sigh. let’s get this over with

MAMA’S PLAYA DIARIES:
‘Durag Departure’

*a thread*

Ok. Quick context.

I am wholesome and a responsible dater NOW, but back then, bitch, I was NOT.

My playa diaries are basically recollections of when I used to play niggas /:

I feel kinda bad for sharing, but maybe I can pull a lesson out of this tale?

There was a time in my college life I transferred to another school mid-year, right?

At school #1 I was chatting it up with this fineeeeee asssssss boy named..... uh... can we call him Troy?

He always looked like a Troy LMFAO.

Troy was caramel. Hazel & green eyes. Had this LONGGGG ASSSS CURLYYYY HAIR.

I used to give that man Bantu knots for play as we cuddled after we fucked.

Oh. When I said “chatting it up”, I meant we would study together and then go Fuck.

He was a classmate I got grouped with.

Now listen. I was NOT in the business for something serious.

Troy and I DEFINITELY had that talk. I lost my V not long before.

I was still out in the streets finding the power within my pussy. I mean, he was cute.. and sweet.. but I just ain’t want THAT.

bruh.

One day, Troy and I were at the library LATE for a project in our sociology class.

we were tired as hell, worked hard as hell, & decided to grab food before parting ways.

Did we part ways after we ate?

Bitch, NO.

I think we were closer to his apartment so he said I should spend the night over there since it was late

I agree.

I had an overnight bag, extra toothbrush, and an outfit over there. LOL.

THAT AINT NO PROBLEM.

Before y’all say anything.. all that was over there because me and Troy was FUCKING fucking

like.. it just made shit easier cuz I was always fucking him

Anyway.

That night after finishing that sociology project..

that man fucked me like he was in love with me.

He had my legs on his shoulders,

my toes in his mouth

swallowed my kitty like a Jell-O shot

Ate my ass like cheesecake

Gave me slow strokes.

& he came in me /:

Ok ok now listen

Troy and I got tested before we decided to rawdog sometimes

And I was on BC back then

& we casually fucked SOOOOO regularly, it wasn’t an issue

But it wasssss the first time he ever came in me.

it was the first time I ever got came in, actually.

The energy was so much more intimate than what I was used to.

& though I spent the night with him sometimes it wasn’t like THAT. I only spent the night if we were lit or it was super late to where I ain’t feel like going home.

And most times,

I told him I ain’t want to cuddle fr so he would sleep on the couch and give me his bed.

It was TRULY casual.

But that night, bitch,

After the sex & cleanup,

he pulled me into bed with him.

I’m like nigga.. no.. this is NOT that.

I mean.. he was deadass trying to CUDDLE

I’m like AHT AHT Lol. I just TRULY didn’t want a relationship.

(& btw. That’s OKAY. you don’t have to be actively searching for a husband all the damn time)

He wasn’t budging tho, bitch,

so I gave in. Cuddled wit him.

I mean... he came in me , didn’t he? LMAO. fuck it, I guess.

We cuddled, watched some movies, I fell asleep in his arms.

—

Fast forward to the next morning, I’m an EARLY bird so I woke up around 5.

I QUIETLY snuck out his arms and out the bed.

real g’s keep it silent like lasagna, after all.

Started slipping on my clothes.

I just couldn’t believe I did that shit lmao.

As I’m packing my bookbag, I hear troy’s voice

“I’m really falling for you, you know”

yikes

Like bro. We already talked about this.

He knew I had other niggas on my line and I knew he had other bitches.

He and I were just fucking and I liked it that way.

But I’m a softie. I had to acknowledge his feelings. Told him it was very sweet but I gtg.

I pretty much avoided him for a few days.

He was blowing my Shit up, Chile.

I felt guilty and weird about it too.

I couldn’t even entertain my other Niggas cuz I felt weird.

But bitch, we had class together.

Couldn’t avoid him forever.

Troy in class:

He SAT NEXT to me.

took another girl’s unassigned assigned seat LMAO (she was mad)

After class ended he took my phone off the table and refused to give it to me until I talked to him.

There was no class after ours so we literally sat in the room and talked bro.

I just didn’t understand how we made an agreement and he was switching up all of a sudden knowing what I was interested in.

but he was so cute.

I ended up telling that man I would TRY to give him more of my time like he asked.

“I know how we can start”, he said.

“I’m cutting my hair” he said.

I was shook. His hair was LONG, y’all.

He was like “yeah I want you to come with me when I do it”

I totally wrote it off and agreed.

he finally let me leave.

But bitch, why did I agree to all that shit.

anyway, it was nearing Troy’s big hair journey.

& his energy did kinda shift with me.

Like I could tell I hurt his feelings by dismissing his developing feelings

Like I said.. a bitch is a softie.

I wanted to give good sentiment.

Ordered that man a velvet Durag.

You know? To compliment his waves when he got them.

Got his first name initial on it.

It was purple.. velvet... and cute as hell.

& I was actually happy to give it to him.

Y’all rushing the fuck out of me so I’ll skip some parts.

Let’s just skip to the day of his appointment.

He was nervous as FUCK. He had long hair his whole life. It was a big deal.

he was treating me like his woman.

It was... kinda cute.

But still.

Anyway. It was good vibes.

Troy and I were fuck buddies or whatever but still got along.

I recorded him getting his cut and Shit.

He got out that chair fine as hell.

Had natural waves & shit.

“Waves on swim so they hate on him!!” I joked

He said

“Man now ima need a Durag”

Hehe

I excitedly rushed to my bag and bought him his gift.

Man.

That man shed a tear or two when he checked it out. He was SO happy.

I feel so shitty typing this.

Because NOW looking back I’m like AWWWWW but back then I was like

I couldn’t understand why he tore up back then. But I guess now I see he felt seen and appreciated, you know?

Either way. That crying shit definitely threw me for a loop, and I distanced myself a little again.

we hadn’t fucked since he said that Shit to me.

Lol.

Now fast forward again

he loved that damn Durag.

Wore it to class once or twice

Took some pics in it.

It WAS a fire Durag from what I remember, I can’t lie. Lol.

Now bro.. listen—

At this point I knew I was transferring. Told Troy.

I had already been to school #2 transfer orientation and toured and shit.

Talked to my new roommates and Shit.

It was a done deal.

Ok so one day I was at school #2 to meet with an academic counselor to schedule classes and Shit for my transferred credits.

& guess who comes into the waiting area while I’m in there alone?

A fine ass chocolate man.

Eyeing me like I was raw meat & he was a lion.

I gave him a polite smile.. noticed he was fine.. thought to myself THAT was a man I wanted to ride

But I kept it to myself. Business as usual.

but something (I don’t remember what) happened in the office that made us both look at eachother and laugh.

& we started chatting.

And by “chatting” I meant actual convo LMFAOOOO

Found out we were both new that semester.. we were both from the city.

we were both single.

and then he asked if I wanted to match.

Nigga... yes

Listen......

Let me just be straightforward.

Did I ride that dick after a few blunts? Hell yeah I did.

And so tf what lmao. We grown. We single. It was protected. And I wanted to. *shrug*.

And did that nigga slurp me up like the damn last spaghetti noodle?
hell yeah.

... to this day, really.

Anyway.

I know this is BAD but I didn’t even know that nigga’s name.

didn’t find out till we finished and I was trying to dip out.

“So what’s ya name again?” I asked.

He sat up and said

“My name is Troy”

LMDAOOOOOOO

So now we’re gonna transfer school #1 Troy to Troy1

& darskinned school #2 Troy is Troy2.

Got it? LMFAOO.

this Shit is so messy.

Troy1 and I ... were kinda falling off. I transferred away

I hurt his feelings... distanced myself.

But Troy2 was just as relaxed as I was.

He ain’t force me into shit. Pressure me. None of dat.

And that dick was

Oh

How could I leave this PIVOTAL ASS PIECE OF INFO OUT

Troy1 helped me loved into my famous apartment...

He wore his Durag and TOOK IT OFF cuz he was getting hot.

Put it back into the silk bag holder it came with

& kept it in my car.

moved me in ALL day.

Did we christen my apartment while my roommates were gone?

Yes.

And he felt a way when I asked for a condom.

I had to break it to him that I fucked someone else.

He took it... hard.

Which is crazy because he was just out with another girl the previous week but I mean.. go off I GUESS.

He was so mad that he left.

Left my apartment.

Got in his own car.

And LEFT, bitch.

I texted him like

“Why you gotta do all that bro”

No reply.

Well. Being the liberated woman I was becoming...

I called Troy2

Because bitch I wanted some company and I wasn’t gon end up with blue clit cuz Troy1 hopped in his feelings.

sigh. Troy2 ZIPPED on over, bitch.

Helped hang up my posters and shit & put together my storages.

Troy1 helped bring all my shit in but Troy2 helped with the finished product LOL.

I almosttttttt fucked Troy1 after foreplay, and tho we ain’t go all the way, I did suck his dick lmao.

I wasn’t comfortable sucking 2 dicks in one day so I decided Troy2 could wait.

However, Troy2 wanted to hang.

we decided to match blunts...

.......in my car.

I was DJing so I put my phone AND Troy1 message thread on DND

& if I didn’t do that Shit, I wouldn’t have missed Troy1’s calls and texts /:

Here we are. Troy2 and I.

Smoking. Vibing. Laughing. Flirting.

And we’re high as hell.

so Troy2 drops his phone in between the seat and door.

And when he picks it up, he says

“Aw shit... what’s this?”

And he pulls out the silk Durag bag

(Which, by the way, also had a “T” on it)

He looked at me smiling

I’m like

We’re Troy2 and I in HEAVY contact? ABSOLUTELY

But enough for me to get that man a “gift”

Idk about all that, shawty. But he was definitely convinced.

Smiling at me and shit.

“That’s not yours..” I started. Lol

He’s like

“So whose is it”

I couldn’t even say shit. Bc then I’d have to explain that I was w Troy1 all day. Then I’d have to explain he helped me move in.

then It would have led to us airing out that I sucked his dick some way, somehow. LMFAO.

I tried changing subjects.

“I’m hungryyyyy. Let’s get some food” I said.

“After I open my gift from my future lady” Troy2 said

Sigh.

& then he opened it.

“YOOOOOOOOOO.... this Shit goes HARD as FUCK” he exclaimed

I’m like

Literally FROZEN, bitch.

He pulled it out.

“AND YOU GOT MY INITIAL ON THIS BITCH?!?? YOOOOO”

I’m looking like

I stared in High Silence as Troy2 put on Troy1’s durag

I couldn’t even say shit. It was just truly an awkward situation for me.

He was taking pics in that bitch.

“Let me buy you some food” he said.

I ....

I just pulled off and we went to eat.

He wore it the entire time

I ignored it.

I’m thinking “ok. Just order another one for Troy1”

Like.. FUCK IT LMFAOOOOO

we decided to go back to my apartment.

I park, we get out,

& who the Fuck else was there in the parking lot sitting on his car?

Troy1.

I wanna spend time with by boo tonight cuz I’m almost drunk rn /:

I’ll finish this at like 6AM per usual.

how’s that for a cliff hanger?

LMFAOOOOO

luv y’all and goodnight

BRB

goodmorning (:

aaaaaand ACTION

( I was a little lit last night lol. )

when I peeped Troy1 was in the parking lot, I took a right turn (so Troy2’s side of the car wouldn’t face him)

& parked a little ways away from Troy1’s car.

when Troy2 and I got out the car, he was headed toward my apartment.

Uh oh

I had to think on my feet

It was dark at that point, but I was not about to approach Troy1 with Troy2 while he was wearing Troy1’s Durag

“Baby..” I said. He stopped walking.

“I gotta go call my mom but ima meet you at your place after I get off w her & shower”

Troy2 says “ok, baby”.. pushed me up against the car... started kissing on my neck.. biting on my ear...

Gripping my ass like he wanted me in that parking lot.

I was moaning, I was getting hot, but I was also peeping over his shoulder keeping an eye on Troy1

Across the biggg ass lot, I saw Troy1 was sitting in his car now.

I guess he was preparing to come inside since I pulled up.

In that moment, Troy2 slid his hands in my pants... gently rubbed on my clit.. I was wet.

“Hurry up and come over so I can have you” he whispered.

“Hurry up and get home so I can get there”, I whispered back.

But really.. I ain’t need these two mfs seeing eachother.

I needed Troy2 out of here. ASAP.

Luckily, his car was parked further than mine. He walked to it and drove off.

I started heading to Troy1’s car.

I approach and he’s like “damn baby what took you so long”

I’m like “my mom called me” HEHE.
(My mom hardly called my ass in college LMFAOO)

He’s like

“Baby I left my Durag in the car”

Lmao. He was right. But it damn sho wasn’t there anymore.

I slightly panic.

I’m like “damn you gotta get it right now?”

He stopped walking toward where I parked and looked at me
“I mean.. yeah”

I’m like “......my bad, daddy”

(Most Niggas luv being called daddy. It kinda shuts down any matter at hand)

He walks back to me.

“I just missed you so much..” I said when he came up. I put my arms around him. “I don’t like how things left off earlier.. can I make it up to you?” I seductively asked.

I couldn’t let this nigga look in my car.

He wasn’t gon find shit. Lol.

He planted a big ass passionate ass “I’m in love with you” ass kiss on me.

He was gripping my ass. Even picked me up mid-kiss.

then we headed to my apartment.

I needed to wash Troy2 off of me tho.

I took Troy1 to my room and IMMEDIATELY headed to shower.

After like 10-15 min in there alone.. I heard the door open and close.

I peeked out the curtain and it was Troy1. Getting naked. Smiling at me.

And he got inside the shower.

listen. I know y’all clown shower sex but idk why.

that man fucked the shit out of me. W

He had me bent over.. I had one leg up... he even picked me up and fucked me on the wall..

All while hot water was flowing down our bodies. He was kneeling & eating my pussy.. he could have drowned. Lmao.

Then we washed each other’s bodies and retreated to my room.

Bruh. When we got to my room I realize we had been fucking in the shower for 2 hours.

Two. Hours.

My fingertips were shriveled and everything.

I check my phone and Troy2 was texting me.

I told him the food had me feeling queasy and we needed a rain check.

& then I got into bed and rode Troy1’s Dick until I passed out with him inside of me. Literally.

I was in the clear. Or so I thought.

bitch, we opened our eyes at 8AM

Because someone was knocking on the front door.

A roommate knocked on mine and said I had company.

I tell Troy1 to hold on.

He agrees. I slip on a robe and head to the door. And who is it?

Troy2 .. with ginger ale. Because I said I was queasy.

“Let me come in, baby.” He said.

LMFAOOOOOOOOnigganoOOOOO

I’m like “you know.. I just don’t feel too good” and I see Troy2’s eyes dart over my shoulder.

So I turn and see what he was looking at. Troy1 was out in the living area, heading to the kitchen area near the front door.

I slipped outside the door and closed it.

Because YO.

I’m like “my roommate has her boyfriend over..”

He’s like “damn that Nigga was looking happy as hell like he got pussy last night” lmao.

I joked like yeah he did LMFAOOO

I shoot a text to Troy1 like “got some paperwork to sign. Brb”

Cuz he could NOT come out the apartment

Troy2 had on the Durag

I was like “boy take that off!” I think I joked that it was too early or sumn like that

But he did take it off. Put it in the silk bag and slipped it into his pocket.

/:

I was anxious to get Troy2 the fuck out of there. But wanted to be polite and patient enough so I ain’t seem sketch.

Bro.
I got a message from Troy1 saying “I still need to grab my Durag”.

Then a lightbulb flashed.

I needed the Durag back.

expeditiously

I told Troy2 I had business to handle. So I started a goodbye hug.

& he tried to kiss me. I stopped him because... morning breath. He said he ain’t care.

Kissed me passionately anyway.

That was my fucking chance to retrieve the Durag, bitch.

I used the power of my kiss.

And then I started rubbing on his dick.

He was hard. I had him where I needed him to be.

So I started kissing on his neck. He threw his head back. Moaning and shit.

I was using my other hand to feel on his body.

& stroked his dick more aggressively as distraction.

Then simultaneously slipped my hand in his jacket pocket, pulled out the silk bag,

& slipped it into my robe pocket.

he ain’t even notice in the midst of the neck kissing and dick rubbing.

“Alright boy.... gon before you get me started”.. I flirted.

But I needed him gone ASAP.

I watched him leave the complex and then went back inside.

Troy1 was fucking cooking

As we ate.. I passed him his Durag.

“Thanks baby!” He said. And put it on

Oh Lord.

I felt a little guilty but I was 2 for 2. The universe was looking OWT.

Troy1 said some shit while we ate like “I could wake up to you every morning and marry you” or SOMETHING.

SOMETHING made me think “this is wtf I be talking about” and made me distance myself AGAIN.

Fast forward. Troy2 and I are fucking like rabbits at this new school.

Troy2 said he lost the Durag and he was so sorry.

We were fucking and hanging heavy so I said “it’s okay, baby I’ll order you another one”

& I did. LMFAOOOOO.

Troy1 was still on my line of course. But seeing eachother was limited cuz I transferred.

But we missed eachother

All that to say.. I was fucking and entertaining Troy2 while entertaining/texting/FaceTiming Troy1.

Let’s fast forward to when I couldn’t dodge fate any longer.

Oh Lord. Let me pour some wine.

Yes. At 8:30AM.

Alright y’all...

let’s set the scene

I had been successfully juggling both men. No shame in my game.

I precisely remember it being Saturday. No class.

I remember it being 2PM because Troy2 and I went to a party the night before.. was drunk.. fucked.. crashed at my place.

Troy1 was missing me a LOT, remember?

It was 2PM. Troy2 and I woke up.

I slipped out of bed cuz I was about to go shower.

As soon as I opened my door; my roommate was about to knock on it.

“Your boyfriend is here”, she said.

I look over her shoulder and Troy1 is INSIDE the apartment.

INSIDE the living room.

SITTING DOWN. looking in my direction. I gave my roomie that look.

She looks over my shoulder, sees Troy2 getting out of bed.

She’s like

I turn to Troy2 and said “I’ll be right back..” just hoping he ain’t hear what my roomie said.

“Boyfriend????” Troy2 said.

And he put on his shorts & started heading to the door.

Troy2 pushed past me and my roomie. Came out the room, and made eye contact with Troy 1 for the first time.

“Why this nigga got on my Durag?” Troy2 asked me.

“Nigga... YO Durag,????” Troy1 said as he stood up.

I-

I’m like “Troy, chill”... talking to Troy1 cuz he stood up like he was about to get shit popping.

Troy2 was like “I AM chill, baby”

& Troy1 was like

Troy1 goes “Nigga she’s talking to ME. her MAN. Troy”

Troy2 steps forward and says “yeah Nigga yo name might also be Troy but you sure ain’t her man. That’s all me”

Troy1 looks at me and says “baby, tell this wack ass nigga wassup”

Troy2 is like “WACK ASS NIGGA??” And starts stepping up.

I put my arms out like “EVERY CALM THE FUCK DOWN”

Troy1 yells “IS YOU FUCKING THIS CLOWN?!”

Troy2 “call me sumn other than Sir again and ima beat yo ass”

Troy1: “touch me and ima fuck you up”

Me: TROY, FUCKING CHILLLLL

Both Troys: I AM CHILL

Troy1 asks again: are you fucking this nigga?

They both look at me

I just couldn’t find the words to speak.. I couldn’t do it.

Troy2– I had you bent over all night didn’t I? Made you cum on this dick? Had you calling me daddy while you took this dick?

Troy1- Nigga chill out!!

And this nigga actually charged at Troy2... they weren’t swinging but DEFINITELY scuffling.

My roommate was so dramatic bro LMAOO

When they started, they knocked over a stool and she gon scream “OH MY GOD!”

then was like “I’m gonna call the police!”

I guess that’s why I stopped scuffling. But was talking MAD shit still.

Troy1: I love that girl, nigga. That’s ME

Troy2: I love her too nigga and I ain’t going nowhere

I’m like still pretty damn speechless.

Troy1: Z it’s him or me. I can’t fuck with somebody who fucks with lames

& he looked at Troy2 when he said it. Lmao.

Troy2 said “I’m lame but you got my Durag on yo lopsided ass head”

I remember wanted to laugh but this was no laughing matter.

they were clowning eachother like they were in middle school LMFAO.

I’m like “listen... “

Troy1 goes “Nah man ain’t no LISTEN. Make yo choice”

Troy2: ain’t you fucking me?

Me: .............yes.

Troy1: but wasn’t you fucking me b4 you transferred?

Me: .......yes, but we-

Troy1: AND HAVENT WE BEEN FALLING ASLEEP ON FT AND ON THE PHONE ALL DAY?

Me: .....yes, and-

Troy2: oh you falling asleep on the phone with him??

Me: both of you are absolutely right

...and... I’m sorry

Troy1 let out a big ass sigh and picked up his shit. He was laughing and shaking his head.

Troy2 was so mean. He said sumn like “yeah nigga.. get yo ass out my girl crib” smh

Troy1 started heading to the door then stopped&said

“Z. I love you. I really do.. and if you wanna waste your time that’s on you. But when you’re ready for a REAL man and some REAL dick..lmk”

When he left, it was silent.

Then Troy2 said

“Delete that Nigga out yo phone. Ain’t no mo FaceTimes. Ain’t no mo calls. You mine now and I’ll beat that nigga ass”

that made my kitty jump

then we went in the room and had some sexy ass aggressive ass sex.

/: lmao.

Did I delete Troy1 #?

Hell nah. In a way I loved him back.

But did I tell Troy2 I deleted it?

Hell yeah. He can’t control who I talk to. LMFAOO.

But Troy1 wasn’t fucking wit me fr.

Now.. fast forward—

It was just Troy2 and I...

He was the closest to being a boyfriend. And shit was pretty smooth. I can’t lie.

It had been about 2-3 months of ya and only us.

I occasionally chatted with Troy1 but when he found out I was still fucking with Troy2, he would ghost me. Lol.

I decided to just gon and focus on Troy2

till that Nigga went to jail for selling weed.

lmao.

Bro.

what the fuck.

I remember not hearing from him for DAYS and I was pissed... as FUCK.

I thought he was ghosting me.

Then I got a collect call.

“Do you accept these charges?” It asked.

Me: ..no *hangs up*

Then I went online and typed Troy2’s name in the precinct database.

And there he was, bitch. Locked up.

Big yikes.

And I’m not talking about some minor shit. He got CAUGHT UP. he had TONS of weed and pills in his crib.

I warned him about it and stayed out his crib but he was wilding with the shit, I can’t lie.

And now he was gone.

GONEEEEEE, bitch!

I drove to Troy1’s place.

“I’m done with him” I told him through the cracked door. (He wasn’t even tryna let me in LOL)

That Nigga made me promise I was done with Troy2. And I was.

He was GONE. & I couldn’t do shit about it.

And was I gon hold him down in jail?

Yeeeeeah, I’m sorry. But no. /:

skskskdkd. I promised Troy1 and he let me in.

I sucked his dick for hours, it felt like.

I had to make it up to him

And we were good.

Troy2 kept calling me on collect. I eventually changed my #. I was a one-man-woman for a longgggg while.

Troy1 and I were good.

Until that nigga asked me to move in. Led to an argument. I decided he was moving too fast and he decided I was moving too slow.

I don’t know where Troy2 is. I hope he’s alright /:

Troy1 tried circling back but I no longer cared for him and had a new roster. — cue the Ride Wit My Side thread LOL.

Anyway. FIN.
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