In the years to come, I'm hopinggggg to help reawaken true magick on this planet. We certainly have magick here now, it flows through all of us as what I've called mana in the TSoTW system, and it's an important part of all of our lives. But we don't have it as it was 1/

bc of the wars between the gods, and the Enemy, and angelics, and just a whole mess of beings lol that used to be very prevalent on Earth in this same plane as us, walking and breathing around us.

Two problems before me at the moment are 2/

1, I don't really know exactly how magick left yet. Maybe because I wasn't around when whoever (?) was taking it took it.

The woman I connected with a few years back that claims to be Isis said she sealed it away. She seems very certain about that, but 3/

something doesn't feel quite right about that, like.... well, with Isis, the goddess (we don't get along), when we were both that sort of being, I had a lot of terrible experiences with her. One, I realized, was actually an illusion she placed upon me (I think???) 4/

In my memory, she invaded where we were and killed everyone there.

But... what happened was that she put a glamour on my mind to make me think they'd all been killed, so I just walked away. I didn't see them waving in front of me bc the illusion was strong. 5/

When I saw through it finally, just a few months ago while I was breaking ancient curses, it felt like a dark curtain lifting off of my third eye.

I feel the same about this claim she's made about taking magick. There's a feeling like I'm stuck in her illusion again. 6/

The second problem 2, is that I suspect there are some artifacts from the old civilizations lost in some forests in East Asia, but I don't know exactly where yet............. There's a strong feeling that if I could just find one, I could reactivate it somehow...