okkk lemme start a thread for this #bloodisborne

I’m like literally not even 2 pages in an i already have the urge to cry. JUNGKOOK IS MY BABY and whoever hurt him like that has to fight with me! (I guess that’s you @taesavestheday)

Okk, I needed a short break because I was feeling very emotional way to early soon ... so I decided to occupy my mind with bad liar while having dinner. And omo please check out the amazing art that accompanies the story!!!
https://twitter.com/taikoo_twt/status/1034567568655151104?s=21 https://twitter.com/taikoo_twt/status/1034567568655151104

Update: I had the urge to flick Jimin on the forehead for being annoying (but also to shower him in love because (at least for now) he is taking care of jungkook), I also actually started crying because I felt so sad for Guk

Also this is a note that appears quite often so far into the story...

I also used quite a lot of and lol ...

And also I do really like jikooks relationship and ... and please don’t hurt my babies? please? I love them ok? And Jimin is really there for Guk and pls don’t make me cry again because I’m sad for Guk ...

There’s been some uwu‘s now ... and I just feel like I’m setting myself up to get my heart torn out of my chest ... I know this is not a jikook story but omo they are so cute and I’m so emotional and I hate that because I know it’ll bite me in the ass

also can we please appreciate the emotional rollercoaster I’m clearly on since I started reading this ...?

Imma need to stop reading now because I need to get some sleep, but @taesavestheday I WILL FIGHT YOU IF YOU BREAK MY HEART!!!

okkk, so let’s get it 2.0...
I am not ready and hella excited, so please bare with me!

Okk, so I started off with basically being hurt again... bc well that’s seems to be my main response up until now? ... I was feeling sad for Jikook because they deserve to be happy and laugh and :<<<

Let me come to Namjoon... so first of all WHAT DOES HE KNOW THAT I DONT KNOW?

And second of all, I know he probably means very well but duuuuude did I not like him when he left Jimins place

oh look, here is me being butthurt AGAIN (btw that was about the point where I strongly started to dislike Namjoon (for probably just speaking the truth, but nobody hurts my baby like this!!!))

That was followed by me being sad ... like all of the notes that I took are literally me just saying “I’m sad :<“ “poor baby” “saaaad” until we reach the part where Jin plays them a visit again

AND THIS IS WHERE I SAY ONE MORE TIME (don’t take it personal, I love this story and I love your writing) I HATE YOU @taesavestheday

oh wait I actually wrote it down as well... multiple times BECAUSE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO GUK? TO ME? TO JIMIN? HOW?!!

apart from that I’m currently SAD
my heart is broken and THIS IS NOT OK! nobody hurt koo and jimin... like I don’t care that it makes sense and all BUT I AM HEARTBROKEN RIGHT NOW

Okkk so now to the last chunk of my thoughts while reading the first prologue ... basically after having my heart broken (yes, I know it’s for the better and all that jazz ...) I obviously I was sad again... like a different kind of sad though?

Where do i start... idk it broke my heart seeing Jungkook kinda self sabotaging himself? But in a different way because I was happy that he made the decision to leave Jimin for himself?

I know this makes no sense since I am still broken hearted that Jungkook left Jimin but like HE left him, because HE felt like he needed to... he made that division on his own, for himself...

Ok so ... before he was just following Jimin around in his life (and don’t get me wrong I love Jimin and that he took care of Jungkook and I’m sad that it ended) but after the breakup Kook was finally “living” his own life

I say “living” because let’s be honest ... what Guk does is not really living. Most of my notes consist of :<

Well so when Namjoon reappeared I was like: DUDE YOU BETTER BE A GOOD FRIEND TO JUNGKOOK NOW! Because he really needed one ...

And like I started tearing up when Jungkook had his outburst ... I literally wrote SAD so big as a note that it covered the whole page... but like I know that all of what Guk was going through was necessary

And like what jungkook said broke my heart but I was very happy that Namjoon was kinda the voice of reason ... and he did now officially redeem himself for hurting me with what he said to Jimin and Kook the very first time!

And this is literally the last thing I wrote down just a few minutes ago... #bloodisborne (I’m watching you @taesavestheday imma read yoongis prologue over the weekend )

✌︎('ω')✌︎ gonna read yoongis prologue now, wish me luck? #bloodisborne https://twitter.com/taesavestheday/status/1238483784682680322?s=21

lol, what?!?£ WHAT?!!! NO!!!! SO LIKE FIRST OF ALL HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME AND SECOND OF ALL I AM MAD AND SAD RIGHT NOW SMAD!!!

DONT YOU DARE HURT THAT CAT!!! (at least don’t make it suffer to much pls, OTHERWISE IMMA SEND THIS JUNGKOOK OFF TO FIND YOU!)

okkk okkk okkk stop, I have some thoughts about yoongi ... imma probably dump them at the ende but lemme just say I AM CONFUSION

i am not amused

now I’m confused ... imma add that thought to the end as well... also on another note, that better be Guk? Like I’m 99.9% sure it’s him but I have trust issues with this story so we will see ....

Lemme help you finish writing this story:
Jungkook saves kitten and Yoongi. Yoonkook madly fall in love right away. When they wake up kitten and Yoongi are alright again. Yoonkook get married. The end (I’ll give u an updates version after Taes prologue)

LOL WHAT?

But seriously, excuse my language but Jimin is a little bitch right now. But a funny one and I like him. But I also don’t like him atm... I’m confused ok?!

JUNGKOOK IS SO PURE AND SWEET AND OMG DONT HURT HIM PLEASEEEEEEEEE

okkk so imma skip the whole: you slept with Jimin, I slept with Jimin part and will return to: OMG JUNGKOOK IS THE PUREST AND SWEETEST PERSON PLEASE DONT HURT HIM!

okkk so I’ve been constantly switch from going: awww what cuties!!! to: i am saaaad!

And I say it again: Jimin I a little birch right now but I love him and I am weirdly ok with him being this way? BUT HE BETTER TAKE GOOD CARE OF THAG KITTEN! and also I please want him to be happy as well??? please?

cute!!! this is cute y’all

I AM IN LOVE YOU ALL!!!
But I’m also confused, I’ll get to that in a second, because I AM SO IN LOVE!!! AND I WANNA KNOW MORE!!!

Not sure if this makes any sense but as I said before I got confused because of Yoongi? So this is basically everything that I wrote on the sites of the chapter but in a more compact form?

Apparently my brain also wanted to cominicate it’s thoughts on Jungkook...

And last but not least: I love Jimin and even though I called him a bitch in this prologue I will fight you if he’s not gonna be happy and giggly and smily by the end of this story... you hear me?

okkk I’m done now... I’m happy that this didn’t hurt me as much as Jungkooks prologue but idk if I’m ready for Tae’s and for the story to start...
I’m watching you @taesavestheday ... I’m already way to protective of Yoonkook and Jimin so you better not hurt them too much!

Okk I have calmed down enough that I don’t have the constant urge to scream anymore... which also means I will start reading Tae’s prologue now!!! PPL I AM SO EXCITED!
Took me a bit to find this thread, anyways imma dive into reading now and come back on here to scream about it! https://twitter.com/taesavestheday/status/1251142404641439748