welcome back to me screaming! (sarazanmai rewatch time): a thread
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i have rewatched this anime 4 times and this is still one of the prettiest scenes in the anime
the way that enta appears first....... *screams in kazuenta shipper*
he is so fucking dumb god bless
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ENTA ENTA ENTA ENTA ENTA ENTA ENTA ENTA ENTA EN
by the time this thread is over it’ll just be multiple screenshots of dumb enta faces bc he is dumb and i love him
still don’t understand why kazuki refers to haruka as “her” in the beginning but ok i’ll go with it,, or is he talking about him dressing up as sara asuma idk
I HATE HOW THIS SCENE STARTS WITH A BLACK FADE IT GOD ITS SO CURSED
HE IS SO FUCKING STUPID GOD BLESS
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SHUT THE FUCK UP MAKE ROOM FOR MY QUEEN
still mad that sarazanmai was robbed best ending tbh
ok finally updating this thread after 4 months with episode 2 lmao
regret
kazuki: im going to keep catfishing my brother bc i still want to be connected to him but my crippling self doubt and guilt is blocking the way of my feelings of why i did it in the first place
I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH BRO
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Enta: Kuji’s bad news!
*pans to Toi in a marajuana lab and harvesting weed*
*pans to Toi in a marajuana lab and harvesting weed*
#KAZUKI: all im good for is being sad, catfishing my brother, leaving enta on read and almost erasing my whole existence
HE SOUNDED SO DISAPPOINTED GOD
dads...
if you skip the kowarusoiya dance after the second episode i don’t trust you
god i really keep forgetting that kazuki was like, “haruka wants a cat so im going to steal someone’s cat and make him a stray instead of adopting one myself yeah i think thats a good idea”
ITS LIKE 2AM AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP BUT *shakes cage* ENTA YOU ARE SUCH A FLAWED HUMAN BEING AND I CARE FOR YOU BUT HFHFKHBKWHWKDJFBRKWJDHFKWHS
LOOK HOW HARD I CAN SCREAM
happy reo day you obligated to stan reomabu on this holy day
the way i just noticed how enta starts aggressively sweating when otone starts talking about kissing her boyfriend
BRO.... Haruka wanted to be a better brother for kazuki and i’ll NEVER forgive him for thinking it was his fault that kazuki quit soccer and never smiled as much anymore
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> and enta really almost gave up on him too aye
HE THOUGHT TALKING TO HIM WAS NO USE BC KAZUKI DIDNT LIKE HIM ANYMORE BC HARUKA THOUGHT HE TOOK HIS SMILE AWAY BYEEEEEE
here comes the kazuki fantasies enta has in public....
Toi: You’re like brothers
Enta: *fantasizes about kazuki, kissed kazuki, overreacts to the mention of kazuki, does anything for kazuki, told kazuki that he loved him in one of his fantasies*
Enta: maybe
Enta: *fantasizes about kazuki, kissed kazuki, overreacts to the mention of kazuki, does anything for kazuki, told kazuki that he loved him in one of his fantasies*
Enta: maybe
he can never escape from his recorder crimes
THE DESPERATION!!! god he tries so hard but alas it’s another fantasy
“You’re like brothers.” Toi says as Enta’s mind is in a constant state of yearning to kiss kazuki mode
ALSO I love how Toi finally catches on that Enta loves Kazuki like /that/ but he tries to talk reason into him that Kazuki really isn’t that interested and needs to give up on him but Enta being the dumb stuck up jock he is is absolutely whipped for him and says, “how about no”
god this title makes me so sad bc Enta himself is so scared to tell kazuki how he really feels and it’ll ruin their friendship they had together since they were kids,, Enta tries so hard to feel like he’s important to kazuki but sometimes that isn’t the case
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^ all Enta wants is to feel important and needed by kazuki like they did when they were playing soccer together but when toi came into the picture he knew that kazuki cared about toi than him and it made him extremely jealous and think irrationally about his decisions
^ which caused him to completely destroy the trust kazuki had in enta and destroyed the fragile happiness kazuki had just bc he stole the dishes of hope. i maybe overthinking this but enta really freaking cares about kazuki and his well being and always means well
^ but the choices he makes are bad and how he does them. he really does love kazuki and would eventually die for him and he could never really hate him no matter how hard he tried. hsjabekf ok before i turn this thread into an essay i’ll stop now omg
back on my essay bullshit but ENTA DOES TRY TO MAKE IT KNOW THAT HE LIKES HIM
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> but kazuki is a dense motherfucker and doesn’t understand that people love him in that way and ENTA REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT GIVING UP ON HIM
OK BUT HARUKA PURSAUDES ENTA NOT TO GIVE UP ON KAZUKI BC HE STILL NEEDS TO TRY TO HELP HIM GET BACK INTO SOCCER BC KAZUKI WON’T LISTEN TO HARUKA. ENTA AND HARUKA WANT THE SAME THING AND HARUKA ONLY THINKS THAT ONLY ENTA IS ABLE TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN
HE WANTS TO SEE KAZUKI SMILE AGAIN AND HE WANTS TO HELP HIM AS MUCH AS HE CAN BUT HARUKA STILL DOUBTS HIMSELF THAT HE TOOK AWAY KAZUKI’S LOVE FOR SOCCER AND HIS SMILE AWAY SHUT UP SHUT UP HARUKA TRIES SO HARD TO BE A GOOD BROTHER BUT IS STILL DOESNT THINK THAT
anyways that’s enough thinking for today im probably overthinking the relationship enta and kazuki have but ok