school just got cancelled for the rest of the year

it still hasn't hit me

thankfully I'm not a senior yet but everything surrounding this right now feels like a blur or like it cant be real and I'll be going back to school in another month

i really just dont know what I'm going to do about my grades like. I'm gonna fail at least one of my classes because I just dont get it and for other classes? I fear that I will lose motivation and fail bc of that

this thread is kinda too venty for main but yk <3