39;s also a lack of self-value over myself and it& #39;s been -
Very prevalent since my teenage phase, especially after going through one of my worst phases of my life. Hence why I& #39;ve used anime as a massive coping mechanism for it back then.
I don& #39;t value myself as much and I don& #39;t have any no matter how much I try to do so unfortunately.
I don& #39;t value myself as much and I don& #39;t have any no matter how much I try to do so unfortunately.
Unfortunately, I& #39;m in a position where I feel like there& #39;s a whole load of bricks falling at me, and no matter how many people try to help me it& #39;s just going to happen no matter what.
I just feel like I& #39;m just a goner at this point, even though I& #39;m aware saying that -
I just feel like I& #39;m just a goner at this point, even though I& #39;m aware saying that -
Will just make people even more concerned about me with the implications in mind.
My mom has recently noticed that my recent feelings are concerning, since I& #39;ve been nothing but feeling sad for a good while. So, I was kinda disingenuous to people in cases.
My mom has recently noticed that my recent feelings are concerning, since I& #39;ve been nothing but feeling sad for a good while. So, I was kinda disingenuous to people in cases.
