I& #39;ve been alone for 15 years, never had any friends. Those I thought were my friends abandoned me. I lost trust in humanity, family never understood me, I always broke down, crying for help. I was used, abused, abandoned. Loneliness is all I& #39;ve ever had. https://twitter.com/cjymarie/status/1243101070798143488">https://twitter.com/cjymarie/...

I was always the friend that people "pittied" so they would feel sorry for me and take me along. Ask me to join in, but never send me details of anything, offer me something all for it to be a lie. Watch me get physically abused and sit there laughing.

My mum was my only friend. She would be in tears seeing her son come home with bruises everyday. Psychologically scarred and traumatised due to being abused and alone for majority of his life. She fought my battles, because I was too scarred to. I& #39;d always be the target.

I learned how to cook by myself. Never played sports because no one ever wanted to, went to the cinema by myself, never had a best friend or brother figure in my life. Got my degree through university alone. Years were so hard. Alone.

Got my first graduate job, was alone because I didnt have anyone to celebrate with, every birthday I& #39;d never receive any love or care. I& #39;d be forgotten. But I& #39;d always show love to others and never forget them the way I was. I was raised with a big heart. It was my weakness

Just trying to make it off this temporary world by doing my bit. I& #39;m a good person with a big and pure heart. Always putting others before my own needs. I& #39;ll always keep doing that, because that& #39;s how I was raised. God knows, he& #39;s always guiding me.

The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because, they don& #39;t want to see anyone else suffer the way they do.