Up thinking about the time my ex (dating at the time) invited me to go to the river. So I drove up there & sat there for two hours by myself while she cut her phone off because she was with the girl she was cheating on me with.

Then they showed up together & completely ignored my entire existence & sat on the other side of the bridge. Then after all this got mad at me & made me apologize. This was just one of the many times she did something so emotionally abusing to me.

I would of never been able to post pictures of myself. Not only because I wasn’t allowed but because I hated the sight of my body because of this person. Now 40 pounds heavier & fatter than ever you love me & boost me up.

I went from LITERALLY on my knees begging for this person to just love me, to just treat me right, to stop being crazy, & they looked me dead in my eyes & laughed IN FRONT OF MY MOM to looking into your eyes & seeing forever.

Now here’s a picture of my fiancée who is literally the kindest most pure soul I have ever met. She has dealt with the healing process that has taken me 4 years. She’s sat on the floor with my while I cried & reassured me I would never have to feel that way again.

She’s had my side since our first date when we fell in love. She’s lifted me up & helped my healing process so much. I was in a relationship so emotionally abusing that even afterwards I was still in it because she had made me look like the bad guy. I hit rock bottom for 2 years.