day -1 of quarantine: DOMINOS IS STILL OPENED WHAT THE FUCK

day -2 of quarantine: li'i came back & we didn't know how to act

day -3 of quarantine: i think my dad is going crazy. he's been in the kitchen for 4 hours with his damn fishes

day -4 of quarantine: IM LOSING MY DAMN MIND & I MISS MY FRIENDS :/

day -5 of quarantine: woke up from my nap to find out we have a stay-at-home order. but dominos is still opened for all i know, so please if you're gonna get pizza during this time just know that we're trying our best

day -6 of quarantine: come nd get your pizza at dominos, but stay home nd order for delivery please
our delivery drivers are really nice, so please tip them kindly

day -7 of quarantine: when i said i'm over school, i didn't really mean i wanted it to be over ):
i really miss my friends & the only thing keeping me sane is the fact that i still have work

day -8 of quarantine: work isn't cutting it anymore. IM LOSING MY MIND

day -9 of quarantine: i've been blasting music on my speaker & my parents haven't complained at all. somethings up

day -10 of quarantine: paychecks are today & i'm actually sa savi saving money

day -11 of quarantine: i am loSiNg mY maRbLes. I NEED MY FRIENDS :/

day -12 of quarantine: i don't have a sense of time anymore. i went into work at 10:30 & next thing you know it's 5 o'clock & i was going home......

day -13 of quarantine: i got quarantine snacks & im ready for this month

day -14 of quarantine: i. miss. you. please talk to me bc i'm actually interested in you with yo stupid ess

day -15 of quarantine: please realize that i am in luv & i am struggling to tell you that

damn, this shit got me dispersed again. it's lit

day -16 of quarantine: i would literally love the shit out of you ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱᵗˢ ˢᶜᵃʷᵉᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢᵃʸ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ :/

anyways, i'm so bored that i've been staying up till 5 in the morning & doing nothing except working more. money

day -16.5 of quarantine: it is what it is hehe & at least my mental health has improved a shit ton

day -17 of quarantine: just got bitched at for not doing shit around the house when i'm literally working 13/14 days for this pay period & the only thing i have the energy to do is work (:

day -18 of quarantine: my two weeks are finally done

i worked over 60 hours & im over it, but my paycheck is gonna be PHAT

day -19 of quarantine: i took today off & let me tell you how needed that was :/

but i'm back again tomorrow from 4-10, soOoOoO

day -20 of quarantine: i just blew $60 on MW & if i'm not prime like in 2014 w/ BO2 i'm gonna cry :/

day -21 of quarantine: there's no point of me doing school work, but i have to bc my mom is getting on my ass about it.

do i really have to to a week long lesson on bias? you're basically making your students self teach themselves about it, so why should it be "graded?"

day -22 of quarantine: i'm still spending money on other people & i guess it's a coping mechanism bc ily

day -23 of quarantine: i thought forgotted to do this yesterday bruh

but i'm lowkey dying & i miss everyone. i miss going out, i miss seeing my teachers, i miss school, i ERghHhHh. it also hit me that prom was tomorrow, grad is supposed to be next month & i'm turning 18 too )):

day -24 of quarantine: im playing MW way too much & ive been carrying zelle bruhHhH

but it's april 11th aka prom & my ass is gonna be at dominos working a 4-9 :/

oh foop. i also got my paycheck today & i worked 69 1/2 hours & that was MONEYYYY

day -25 of quarantine: im genuinely confused on what to think/believe bc i'm all over the place

on the bright side, i slept before 12 & that was the best sleep i got in ages (:

day -26 of quarantine: it's currently 3:08 in the morning & im out here jammin MW like i don't have work today :)

i tweeted this again bc i spelt "it's," "ifs"

day -27 of quarantine: i have officially reached the point of my mental breaking point & im really trying something new to cope with it. we'll see how it goes tho

it's not like anyone cares tbh. this is just a way for me to keep track of how i've been feeling :/

"point of my mental breaking point." yup, i have officially lost my shit

day -28 of quarantine: i cleaned my closet last night & it hasn't looked that clean in ages. was i motivated or was it just another coping mechanism for how i've been feeling?!?!?

it's almost april 30, but this is probably gonna get extended bc people don't know how to STAY HOME

day -29 of quarantine: i've been crying WAY TOO MUCH for my liking & this sucks. idk how this month can get any worse, but we'll see what happens :(

i also have a 12-8 today, so we'll see how this goes

day -30 of quarantine: i'm making an impulsive decision & dying my hair in a couple hours HAHA. life is rough rn mayuun

i have literally cried TOO much within the span of 4 days & fawk bruh. i'm not feeling this shit :/

update on day -30: got that quarantine haircut & im dying my shit HAAHAHAHA

day -31 & -32 of quarantine: i forgot to do this yesterday, but i got the weekend off & im jamming out mw

day -33 of quarantine: i cant keep up with this bruh. it's been 33 whole ass days of this shit & i just wanna see my friends ugly ass faces bruh.

there were so many things i wanted to do, but now it's just EVRHZKCNDKSLZM
okay, thank you for coming to my tedtalk hehe

update on day -33: i'm so confused with myself & my emotions. i thought that maybe i'd be able to process things out by myself, but here i am confuzzled as fuck & even more confused than where i started :/

day -34 & -35 of quarantine: i keep forgetting to do this bruh, too much mw & work

but may literally starts next week & like, that shits crazy mayuun. i swear it's was march two seconds ago. i'm just trying to enjoy everyday, but it gets harder & harder. mw is says fun tho

also, i'm continuously avoiding my emotions & have barely been able to process how im feeling out. we'll see how long this is gonna last before i break

ahaha, update on day -35: i'm on my simp shit once again & FUCK DUDE. love is weird

day -36 of quarantine: i guess some people actually do keep up with my daily updates haha. but here's one for tonight:

from here on out, i solemnly swear to no longer be a simp (unless applicable to the day) for the rest of this lockdown

i'm just playing bruh, my ass is probably gonna be sad tomorrow night HAHA

day -37 of quarantine: i was honestly big chillin today & mw really be making me a different person HAHA. online persona really be lit as fuck :)
i still miss my friends tho & i'm a lottle sad about another month of this :/

but this marks day 1 of no longer being a simp

day -38 of quarantine: i was given a bedtime since i be talking too much trash at 1 in the morning
so here i am at 12:07'in the morning with nothing to do & wanting to jam some mw with da boizzzzz ⁿᵈ ʲᵃᵈᵃ

but here's to day 2 of no longer being a simp ʰᵃʰᵃ ʲᵏʲᵏ

aight, update: i just cried & that felt great. i had a little one on one talk & it was long overdue :(

day -39 of quarantine: work was hella slow today & im happy about that bc it hasn't been that slow in AGES. but we out here jamming some mw again hehe

but yey, day 3 of no longer simpin

oh yeah, i forgot to add this in bruh:
EVER SINCE CORONA WANTED TO POP UP I LOST 10 POUNDS BRUH... it's been a month of this & i dropped from 175 to 163. i work at dominos bruh, HOW AM I LOSING SO MUCH WEIGHT :/

day -40 of quarantine: tonight was something else. if anyone sees this, i just wanna formally apologize if i offended anyone. that was never my intention & if you want to talk to me, my dm's are always open.

day -41 & -42 of quarantine: i need to stop playing games like i don't work the next day. im tired of being essential, but i got the skills to pay the bills ig

also, we play around TOO DAMN much & i cackle way too much at 2 in the morning

day -43 & -44 of quarantine: staying up late every night & jammin mw has been helping me get through this shit hehe

but i woke up & i thought it was 6:30pm...... i had 2 hours of sleep but i feel like i had 14

day -45 of quarantine: uhmmm, i'm over keeping up with this thread & after a whole 45 days of this, i think i'm over it. we'll see tho idk. mw has been the only thing keeping me going through all this tbh

day -46 of quarantine: this has been my only way of keeping track of how i've been feeling during this time & i decided that i'm going to continue

as much as i complain about being essential, i just think about how lucky i am to still be employed. HOWEVER, people still think-

that the job is easy & we don't make mistakes. can you please give us a break bc we're trying our best


but anyways, being an essential worker has its pros & cons :/

day -47 of quarantine: here i am, once again, staying up like i don't have to be up in 5 hours :/

anyways, my mental health is said
again & work really isn't helping. just gotta enjoy the small moments of happiness before everything goes back to shit

day -48 of quarantine: a dude just woke up 10 minutes ago & has work in 2 hours hehe. too much mw bruh, it's a drug at this point. on the bright side, i work with keali'i again today sOoOooo i'm vibin

tomorrow is supposed to be our last day of school & idk how i feel about it

day -49 of quarantine: paychecks. the only thing keeping me going & wanting to work

day -50 & -51 of quarantine: i'm convinced that this is gonna be the normality of life. having limited time with people & public places being closed for extensive amounts of time

it's been 51 whole days that ive been doing this thread & ergHhHhh

here's some pics bc grad :/