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Hi, exactly one year ago I attempted suicide and survived

Impulsively and out of fear of abandonment

I barely told anyone, I was ashamed and for the longest time I felt like I wasn’t allowed to talk about myself as ‘someone who tried to commit suicide’, because it was so impulsive and I felt like it wasn’t bad enough

But I did, try it. I did commit.

Also, the person who I was afraid was gonna leave me.. did leave me in the end and I still dont know how I feel

I dont even care there are people I personally know who follow this account lol and I dont know what my goal is with this thread lol but I wanted to talk about it publicly for the first time ever? So now here I am I guess