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9.15.19 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gelbes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gelbes Herz"> - My best decision
To be fair though it was like almost a month earlier though that led to that. Meeting Jasmine and having an awkward first date getting Tacos. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit FreudentrĂ€nen">
Somehow getting lucky enough for a second date 4 days later. Having coffee which is something we both enjoy and then spending time together by a pond.
Then comes the 3rd and 4th dates back to back on a Saturday and Sunday. Definitely where I confirmed my feeling of her bring interested in me. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ„°" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">
Then comes the 5th date which made 9.15.19 official. Chicken fajitas at a restaurant over the lake watching the sunset and asking Jasmine to be my girlfriend. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ„°" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gelbes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gelbes Herz">
More talks and dates happen allowing to become closer.
About 3 months later of dating leads me to have a crazy idea. Ends up working out and have our first Holiday together celebrating Christmas with you and your family https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Weihnachtsbaum" aria-label="Emoji: Weihnachtsbaum"> Was a success https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="LĂ€chelndes Gesicht mit lĂ€chelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: LĂ€chelndes Gesicht mit lĂ€chelnden Augen">
Then thereâs more moments of getting to have family time and coming closer together.
At 5 months get the opportunity to have another holiday together. Spending Valentines with each other and celebrating the holiday of love https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Zwei Herzen" aria-label="Emoji: Zwei Herzen">
Now at almost 6 months and Europe trip approaching hoping it can fly by and we get to celebrate our 9 months with a trip to NC to learn about my home state
I love you @namekprincess, hereâs to all the good times so far and more to come. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gelbes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gelbes Herz">
Today makes 8 months. While I didn& #39;t go to Europe we still ended up having to go through the long-distance feel of not seeing each other for months anyways due to the pandemic. Hopefully, things go back to normal soon.
Yesterday made 10 months. Crazy how it& #39;s almost year. Thankful for getting to spend 2 weekends with you this month. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gelbes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gelbes Herz">
It& #39;s crazy a year and 2 days ago me and Jasmine met. In two weeks we celebrate our 1st anniversary. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gelbes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gelbes Herz">
An unfortunate end to something that was so great. I enjoyed our times together and will always have love for you, never any hate.
This song shows how I feel things began and came to an end https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-4A6Q3x3hs">https://www.youtube.com/watch...
I was gonna end this thread on a good note with the last tweet but instead will keep it real. These will be my final tweets of 9.15.19.
To start off it was one of better relationships I& #39;ve had, well until things went downhill. Lots of great memories made and love shared. Doing things I had never done before for someone.
Regardless of current feelings, the emotions and connection were real. A lot of love, care, and trust was given to each other. Plans and goals made because of the potential saw each other.
At the same time there was definitely red flags I ignored. Still staying in contact with your ex, still focused on your past instead of the present, getting mad at something I& #39;d do while you were doing it yourself. The hypocrisy was real.
A lot happened in your life the past few months on a personal level and also there were the events around the world. I showed love and support, but received what felt like anger and hate.
Sometimes things are meant to come to an end. At the beginning it was stated that whether it ended in marriage, didn& #39;t end at all, or came to end there would be change.
