most of you don& #39;t know what self destructive behaviour is- cutting off your family & friends unintentionally cuz you think too little of yourself to be worthy enough for them, moving away, wasting your money on drugs

Realising that I& #39;m the problem but I don& #39;t wanna change it cuz that& #39;s how it helps me feel better and escape reality.

lying about how I& #39;m doing has grown so much on me it doesn& #39;t even seem harmful to myself anymore

I have unhealthy addictions and habits but I& #39;m way past the point of worrying about death.
I could be dying rn and I still wouldn& #39;t give two fucks about myself as long as everyone else around me is happy

I die a little everyday