22 months

I've done enough a thread;

We all dreamt of having someone who'll appreciate us for what we are and who we are, someone who will be there for us through ups and downs. A person who'll stay by our side even after seeing everything that's bad about us and love us even more.

I made this thread to say thank you to the person who's been a huge part of my life.

And yes!!! like the others, twitter was the reason why i've met this guy. A sincere person, he have many dreams in life that he wouldn't trade for anything. A man who's top priority is his family, and thats enough reason for me to fall for him.

His name is Emil he's from Bataan and im from Quezon province layo no, layo ng nararating ko wala kasing distance distance sakin eh at tsaka mura lang naman ang pamasahe so why not diba? hahahaha

At first we didn't take it seriously, we were just enjoying our conversation. We consistently talked to each other thru chat, sometimes thru phone calls and video call.

He's cute btw, We talked every single day. Sometimes we kept talking until dawn, or sometimes until morning. ganun pala kako yung feeling ng may ka late night talks no? pati pag tulog nakakalimutan hahahaha

Yes!!! sa loob ng 22 months madalas kaming mag gaguhan, He always tease me bcoz he said I'm a crybaby but he always managed to apologize. hahahahaha sana all

During those 22months, like any other relationship, we also had our small fights, I guess it's unavoidable. It's not always a happy moment. There's also several moments that you fight to each other.

Many months have passed, we kept on fighting. our fights got worst to the point that we say rude things to each other never realizing how much we can hurt one's feelings.

And we both know the fact that things between us is not the same as it is before. we don't understand each other anymore

YESSS!!! I KNOW!!! PASOK LANG AKO NG PASOK GANUN NAMAN YATA TALAGA PAG NAKULONG KA NA SA GANTONG SITWASYON.

I did everything, I did everything to made sure he doesn't feel alone. Everyday, I showed him how much I love him and that he's worth fighting for.

PERO ANG HIRAP PALA NO? ANG HIRAP PALANG LUMABAN KUNG IKAW NALANG YUNG NAKIKIPAGLABAN, ANG HIRAP SUMUGAL PAG ALAM MONG DI KA IPAPANALO. PERO WALA GANUN ANG BUHAY EH. DI NATIN MALALAMAN KUNG HINDI NATIN SUSUBUKAN

One day nagising nalang ako pagod na pala ako tao din pala ako napapagod akala ko timba ako eh and nasabi ko sa sarili ko na, baka nga baka nga hanggang dito nalang ako then di ko maipaliwanag yung feeling.

For you toyo, Thank you for everything. I've learned many things during that 1 year and 10 months of being with you Thank you bcoz I was able to let you feel that you are lovable. You made me realize that you should love yourself more than anything.

You taught me how to manage my problems right. Thank you for understanding me all the time, even if sometimes sobrang epal at kulit ko hehe im sorry for that. Thank you for giving me a chance to know someone like you even for a small period of time.

ALWAYS WEAR YOUR BEST SMILE OKAY? WALA LANG ANG PUTI KASI NG NGIPIN MO I'll keep our memories together promise yan. At di ko matanggap na natalo mo ako sa inuman, napasuka mo ako iilan palang ang nakakagawa nyan. Im glad na isa ka sa mga yon.

IPAGLUTO MO ULIT AKO SOMEDAY HUH? OKAY LANG KAHIT WALA ULIT ASIN KAKAIN KO HAHAHAHA BASTA LUTO MO!

MAMIMISS KO VOICE MO NA PANG THE VOICE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

IM GONNA MISS YOU

22 months and I think I've done enough siguro naman deserve natin na magpahinga sa lahat lahat. Free yourself Emil ily

And to all who's reading this thread, don't be aftraid to take risk. Let our love ones feel how much they mean to us. We should do our best to prove ourselves to them.

We may lose at the end but what more important is, that we learned how to truly love someone, how to take risk. Laban lang si God na ang mag aayos ng lahat. Godbless y'all

*plot twist of our story*

22 MONTHS KAMING WALANG LABEL