#Dear_MarkLee,
I realized I haven’t done one of these in a while. Truth be told, I was too busy getting through what I believed were priority school things, while streaming or voting. The entire time I’m always so sorry because there isn’t much I can do for you, even though you

work so hard for us. But for the past two days I’ve been reading again and have been trying to draw from that deep spiritual source instead of doing things based on my own strength. I’ve been focused on nct a LOT, but without the focus in God first. I can always tell you have a

firm root in your identity and won’t get shaken up easily. I think I struggle with that a lot. Everything I do feels like I have ulterior motives, whether that’s for my own plans that I set for myself. As much as this hurts me a little to say, I’ve been focused on you and nct

without being focused on God who made you guys. I’m finding my way back, slowly but surely. My fear of not having the right heart for God because of my desires for my future made me forget what it was like to be with Him. Christ is powerful! Who am I to doubt His power? The next

time I see you (would actually be the first time), I hope I can confidently say that I’ve grown in Christ on my end and know with certainty that the best thing I can do for you is pray for you. As much as it matters to support you guys through voting or streaming, nothing can

compare to our most powerful God keeping you guys safe and protecting your hearts. So I pray that we would hold steadfast to Him in these times of uncertainty and have hope, most importantly. I feel like I’ve used God as a leverage of some sort to say that I knew you better, but

I want to have the heart to seek after God even more than I want to know you guys personally, as silly as that even sounds. I want to pray for you as a brother in Christ. Christ Our Hopd in Life and Death is a new song that I discovered today. No matter where we are, or what may

happen, I pray that I will be 10000% sure of God’s power and have hope in whatever He will do in the future, and be excited for it! I want to stop being scared for whatever God has in store just because it might not be like my plans. Christ alone, our only confidence. Thank you

always for being an inspiration, not just as an artist and in your motivation, but in knowing that those all come from God. Even though you may not see it yourself, I can see God through your gentleness and excellency. You’re an inspiration as a Christ follower also.
, sm

*Christ Our HOPE in Life and Death
I can’t type.