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I'm already half way to nap #3 and it's 830p LOL https://twitter.com/thegreatkhalid/status/1239963221479456771
It is day 2 of #ShelterInPlace
And I have taken 1 nap so far
lol I feel like this is just gonna be me catching up on all the sleep I don't normally get.
So if I don't respond, I'm just sleeping probs (unless you've annoyed me, then that ish is on purpose LOL)
And I have taken 1 nap so far
lol I feel like this is just gonna be me catching up on all the sleep I don't normally get.
So if I don't respond, I'm just sleeping probs (unless you've annoyed me, then that ish is on purpose LOL)
Lmao day 2.5 into #ShelterInPlace
I'm lying in bed, listening to love songs feeling hella single.
So business as usual.
I'm lying in bed, listening to love songs feeling hella single.
So business as usual.
SIP day 2.9: I was falling into my typical depression symptoms because being stuck indoors with your thoughts alone is terrifying
but I prepped hymnbook (as I usually do on Wednesday) went upstairs and worshiped with my family.
And it felt so nice
It's all gonna be okay
but I prepped hymnbook (as I usually do on Wednesday) went upstairs and worshiped with my family.
And it felt so nice
It's all gonna be okay
#SIP day 3.1: do y'all know how bored I had to be to voluntarily exercise?! LMAO but I walked all from the stop lights to the top of this dang hill. Thanks friends on call for not judging my heavy breathing HAHAH
Day 4 #SIP
I fell asleep at 7 abut still made good on my promise to be awake before 12p!
Buuuuut I'm still in bed at 115pm LOL
See we can't win all battles but this is okay... for now.
(I'm also trying to stop myself from ordering a whole 12" cake but we shall see)
I fell asleep at 7 abut still made good on my promise to be awake before 12p!
Buuuuut I'm still in bed at 115pm LOL
See we can't win all battles but this is okay... for now.
(I'm also trying to stop myself from ordering a whole 12" cake but we shall see)
Day 4.2 #SIP :
I HAVEN'T GOTTEN OUT OF BED
but It Happens Every Time by dreamstreet just shuffled on my Spotify
I sat up, raised the volume & started singing/yelling along
& then i started laughing & my voice cracked but man
Life is scary but it can also be okay sometimes
I HAVEN'T GOTTEN OUT OF BED
but It Happens Every Time by dreamstreet just shuffled on my Spotify
I sat up, raised the volume & started singing/yelling along
& then i started laughing & my voice cracked but man
Life is scary but it can also be okay sometimes
Day 4.8 #SIP I legit took a 4 hour nap and now I might be wide awake alllll night lol
Day 5 #SIP : I'm feeling depressed af buuuuut kuya @The_TylerJames told me to listen to this song and busted out laughing.
Swear to all of y'all this is my quarantine song https://open.spotify.com/track/4Td50xcLZQOrOHQeG0vULJ?si=AAaN2F28R_iKYFArNelp7w
Swear to all of y'all this is my quarantine song https://open.spotify.com/track/4Td50xcLZQOrOHQeG0vULJ?si=AAaN2F28R_iKYFArNelp7w
I FOUND THE KOREAN VERSION YALL LMAOOOO IM CRYING https://open.spotify.com/track/34sjpP8Hj3gy76N30bwBhG?si=n2uEJqfXQSG--Y9EZB-VZA
#SIP day 5.3: So while I'm fangirling over my kpop boys, im listening to kuya @The_TylerJames grocery shop AND THIS BOY GOES "do I want pringles?! I don't know I wanna panic buy SOMETHING." LMAO
Day 5.7 #SIP
this is what I did too! Well I witnessed the purchase of said blender but still! https://twitter.com/JobelleIsKewl/status/1241554969427243009
this is what I did too! Well I witnessed the purchase of said blender but still! https://twitter.com/JobelleIsKewl/status/1241554969427243009
Now popular on Instagram during this #SIP is the cute couple pictures
And that's one challenge I definitely CANT be a part of LMAO
And that's one challenge I definitely CANT be a part of LMAO
Day 6 #SIP : I just woke up and shot up in bed in a panic, thinking I'm gonna be late for drill
welp
welp
6.1: also had a dream that I went to a concert.
so you can really tell the two things I hella miss rn LOL
so you can really tell the two things I hella miss rn LOL
some of the best news I've heard since #SIP started https://twitter.com/ericnamofficial/status/1241809160133423104
https://twitter.com/ericnamofficial/status/1241809160133423104
Kuya @The_TylerJames @roxanne_inc and Ate Rocelle are discussing how worship services are going in each district
While me and @Chananamo are dancing to Big Bang
Just #SIP things on ghang HAHAH
While me and @Chananamo are dancing to Big Bang
Just #SIP things on ghang HAHAH
#SIP day 7: another 6 hour long ghang
thanks y'all.
you mean more to me and help me more than y'all know
thanks y'all.
you mean more to me and help me more than y'all know
it's still day 7 of #SIP and I'm so freaking over it
Day 8 #SIP
Me: *wondering why I have the worst headache at 3am*
Also me: *haven't eaten or drank anything in 12 hrs. been lying in bed since 10pm. same song on repeat since 8pm*
it's beeeeeeen rough lol
I'm slowly losing it
Me: *wondering why I have the worst headache at 3am*
Also me: *haven't eaten or drank anything in 12 hrs. been lying in bed since 10pm. same song on repeat since 8pm*
it's beeeeeeen rough lol
I'm slowly losing it
Day 8.4 #SIP
I was sleeping peacefully when my dad starts yelling my name. I sit up and answer back
"Can you order me KFC?"
I - wow. K. So I did
And now I'm up, playing lumberjack because someone just had to bring it back to the group chat lol
I was sleeping peacefully when my dad starts yelling my name. I sit up and answer back
"Can you order me KFC?"
I - wow. K. So I did
And now I'm up, playing lumberjack because someone just had to bring it back to the group chat lol
#SIP day 8.7
it's raining really hard right now and it sounds so beautiful with my playlist that's going on.
https://open.spotify.com/track/5FNS5Vj69AhRGJWjhrAd01?si=YmmrWB6xSbO2HTxLIKqzfA
Slow Dance × the rain
beautiful combination
it's raining really hard right now and it sounds so beautiful with my playlist that's going on.
https://open.spotify.com/track/5FNS5Vj69AhRGJWjhrAd01?si=YmmrWB6xSbO2HTxLIKqzfA
Slow Dance × the rain
beautiful combination
#SIP day 8.71: Another one
https://open.spotify.com/track/0tdMBJmUaobBXpttiycchZ?si=qcHBS2JlQhimNPc5Uvw2Ag
I'm Not Over You × the Rain
Bruh Ryeowooks voice is already emotional. Add in the rain. TEARS
https://open.spotify.com/track/0tdMBJmUaobBXpttiycchZ?si=qcHBS2JlQhimNPc5Uvw2Ag
I'm Not Over You × the Rain
Bruh Ryeowooks voice is already emotional. Add in the rain. TEARS
#SIP day 8.72:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6zN8SqdNpqQWzb268qpaGY?si=lUZggCm0Tti98VAta1N4AA
Muara (piano version) × the rain
What y'all know about those Indonesian ballads though
https://open.spotify.com/track/6zN8SqdNpqQWzb268qpaGY?si=lUZggCm0Tti98VAta1N4AA
Muara (piano version) × the rain
What y'all know about those Indonesian ballads though
#SIP day 8.9:
I need @Baladaddyy to go suck on a fat lemon.
Lordttt I can't go higher than 345, my thumbs are cramping
But I'm still mad competitive.
I need @Baladaddyy to go suck on a fat lemon.
Lordttt I can't go higher than 345, my thumbs are cramping
But I'm still mad competitive.
#SIP day 9:
@gabebondoc Timing Album × rain
is a VIBE.
https://open.spotify.com/track/4tY88qJK6tAzuZzN55U7Qf?si=5yHTLAvITgSQ65QKvd1wYQ
let's cry together, shall we?
@gabebondoc Timing Album × rain
is a VIBE.
https://open.spotify.com/track/4tY88qJK6tAzuZzN55U7Qf?si=5yHTLAvITgSQ65QKvd1wYQ
let's cry together, shall we?
"On one hand I know I just have to go with it but the other hand just wants your hand holding it"
https://open.spotify.com/track/6SNz9KxNrvhJAsEroDfJlL?si=4v1ENT6uRl2X231AVK-x-A
I forgot how much I loved this song after rediscovering it last week.
"When you're ready, I'm ready love with open arms."
brb, sobbing.
https://open.spotify.com/track/6SNz9KxNrvhJAsEroDfJlL?si=4v1ENT6uRl2X231AVK-x-A
I forgot how much I loved this song after rediscovering it last week.
"When you're ready, I'm ready love with open arms."
brb, sobbing.
Day 9 #SIP sorry these are getting more and more depressing as the days go on. I promise I'm trying to get better
but
one of the worst things about having a panic attack is that in such a vulnerable state, old trauma that hasn't healed (or previously thought to be healed) rises
but
one of the worst things about having a panic attack is that in such a vulnerable state, old trauma that hasn't healed (or previously thought to be healed) rises
And in turn, causes more pain by adding to the panic.
usual ways I have to cope no longer exist at the moment
and I'm suffering immensely.
add to the fact that I can just feel everyone's anxieties and worries
and I'm just absorbing all of it
I'm so tired.
usual ways I have to cope no longer exist at the moment
and I'm suffering immensely.
add to the fact that I can just feel everyone's anxieties and worries
and I'm just absorbing all of it
I'm so tired.
#SIP day 10.4:Kuya @The_TylerJames is reading an article about depression tied in with COVID-19:
"switching from living to survival mode, feelings of hopelessness, loneliness... wow Regine. Sounds like corona virus has been in your life for 6 years!"
so mean to me LMAO
"switching from living to survival mode, feelings of hopelessness, loneliness... wow Regine. Sounds like corona virus has been in your life for 6 years!"
so mean to me LMAO
#SIP day 11: my sister was willing to "supermarket sweep" for my fish tofu and dumplings I was craving (I told her not to) LMAO
If y'all have never watched supermarket sweep, it was me and my siblings favorite show to watch whenever it came on LOL
If y'all have never watched supermarket sweep, it was me and my siblings favorite show to watch whenever it came on LOL
Day 11.5 #SIP
Ya girl is ready to fight @instagram like frfr.
YALL KNOW HOW IMPORTANTLY CONCERTS ARE FOR ME.
HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM.
AND HOW MUCH THEY TAKE AWAY FROM THE BS OF DAILY LIFE.
LIKE WHAT IS THE POINT.
IF THE ARTIST IS OKAY WITH IT, THEN WHY CAN'T YALL CHILL
Ya girl is ready to fight @instagram like frfr.
YALL KNOW HOW IMPORTANTLY CONCERTS ARE FOR ME.
HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM.
AND HOW MUCH THEY TAKE AWAY FROM THE BS OF DAILY LIFE.
LIKE WHAT IS THE POINT.
IF THE ARTIST IS OKAY WITH IT, THEN WHY CAN'T YALL CHILL
LIKE WHAT DO YALL GAIN FROM TAKING DOWN A VIDEO OF LIKE
@ericnamofficial SINGING WONDER AND MY TRYING NOT TO CRY
OR @jamesjoohyunlee SINGING LIGHT AND @IAM_ENIK HOLDING MY HAND.
OR ME JUST CRYING AT CONCERTS IN GENERAL
@instagram
@ericnamofficial SINGING WONDER AND MY TRYING NOT TO CRY
OR @jamesjoohyunlee SINGING LIGHT AND @IAM_ENIK HOLDING MY HAND.
OR ME JUST CRYING AT CONCERTS IN GENERAL
I already can't go outside @instagram and now I can't even enjoy an app in peace. Lordt help me.
depressed, anxious and now I'm irritated. Lord give me the strength to not find a way to strangle an app
depressed, anxious and now I'm irritated. Lord give me the strength to not find a way to strangle an app
I forgot to update the thread before the day turned buuuuut #SIP Day 11.99
I missed these freaks lmao
I missed these freaks lmao
Day 12 #SIP
anyone who knows me, knows I love love love AYCE hotpot.
so I bought my favorite ingredients and added it to my ramen
anyone who knows me, knows I love love love AYCE hotpot.
so I bought my favorite ingredients and added it to my ramen
Day 12.9 #SIP (because it's not tomorrow until I sleep)
Today's lineup and lesson were very much needed to hear. All the built up anxieties and worries. it's hard to quell them but hearing God's words always is the best solution
Today's lineup and lesson were very much needed to hear. All the built up anxieties and worries. it's hard to quell them but hearing God's words always is the best solution
"we cannot avoid trials but we can overcome them."
#SIP day 13:
EX
ACT LY
AND BEST BELIEVE they're gonna be the first ones to complain "that's not fair" Like thanks jan! hope you enjoyed not listening cause thats gonna be why no one will be allowed outside.
Ya dumb can't even listen to basic instructions freaks https://twitter.com/mskimberlymae/status/1244312792779206658
EX
ACT LY AND BEST BELIEVE they're gonna be the first ones to complain "that's not fair" Like thanks jan! hope you enjoyed not listening cause thats gonna be why no one will be allowed outside.
Ya dumb can't even listen to basic instructions freaks
https://twitter.com/mskimberlymae/status/1244312792779206658
#SIP day 13.4
I feel bad for my dad sometimes because he has to hear me singing to sad love songs and screaming "why am I so single?!" every couple of minutes LOL
Anyways this song always puts me in the feels LMAO https://open.spotify.com/track/61nHOAZ1GYdDDpPKLUcyNH?si=1HlQ69vtTkOOJRXLjx71pQ
I feel bad for my dad sometimes because he has to hear me singing to sad love songs and screaming "why am I so single?!" every couple of minutes LOL
Anyways this song always puts me in the feels LMAO
https://open.spotify.com/track/61nHOAZ1GYdDDpPKLUcyNH?si=1HlQ69vtTkOOJRXLjx71pQ
#SIP day 13.7:
I love that I live in time and place where I can get boba delivered shout out to @UberEats and @milktealab
I love that I live in time and place where I can get boba delivered
shout out to @UberEats and @milktealab
Day 14 #SIP
I'm eating food during this work conference call bc I just woke up and I'm already done with this call LOL (they just told me to join 10 min before the call was happening
)
I'm eating food during this work conference call bc I just woke up and I'm already done with this call LOL (they just told me to join 10 min before the call was happening
)
my District Manager just informed us and he told us how obsessed is with Tiger King and how his mom makes him watch The Great British Bake Off
and it's adorable.
and it's adorable.
AHHHHHH THE FILIPINO STORE MANAGER APPARENTLY GAMBLES A LOT AND THE DM GOES "SO NOW THAT THE CASINOS ARE CLOSED, ****** WHAT ARE YOU DOING DURING THE #SIP ?"
LMAOOOOOOO I SPIT OUT MY RICE
LMAOOOOOOO I SPIT OUT MY RICE
#SIP day 14.3
When you buy yourself a cake just because (also kuya @The_TylerJames had been hearing me wanting this cake for weeks)
salted caramel tres leches caaaaaake
When you buy yourself a cake just because (also kuya @The_TylerJames had been hearing me wanting this cake for weeks)
salted caramel tres leches caaaaaake
And kuya saying this is how I began choking on my shrimp chips LMAOOOO https://twitter.com/The_TylerJames/status/1244805238818836480
Day 15 #SIP
Now that we are basically locked down until May 1st because people can't get their ish together.
I need to start regulating my sleep schedule and not sleeping from 5am-2pm and to not take so many dang naps in the day.
Now that we are basically locked down until May 1st because people can't get their ish together.
I need to start regulating my sleep schedule and not sleeping from 5am-2pm and to not take so many dang naps in the day.
#SIP (technically) Day 17 since it is 2:17 am
But I put on a peel off mask right now because I'm bored lmao
This sleep schedule is not the business let me tell y'all.
Sleeping from 5am-2pm really throws everything off.
But I put on a peel off mask right now because I'm bored lmao
This sleep schedule is not the business let me tell y'all.
Sleeping from 5am-2pm really throws everything off.
I also ordered a bunch of essentials from Amazon that's gonna come because one of the few ways I alleviate boredom is opening packages lol so rip wallet
Day 17.5 #SIP
good moment of the day:
y'all you know that moment when a throwback song comes on and you still know every single word?
this song came on and bruhhhhh
https://open.spotify.com/track/1ak0S3NhwWrUgNlQhJ1412?si=bdq7vEGwSoONqDlDkPRyQw
I'm shook that this song is 20 years old.
good moment of the day:
y'all you know that moment when a throwback song comes on and you still know every single word?
this song came on and bruhhhhh
https://open.spotify.com/track/1ak0S3NhwWrUgNlQhJ1412?si=bdq7vEGwSoONqDlDkPRyQw
I'm shook that this song is 20 years old.
Day 18 #SIP
I'm T R Y I N G this thing where I wake up at 930a no matter what (somehow if I tell myself before I sleep to wake up at a certain time, I will do it, no matter what time I fall sleep. Its weird but I digress)
Y'all its only 1031 and I'm suffering I'm so tired LOL
I'm T R Y I N G this thing where I wake up at 930a no matter what (somehow if I tell myself before I sleep to wake up at a certain time, I will do it, no matter what time I fall sleep. Its weird but I digress)
Y'all its only 1031 and I'm suffering I'm so tired LOL
I have to do this bc I missed an emergency conference call yesterday at 10a (I slept at 8a, woke up at 2p - my insomnia has been bad)
So I was scolded and told I was the only one in the district who wasnt on the call they actually did roll call for once LMAO
So I was scolded and told I was the only one in the district who wasnt on the call
they actually did roll call for once LMAO
Annnnyways
I'm so tired LMAO and I have already planned for the nap I'm taking later.
I just - kudos to anyone who has consistently kept up their sleep schedule or anyone who is a morning person
Because I am neither
I'm so tired LMAO and I have already planned for the nap I'm taking later.
I just - kudos to anyone who has consistently kept up their sleep schedule or anyone who is a morning person
Because I am neither
*while online shopping*
Kuya @The_TylerJames :
"ooooh how much is this? Anong oras? Oh wait. I just asked it what time is it."
Kuya @The_TylerJames :
"ooooh how much is this? Anong oras? Oh wait. I just asked it what time is it."
DAY 18.4 #SIP
This has been the biggest mood since day 1 https://twitter.com/precieuxroe/status/1246174358680137728
This has been the biggest mood since day 1
https://twitter.com/precieuxroe/status/1246174358680137728
Day 19 #SIP
in one telegram group, they're wishing someone happy birthday.
In another, they're extending their condolences.
life is crazy
and random
and confusing
and I don't know how to feel about this
in one telegram group, they're wishing someone happy birthday.
In another, they're extending their condolences.
life is crazy
and random
and confusing
and I don't know how to feel about this
As much as I love my dad and the fact that he's very much actively attending, even during this time
sometimes his lack of understanding breaks my heart
I explained to him that currently we have to wear our type b uniform in lieu of our togas for the time being
sometimes his lack of understanding breaks my heart
I explained to him that currently we have to wear our type b uniform in lieu of our togas for the time being
while yelling: "what does that matter? A dress is a dress! That's doesn't make any sense"
When you're wishing and praying and hoping to put on your toga again and perform your duty fully, it does matter. This is the closest I'll ever be to performing my duty fully
When you're wishing and praying and hoping to put on your toga again and perform your duty fully, it does matter. This is the closest I'll ever be to performing my duty fully
And for someone to dismiss such ideas when choir literally is the only thing that has kept me alive for so long.
...
I just want to go to the house of worship, sing my heart out and just cry.
...
I just want to go to the house of worship, sing my heart out and just cry.
during this #SIP - all of my methods of coping have been removed. And it was already bad when I'd have my days off during my depressive episodes and my lows because I have -1000% motivation to do anything. S https://twitter.com/zairradc/status/1246324634485526532
So now having to survive a #SIP where I have to find new ways to push my mind off these episodes have been a trip (as anyone can tell if you've seen any part of this thread)
But here's to surviving.
here's to making it through, day by day, and praying that we are going to see the other side of this.
here's to making it through, day by day, and praying that we are going to see the other side of this.
