Ate some watermelon, went on a v brief walk(to the store a block away) and now Iām gon shower. This is officially my lock down thread. Not a bad day 1. Not bad.
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I really didnāt get enough snax. But I only went yesterday at like 5pm when the shelves were empty and got real sad so I abruptly left. Iām thankful I live a block away from a small mom and pop store thatās cheap because Iām so close to the tl. Definitely need cookies for my milk
Oh fuck me. I woke up at like 730 coz I had to pee but I finally went back to sleep til like 1pm. But itās barely almost 9!? ON DAY ONE
Iāve moved to YouTube now. Solid start
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I keep replaying the concert I went to with my mom. I couldnāt enjoy it because I was just so far away due to anxiety and a tad bit of sadness. (Disclaimer; Im okay mentally rn. Just was having a thought coming across this)
I had a dream I was high last night. It was the most bizarre shit and exhausting.
āGive me all of the shotsā-Jenn
āItās not even noonā-Marcus
āDoes it look like I care what time it is?ā-Jenn
#spinningout
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āItās not even noonā-Marcus
āDoes it look like I care what time it is?ā-Jenn
#spinningout
Was having a dream but was kind of half awake that I needed to get up and do something so I actually woke up and threw my covers off? But the thing I was going to do isnāt relevant in present time?
I need another shower. I also havenāt put deodorant on once since this shit show. Because I aināt going anywhere so why bother? But i think Iāll get dressed today to go pick up my drugs.
Day 3
My mom didnāt think sheād have jet lag. Sheās been home since Monday and still hasnāt beat it. Told her to get a red bull at 11am, offered her one of my sleep pills. Smh.
A simple yes or no is all weāre asking for. Not for the persons name or room number. But alright go off I guess.
Iām fb friends with a lot of people at my home bar, and I miss them all so much. I know itās only been 3 days, and I wouldnāt have even been there these past 3 days. But seeing everyone checking in and commenting on everyoneās post just makes me feel so warm
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