it’s been an entire year and cole lewis still won’t leave me the fuck alone. never posted about it. never publicly put it on any social media or anything. but i’m beyond tired of it. I contemplated getting a restraining order, but i don’t meet the requirements. so here i am
i tried so hard to be his friend and give him another chance to be okay with eachother. everytime i did that, it blew up in my face. he couldn’t handle that the relationship was over and for the last year since we broke up has made my life hell
he’s contacted every single one of my family members, and my friends. begging me to talk to him after he’s been blocked on every social media platform for months. i’m done. i’m tired. i don’t qualify for a restraining order because he doesn’t constantly contact me. but my family
i can’t post what i wasn’t on social media. i have to be careful of what my friends post about me on their social media. he’s threatened to share explicit pictures/videos of me multiple times too. he’s extremely mentally unstable. i’m done being quiet about this
he’s went as far as hitting up my 16 year old cousin. SIXTEEN. trying to talk to her to make me mad. she’s fucking underage
all my friends have been scared for my well-being. they can all back me up when i say that i have never met someone so mentally unstable that i have genuinely been afraid of. my friends watch me walk into my house when they drop me off.
i’m so tired of living my life in fear over what he could do/is going to do to me. there’s been literal nights i’ve sat up wondering if he’s going to break into my house and kill me, that is not an exaggeration by any stretch.
i could keep this thread going for literally ever. i won’t. i got my point across. don’t associate yourself with him. other than being insanely mentally unstable, hes a rat. just don’t bother
if no one believes me that’s fine too. i have literal mountains of screenshots if you don’t.