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thread of a counter of days after mots in seoul being cancelled 
i'm never going to get to see bangtan live hahahahahahahahaha.
i'm never going to get to see bangtan live hahahahahahahahaha.
missed day 1 so this is day 2
day 3...
day 4.... thinking about the fact that my ticket was cancelled so i'll have to go through ticketing all over again and my chances are literally 0% next time bc chances are the concert will happen when i'm not in korea anymore..............
day 5 wowie some armys are so rude lol
day 6
day 7
damn missed day 8 but this is day 9
day 10... jungkook tell your company that i hate them @BTS_twt
day 11 of mots in seoul being cancelled
day 12... feeling really fuckin sad and really fuckin angry all over again
intermission for further smadness https://twitter.com/riseseokjins/status/1237239027704578048?s=19
day 13
day 14... everyone be like tOuR WiLL bE pOstPoNeD yet seoul concerts were straight up cancelled instead of postponed 
day 15... levi's stadium closed... everything is falling apart yet intl fans are still being hypocritical lmao love that they can tell each other iT's OkaY To Be UpSeT right after telling karmys they're selfish and to shut the fuck up smh it's only an issue if it affects them
day 16, renewed rage at mots in seoul being Cancelled and instead of postponed bc i saw eric nam's concerts being postponed but ticketholders would still keep their tickets for the postponed shows
day 17
day 18
yikes missed day 19 so this is day 20 of despair
day 21.. its been 3 weeks
day 22,,, in pain
day 23
day 24,,,,,,,
day 25
day 26... 염병
intermission: wish i didn't have any goddamn feelings to begin with lol
day 26
day 27
day 28,,, the usa tour has been rescheduled, tickers will be honored, yet mots in seoul was Conpletely Cancelled and tickets were refunded
maybe i'll have a small chance of being able to go to mots in dallas if they reschedule far enough but then j*n won't be there bc of korea having quite frankly dumb outdated af laws
@BigHitEnt give me my mots in seoul ticket back
day 29
shoot i missed day 29 lmao this is day 30 aka a month now of sadness
day 31 oof barely made it for smadness
day 32,,, it's been more than a month
day 33, life is very rapidly on the decline again i am so surprised
day 34 of feeling crushing sadness and hopelessness while sitting in an 8 hour online lecture
day 35
day 36
day 37
day 38
day 39
day 40,,, 방방콘 next weekend does not make up for mots in seoul whatsoever but ok
oops this is day 41 of being sad and disappointed
i'll never feel the level of joy i felt when i managed to buy a canceled mots in seoul ticket ever again and i'm always feeling the despair and anger i felt when they cancelled it every single day
doing day 42 early bc i'll prob forget... still bitter bc mots tour was supposed to start tomorrow... im supposed to be dying of excitement to go to mots in seoul rn but instead im just laying in bed feeling souless (pun intended) and really fucking sad
istfg if bangtan fucking starts mots tour off in japan like that report said i will be so fucking angry
day 43,,, this was supposed to be mots in seoul day 2 yet here i am sitting at home working on korean vocab...
day 44 y'all i'm going crazy
day 45.
day 47 oops today's mood is this dog i met
day 48
day 49. 7 weeks. today was supposed to be the day i went to mots in seoul. i'm supposed to be at that stadium in line for merch and going around the perimeter for freebies and fansite support events. #BANGBANGCON today is a day of loss and mourning
day 50. im supposed to be having post concert depression after mots in seoul and rewatching fancams and crying over today's bangtan and selcas.
trying to not think about lys in fort worth is hard too
day 52
day 53
day 54
day 55, feeling shittier than usual
day 56
ppl being sad about how today was supposed to be the start of the american mots tour like they didn't tell k-armys to shut up when we were sad that our concerts were canceled NOT postponed, no reschedule in sight, and our tickets aren't even being honored like the american dates
day 57
day 58
day 59
day 62
day 63
day 64, my mood has suddenly soured again due to unpleasantly ugly sights,,, good night
adding this to my thread of never getting to see bts live https://twitter.com/riseseokjins/status/1256898726259421186?s=19
day 66 and i oop
day 67 feel like shit but whats new lol binging dance moms makin me feel better that i don't have to deal with karens every day
day 69... not nice
day 70
day 71
day 72.
day 73 i feel like i became a zombie
oh shit im watching break the silence and i realize i have to relive the anguish and pain of not being able to go to love yourself in fort worth
day 74 we goin full on shit feels woo
day 75 live bang bang con still not gonna make up for it
day 76
day 77 add another 7 and give me back my mots in seoul ticket
day 78, OMG??? D-7 UNTIL @BigHitEnt GIVES ME BACK MY MOTS IN SEOUL TICKET???? Y'ALL
day 79, annoyed lol
day 80
day 81
day 82
day 83
day 85
day 86
day 87
day 89
day 90 welcome to 3 months since mots in seoul has been cancelled and coincidentally i get to relive my sadness of sitting outside jamsil stadium during sys in seoul once again through btsilence ep 7
day 91 welcome to polarizing events
day 92
day 93 happy festa, happy over 3 months since mots in seoul was cancelled
day 95
day 96
day 97
day 98
DAY 100 OF BEING SAD
day 101, yoongi deserves an apology, i don't trust any form of nctzens
day 103
day 104
day 105, celebrate bangtan day by giving my mots in seoul back @BigHitEnt
day 106 i need better friends
day 111 i forgot about this thread but the salt is still present i assure you
