This is gonna be a long thread but l have a confession. It's taken a long time and contemplation but after re-examining everything l believed and reading the bible once again, l no longer believe in God. In fact, l concluded that God is an arbitrary and capricious monster 1/?

2/? My doubts kicked in when l started to wake up several times -- sometimes 10-15 times at night drenched on sweat having these nightmares that l was debating an atheist and he kept saying "Where's ur evidence?", or "That's not evidence", or "Can u find that in a peer reviewed

3/? Scientific journal?", or "That wouldn't stand up in court.". It was thed condescending approach, blasphemy, and insulting of my intelligence that really got me thinking. And it was at that point that l realised that l definitely had no answers for any of these things

4/? because l never considered these things before, nor have l even heard of them before. I just thought it would blow my mind once l did, my faith would be shattered, my life would be in shambles, and l was too terrified of that happening, to be willing to consider New Atheist

5/? Anti-theist propaganda that couldn't be refuted by apologetics or biblical scholarship or hermeneutics. Until recently. The second reason is that l was too arrogant but now that I'm an Atheist, I know everything. Nobody has anything to teach me, so there's no point.

6/? Instead of getting on with it and living for myself, l decided to dedicate the rest of my one and only life spreading my lack of belief while totally not being an evangelical and congratulate myself as l go out of my way to discourage people from believing in this sky daddy

7/? who l could otherwise easily ignore -- who sent his son to die on the cross to save us from himself. Even as a devout Christian, l believed in an invisible man in the sky, so you should take my arguments seriously. And after all this time of being wrong, now I'm right.

8/? Also, don't take my anti-Semitic remarks about bronze age goat herders to heart, I'm just trying to save you from believing what you think is right, by patronising and demeaning you until you accept what l say is right. It worked for me, I'm a free-thinker now and happy

9/? with my life. I think l might start a youtube channel or write a book about on how much of a quitter l am and that'll get me recognition for being a brave and courageous skeptic. But I'm only gonna be skeptical towards religion. So that's my story. After reading the bible

10/? once again and only focused on off-putting episodes they don't tell u in church - and without worrying what the scholars say - it all made total, total sense...for me, not that book of fairy tales. I didn't bother reading Aristotle or Plato or consider any other reason

11/? there might be a God. Because there's no use. Even during this global epidemic where people are dropping like flies and the world's economy is damaged, spreading the good news of Atheism and shitting on god-believers is more important. We gotta remind people

12/? that there's no hope and proclaiming the supremacy of death will make everything better, trust me. So support my patreon and I'll consider posting daily chains of derogatory anti-religious memes and cherry picked Old Testament verses on a regular basis.

13/13 But they have to be anti Xtian. Because Muslims terrify me and l can't let Jews know I'm anti Semitic. Also, Jesus never existed.

The End.