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i have an intense love hate relationship with hanahaki au
it hurts so good but it hurts so bad also
UNREQUITED LOVE, BUT MANIFESTING PHYSICALLY. IT MAKES A BASTARD CRY!! I& #39;M A BASTARD!!
plus the effort that people go to in order to find the absolute most perfect flower to represent how the sick person feels about the one they love... it just... that& #39;s... it hurts me, y& #39;all
AND IT& #39;S LIKE. IF YOU WRITE HANAHAKI FOR A PAIR THAT YOU SHIP ROMANTICALLY, IT& #39;S SO. BECAUSE YOU& #39;RE PUTTING ONE OF THEM THROUGH AN ORDEAL THAT SPECIFICALLY EXISTS TO PROVE THAT THE OTHER /DOESN& #39;T LOVE THEM/
AND THEY HAVE A CHOICE TO TELL THEM BUT THE THING ABOUT UNREQUITED LOVE IS YOU GENUINELY DON& #39;T BELIEVE IT& #39;S POSSIBLE FOR THEM TO LOVE YOU BACK?? SO EITHER THEY JUST
/FIND OUT/ WHEN IT& #39;S TOO FAR ALONG TO HIDE IT ANY MORE, OR YOU GO OFF AND DIE AND THEY WON& #39;T FIND OUT WHAT KILLED YOU UNTIL YOU& #39;RE GONE
THAT GOT LONG BUT WHAT I& #39;M SAYING IS THAT IT HURTS TO EVEN CONSIDER DRIVING THIS BETWEEN THEM LIKE THAT BUT THAT& #39;S WHAT MAKES IT GOOD IN ITS HURTFULNESS
i have Several deep feelings about hanahaki and it does make me wonder why i haven& #39;t written any
everyone who knows me would want to murder me if i did and maybe that& #39;s reason enough
