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i miss you but you are not around
Day 1: take care. i meant it
Day 4: keeping myself busy but i see your shadow everywhere
do you know that i will stay here and wait eventho idk where this is going
Day 5: it& #39;s getting hard to get around the wind
Day 6: what are you doing at this hour?
Day 7: i can& #39;t sleep so im thinking of you and cherishing the memories
Day 8: i wish i hugged you tighter and longer the last time we met.
Day 9: have a good day
day 11: you are distancing
Day 12: everything will be fine. sorry idk how to help
Day 13: i think it& #39;s my bad you misunderstood my words. im sorry i love you
Day 14: i got butterflies in my belly.
Day 15: i told you that the moon is beautiful tonight but i bet you don& #39;t know what it actually means sksksk
thank you for being there just now and leave your netflix for awhile. you prolly dont know how much it helps to calm my shit down instead of being paranoid till the sun up.
SAIYA RINDUU ARGHH
Day 16: you two dont really need my existence. but we aren& #39;t ready for that conversation 
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jangan cari masa bosan saya bukan ps4 peanut jugak kadang-kadang jd game tp kalau ada problem carila, sy sudi mndengar
Day 17: as expected, yall are fine without me. and i hate it cause im not fine and i can& #39;t hate yall.
Day 18: i can feel you both are distancing. please notify me like i always said so i could prepare myself. losing a friend is hard enuf, apa lagi dua ekor.
Day 19: we doing elite together now huhhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ€đ»" title="Love-you gesture (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Love-you gesture (light skin tone)">
Day 21: hi anyengs hehe. bosan babi sunyi bodo
Day 22: ctrl+alt+del feelings
Day 23: i fookin miss the chicos
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Day 24: idk i actually feel better when im the only one with feelings hehe. btw stay safe i love you to the moon and back <3
Day 25: it haven& #39;t been a month since you both left, but here i am crying as i open my memories box. those polaroids, the sampul raya with rm1, the eyelash curler, these receipts, these tickets. i never wish these to turn as sad memories.
Day 26: it& #39;s for the best. friends don& #39;t kiss friends. im doing this so i can at least maintain our friendship. bcs if i ended up being hurted by you, i might never talk to you again. be sad for awhile ;) you will get over it in no time, it will be only me left stuck here.
Day 27: dont be mean. dont make your own assumption
Day 28: im sleeping alot during the day
Day 29: your cat is exactly like you. nonstop whining, grumpy face all day. i miss you btw i will always care for you i love you :)
Day 29: before today ends, i just wanna say hi here.
Day 32: syok sembang, gaduh.
idk. i lost everything. and losing a friend hurts like hell
Day 33: woke up at 3am and you& #39;re the first thing popping in my head i wish everything was a nightmare
Day 34: i want to talk to you again like im dying to but idk how to start
Day 35: rereading old conversation tears me up. i wanna be a good friend, dont push me away. i miss you guys
