I haven’t been much active on here or on any social media the past days. I have been feeling so so so bad, the voices have just been to much and I’m currently this close https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏼" title="Ok hand (medium light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (medium light skin tone)"> to getting hospitalized. I feel worse than ever and yesterday I had THE biggest breakdown -

in front of a staff from my group home. I cried so much I started hyperventilating and then I passed out for a moment. The staff is either not leaving me alone AT ALL, somebody had to sit with me all the time... even until I’m asleep which is freaking annoying

And in the night they are checking on me every hour. Somebody is even sitting here rn ugh

Idk what the point of this thread it ugh everything just seems so hopeless