𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘁𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 @Carpe93Diem *･゜ﾟ･*

Day One: thank you for making a tiktok with me, i appreciate it @Carpe93Diem

Day Two: i didn’t get to really talk to you today bc i was busy with school work, but i hope you had a good day! @Carpe93Diem

Day four: i miss yesterday bc i was with my friends :( but i’ll make sure to text you more, love you @Carpe93Diem

Day Five: i’m sorry for not being able to text you as much, but i’m doing extra hw so i can talk to you more tomorrow. also thank you for understanding how busy school can get for me i love you baby and i promise i’ll make more time for you soon! @Carpe93Diem

Day Six: you are the sweetest person i’ve ever texted and i’m glad we are friends but it is sad that i can’t hug you or kiss your cute cheeks @Carpe93Diem

Day Seven: thank you for texting me today because it made my day 100x better. you are literally the sweetest person and you make me actually feel wanted and it is the greatest feeling to have back again. love you @Carpe93Diem

Day Eight: if i were to be honest, my day wasn’t that great but once i started talk to you it was so much more bearable. i hope your day went well and i hope you rest well too! and just to let you know, my hand will always be open for you no matter what @Carpe93Diem

Day Nine: i wanna say i miss you but then again we texted a little so let me not be dramatic anyways i hope you had a good day with school and with your friend! @Carpe93Diem

Day Ten: i feel asleep before i got to tweet yesterday so i will do it now! so today i read my bio “𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦” and it made me realize that i wasn’t really [+] @Carpe93Diem

following the message as i intended. so i feel as though i have failed you in some type of way and i am gonna try and cherish our moments as if it is our last bc you mean so much to me & you have been there for me when things were hard and i really appreciate it @Carpe93Diem

Day Eleven: why do you have to be so sweet :( i really didn’t expect you to send a message back but you did and that means a lot to me. i will always be here for you just as you are for me @Carpe93Diem

Day Twelve: i didn’t post yesterday bc i normally turn off my phone at my friends house, i’m sorry :(. but i hope you had a good time at the party. you looked very pretty btw @Carpe93Diem

Day Thirteen: i hope you had fun today with your friend! also thank you for not being harsh on my bad drawing skills tomorrow make sure not to stress too much when you play your solo and think about something that calms you. i love you @Carpe93Diem

Day Fourteen: i’m very proud that you did well on your solo! i knew you would do great. hopefully one day i can hear you play when you’re comfortable enough to show me @Carpe93Diem

Day Fifteen: i know you didn’t have the best day today but sometimes you need the bad days to make the good ones more valuable. just know that i am here for you no matter what and i will always love you @Carpe93Diem

Day Sixteen: i’m sorry for you having to see me dancing ik it was bad thank you for being my valentine’s, just be prepared for a whole essay coming your way ◡̈ ! @Carpe93Diem

Day 17: (i’m so bad at remembering ) you’re cheeks are the cutest things in the world! they are probably my favorite feature about you but your eyes are a really close second. please love your cheeks as much as i do @Carpe93Diem

Day 18: i love you soooo much! thank you for being there for me and don’t worry about not being there at the start bc you’re here now just know i won’t leave you either! @Carpe93Diem

Day 19: my mind is very hectic, especially at nights, but if a star feel everytime i thought of you, then the sky would be empty. you’re something so precious and it makes me want to protect you but you somehow find a way to protect me too @Carpe93Diem

Day 20&21: these past two days have been busy for me but i’m glad we were able to make random conversation throughout the day. although the virus isn’t near you just make extra precautions just to stay safe and i will too! love you lots @Carpe93Diem (your new layout is cute btw)

Day 22: i don’t know what happened but just know that you don’t mess up everything and complain! i just want to help you but i get it if you don’t want to talk about it :( i missed talking to you today and i hope tomorrow is a better day for you! i love you cutie @Carpe93Diem

Day 23: some things are soooo far away and yet you are still able to see all it’s beauty and greatness. then one day you’ll be able to finally stand close but you’ll be too scared to actually touch this precious thing bc you don’t want to hurt it. you’re my fragile little thing

^^ @Carpe93Diem i lobe yoouuu

Day 24&25: i really hope you like what i’m making for you bc i feel like it is really bad but i want it to be the best just for you :( @Carpe93Diem

Day 26: call me clingy or annoying i don’t care because that won’t stop me from missing you i hope you had a good day with your friends and that you rest well tonight baby @Carpe93Diem

Day 27: I MISS YOU x2637383939 PLEASE COME BACK TO TWITTER AND MESSAGES @Carpe93Diem

Day 28: i think about a lot of things but lately my thoughts always wonder in your direction and i feel at ease. you’re my precious little thing, my star, my baby, and my peace! i love you to the moon and back @Carpe93Diem

Day 29: i don’t know what to say and idk why but tm i am actually going to try and look decent for school since i didn’t try at all this week so i’m excited! i’ll try and take pictures and show you love youuuu @Carpe93Diem

Day 30: i can’t imagine my future without you because everything is complete with you in it. i’ll be there to travel the world with you, even if we just sit around doing nothing i’ll still be by your side and feel content. i love you so much @Carpe93Diem

Day 31&32: i’m sorry i got mixed up with the time and couldn’t send a good luck message before your concert but i’m glad that you scored really well on your solo bc you deserve it! love youuu @Carpe93Diem

Day 33: you truly do deserve all the love in the whole! you’re so amazing please don’t let anyone tell you otherwise your curls are so pretty and people would kill to have your hair, your voice is smooth like honey and i would listen to it for hours upon hours if [+]

i could, and your cheeks are so like marshmallows which makes me want to squish them and shower them with kisses you’re perfect and if you don’t believe that then i’ll make it my job to let you know that you are! i love you baby @Carpe93Diem

Day 34: i read that if you don’t show appreciation to those that deserve it, they’ll learn to stop doing the things you appreciate so i wanted to tell you that i really do appreciate you texting & snapping me everyday even though you don’t have to bc it makes my day 10x better

@Carpe93Diem ^^^

Day 35: sometimes coincidences are better that forcing yourself to like/do something. we were put in a gc about half a year ago and that was the best coincidence that has ever happened. you’ve made not only my days but my nights so much brighter. i was literally crying when [+]

you texted me today but after i saw the notification from you my mood completely flipped and i was smiling ear to ear like a fool! that is ok tho bc i’ll always be a fool of you as long as we are friends. you could probably tell bc i literally made an “i miss you” tiktok for [+]

you and that is very embarrassing but if it is for you then i endure all the embarrassment in the world because i love you to infinity and beyond @Carpe93Diem

Day 36: sorry i didn’t text you that much, i was busy with hw and cleaning. i know you had a stressful day today but i hope you have a way better day tomorrow and if not then i hope my valentine’s gift will lift you up on friday! [+]

ohhh and i’ll make sure to spam you with pictures of the hamster!!! i love youuu @Carpe93Diem

Day 37: we texted about school and it made me realize that although we go to different schools we could still bond over the similarities of the crazy shit that goes down in both. you really made me laugh a lot and i appreciate it! i love youuu @Carpe93Diem

Day 38-39: you’re valentine’s gift was so precious and i do really love your art! you’re my creative little fairy btw i love hearing about your dreams bc it makes have hope that one day i’ll have dreams like yours. thank you for giving me the best valentines!

^^^ i love you baby! @Carpe93Diem

Day 40: although we talked about bladder i really felt as if our conversations today were really carefree! i really appreciate how you make me feel as though i can talk about anything with you without being judged. love youuu @Carpe93Diem

Day 41: i have nothing to say other than I MISS YOU @Carpe93Diem

Day 42: my texts have been obnoxious with all these compliments and i know they are annoying but lately i feel like i’m alone but i know i’m not so it confuses me so the compliment are kind of like a “don’t leave me” thing, idk i’m a mess rn but i hope you’re good! @Carpe93Diem

Day 43-45: thank you for being there for me and giving me advice when i was down. that really helped me and idk if you fully realize it because when i get upset like that it usually lasts a month or so for me to get back to my “normal” self but talking to you about it [+]

made things 100x better and really made me trust you even more than i already did. i’m so sorry that i doubted you and compared you to someone else bc that was wrong or me :( i really do love you baby and i’m again sorry @Carpe93Diem

Day 46: today kind of felt like i was trapped but when you would text me it was like an escape, thank you! i really hope you had lots of fun with your friends today and that you guys were safe bc ik you guys do reckless things love you lotsss @Carpe93Diem

Day 47&48: i know my friends would affect my mental state but as long as you’re there, then everything will be ok. With you everything is so bright and i know you’re not crazy when you say that you daydream about us in the future bc i do it too. Thinking about this perfect [+]

world with you in it makes all the bad fade away for a moment. You’re truly magnificent and one of a kind. i never expected to find someone who actually gets me and listens to my nonsense like you do. Just like a star, you’re one of a kind that burns for many years [+]

even after it dies. You will forever be my star even if we happen to go our separate ways bc i love you more than anything else in this world, it honestly scares me @Carpe93Diem

Day 49&50: I know how much you love art so i was thinking about learning how to draw so one day i can send it to you! It wouldn’t be the best bc i’m mediocre at drawing but i would try my hardest bc i want to explore your passions too! [+]

You’re my little star and i want you to know that “heaven is a place on earth with you” @Carpe93Diem

Day 51: i’m sorry that all these things are happening around you but just know that i will be her for you no matter what! i hope you spend more time with friends and family and they help you cope and become a stronger person. i love you 100x @Carpe93Diem

Day 52: Your birthday is coming up and i’ve been thinking of many ideas and i think i’ve settles on something you really might like since it is kind of sentimental. It might be a little cliche but it will be the best bc my baby only deserves the best! @Carpe93Diem

Day 53: You’re more than just some softy i’m used to talking to. Today i’ve seen a goofy side of you which makes me think of you as someone real and not a fantasy. I don’t mean it in a bad way, it’s just that no one is like you so sometimes talking to seems unreal. [+]

You’re so perfect to me, i don’t deserve you but i’m very glad that i have you. @Carpe93Diem

Day 54: Sorry i didn’t get to text you today. I was swamped with hw but i hope you had a wonderful day and that it wasn’t too stressful! i’ll try my hardest to text you tm but idk if it time will allow me so if not just know i love you @Carpe93Diem

Day 55: this week is busy and i hope you are dealing with it well! i miss you, hopefully my weekend isn’t taken over by hw so i can talk to you bc i have stories to tell you!! also your layout is really cute especially bc the color and the song it is really cute @Carpe93Diem

Day 56: i miss you vvvvery much i even listened to hey there delilah, city of angels and lo que siento on a loop while doing my homework. i miss our good night messages too can you send me one please? i love you to the moon and back @Carpe93Diem

Day 57-60: although i could never seem to remember my dreams at night i remember all the daydreams i’ve had recently. lately i’ve been forcing myself to hangout with friends since last week since i barely talked to anyone, and the whole time i was hanging out with them my [+]

mind would get clouded with thoughts of you. i remember being in my friends backyard when there was a sunset and i just watched them killing their lungs just thinking about what if you were there so i wouldn’t feel alone as my friends just talked to each other. then night [+]

time came and it was really quiet with music in the background. i looked up at the sky and saw a few stars and instantly thought of you. it was truly beautiful and i completely forgot that i was being ignored. i stayed there like that for an hour just thinking about how [+]

happy you make me and how much you would love to see the stars too. then it was time to eat and the food setup like a date which was weird since i was with my friends but it was really cute. i was just really hard not to think what a date with you would be which made feel [+]

weird for thinking of bc i’ve never thought of that before. after we were done my friends talked about how i was really quiet for the past few days and i kind felt bad bc i don’t want them to think i don’t like them but i kept slipping into daydreams constantly. the next i [+]

even painted a picture which i only did bc i know you love painting but the things i don’t even know how to draw?? it felt therapeutic though so i see why you must like art so much. i don’t know why i’m telling you all this, maybe it is bc i would want to know this if i were [+]

you or maybe because i want to relive these moments but i’m not quit sure. the one thing i do know is that i really do appreciate and love you so much @Carpe93Diem

Day 61: “You better trust me when I tell you. There ain't no one else more beautiful in this damn world.” I don’t make the rules i just follow them @Carpe93Diem

Day 62: i was busy practicing this song on my viola after school so i wasn’t on my phone, im sorry for not texting you. also the scratch isn’t bad. soon i’ll show you what i’ve been working on! I love you beautiful more than you can imagine @Carpe93Diem i’m whipped for you too

Day 63: i really lost track of time talking to you today :( you’re really everything to me and you made me all emotional just thinking about adopting kids with you and having a dog. the idea of seeing you every morning, cuddling you, and being able to kiss your beautiful [+]

cheeks makes my heart overwhelmingly warm. you’re so freaking gorgeous it makes me go crazy. you’re like a goddess and the way you text me makes me feel like the luckiest person in the world. i love you so much baby, you’re my world! @Carpe93Diem

Day 64: it is really nice to know that you think about me because i’m someone who constantly needs reassurance which gets annoying but i appreciate you doing it all the time As i told you earlier today, my orchestra had to play in the cafeteria during lunch i was really [+]

nervous so i thought of you and it really helped! We ended up playing really well and i was proud. Also i had to take the bus today after school and i usually do everything with my sister but today i was alone which was really scary when walking home from the bus stop so i [+]

just imagined you there walking me home and all the things we would talk about. It is really hard not being able to meet you anytime soon but in the end it is worth the wait! You know being a nurse and making a lot of money used to be my motivation to get through the day but [+]

now, meeting you have been my main goal in life. just simply seeing your face i real life for a second would make me the happiest person in the world. I cant wait until the day i meet you and i hope you feel the same way too! [+]

^^ i’ll love you forever and always cutie, sweet dreams ♡ @Carpe93Diem

Day 65: “I wanna be the one that makes your day. The one you think about as you lie awake. I can't wait to be your number one. I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine.” If you let me i’ll be the one who makes your day 10x brighter just don’t leave I hope you had the [+]

best day with your family yesterday and that you have an amazing birthday! I love you beautiful @Carpe93Diem

Day 66: today i had a dream and it upset me a lot so it messed with my mood the whole day and that is why i haven’t been replying fast and i’m sorry for that. i re-read all the appreciation posts you’ve made for me and it really made me feel better. it is hard to wrap my [+]

head around how someone can appreciate me as much as you do and i want to thank you for that because i know i can be a handful at times. just know i love you and that i hope you’ve been having the best time with your family. @Carpe93Diem

Day 67: i miss you very much @Carpe93Diem

Day 67: i’m truly the luckiest person on earth right now and it is all because of you. i don’t deserve you at all and yet i still i have you? you are so precious to me and i would never would want to hurt you. god i love you jaz @Carpe93Diem

Day 68: maybe i died today because the nicknames but shh you didn’t hear that fro me. also i didn’t daydream today which is upsetting so hopefully you will be i’m my dreams tonight but first i want a goodnight message!! i love precious @Carpe93Diem

Day 69: Throughout the day i kept thinking how adorable you are and it made me soft :( i promise to be gently with your heart so you don’t need to worry! i love you beautiful @Carpe93Diem (sorry for flooding you with cat content i couldn’t help it )

Day 70: “we talk like we're living
Only miles, only minutes from another just around the block” sometime we talk and i feel as if you’re right there next to me but i soon realize that you aren’t. Distance is a pain but one day i would like to think that distance was needed [+]

to teach us to better appreciate each other when we are finally together in person. You’re my euphoria and i never want you to feel alone because i will always be there for you and if you one day feel alone i will reassure you that you’re not. I want to make you happy every[+]

second of the day, although that isn’t possible i want to a least try my hardest! I love you beautiful please don’t forget that @Carpe93Diem

Day 71: i was talking about you (don’t worry it was in a positive way) with one of my friends today and it showed me how much i adore you so much. she was telling me how she can tell how much i cared for you and how what we have would last for a long time and i truly believe [+]

that because i can’t imagine my future without you. i know you worry about me leaving you but trust me i go insane when i don’t get a text from you for more than an hour. i wouldn’t imagine passing up the opportunity to waking up to you every morning and listening to what [+]

happened in your crazy dreams. i love you like crazy please don’t forget that @Carpe93Diem

Day 72: “No, I won't stop giving you love. It's not enough, it's not enough” no matter how much affection i show you it will never be enough because you deserve all the love in the world! I hope you feel better soon, i miss you @Carpe93Diem

Day 73: i know you had a rough day going to the doctors and on all those meds but i hope tomorrow brings you joy and you feel better! you’re my world and i will cherish you until the end of time @Carpe93Diem

Day 74: thank you for recommending the anime, although you won’t spoil it which is really messed up anyways don’t worry about replying as much i understand! i’m glad i helped you smile today because you’ve helped me too. just thinking about you randomly makes me smile [+]

like a fool. you bring me pure happiness and i hope i do the same for you i hope tomorrow brings you even more joy than today and days before that because you deserve only the best! te amo hermosa @Carpe93Diem

Day 75: many people say that love makes you do crazy things and i totally agree but then again i don’t regret any decisions i’ve made to get to where we are now and i’m even ready to make more crazy decisions as long as you’re there with me. [+]

- i wouldn’t give you up for anything in the world! i love you baby, sweet dreams @Carpe93Diem

Day 76: it’s often hard to believe you when you say you love me but when i process it, i break down and cry. I don’t cry because i’m sad but because you love me the same way i love you and that makes me the happiest person ever. [+]

Even when we tell each other and i ask “equally?” and you confirm it bring me tears. Even when you talk about your friends it shows me how much you care for them which tells me how kindhearted and loyal you are. I have no doubt in my mind that we could last for meany years [+]

but i’m just scared, not scared of you hurting me because i know you won’t but more scared of me unintentionally hurting you. I love you with all my heart my precious little star! @Carpe93Diem

Day 77: you know sometimes i get really confused because how are you SOO FREAKING CUTE? like i never knew i would have a heart attack everyday just by looking at pictures of someone. please give me some of your cuteness bc you have enough for the both of us. ma’am you’re [+]

cheeks are the death of me honestly, i just want to smoother then with kisses :( ok now let me stop ranting bc this be embarrassing, but i hope you know how beautiful you are!!! I LOVE YOU GORGEOUS @Carpe93Diem

Day 78: i know i’ve been talking about this show i’ve been watching a lot today but the main character has aspects of your personality and is makes me see why i like you so much. he is very caring for others even if he will get hurt and he stands up for what he believes and [+]

is there for others even if they don’t deserve it. you are literally one of the most caring person i know and it amazes me all the time, you are also someone who stands up for something for example you being in that club at your school and when you told me about that time [+]

you got in a fight. although you did get in an argument you stood up for what you believe was wrong and i admire that. just like the main character, you’re there for those who don’t deserve it. take me for example, i don’t deserve you at all and i burden you with all my [+]

problems even when i being dramatic and yet you are there for me not matter what. i guess you’re part of the reason why i love this show so much and i know it sounds crazy. i admire you so much jaz it is unbelievable. you’re so strong and kindhearted. you’re the brightest [+]

star there is and i appreciate all that you’ve done for me. i love you baby, keep being the perfect person you are right now! @Carpe93Diem

Day 79: i’d like to think that i’m a very simple person to please, so when you send me goodnight messages it makes me feel cared for and it helps me sleep peacefully knowing that. i love you baby and i don’t ever want these goodnight messages to go away even if we start [+]

talking less (which i know won’t happen). sweet dreams precious @Carpe93Diem

Day 80: it felt really good seeing you interact with my friends and sister today. i know it was confusing at sometimes with the conversations going on that you didn’t know about but i could tell that my friends especially sister would get along easily with you. it is weird [+]

but i’ve always want you to be friends with my irl friends and hopefully one day i can get close to yours! i love youuuu @Carpe93Diem

Day 81: just realized how long we’ve been doing this appreciation thread and it is crazy. you’re always making the cutest messages and i appreciate that. thank you for being in my life jaz, i love you to the moon back! @Carpe93Diem

Day 82-83: (this is kinda like a response to your last daily post you did for me) please don’t be sorry for texting me less bc you have hw, i understand and i won’t ever make you feel like you have to choose me before education. Even if you could have done the assignment [+]

earlier that still doesn’t matter bc everyone procrastinates, especially meeeee so do feel bad. also, it seems like something has been bugging you and i don’t want you avoid talking to me about it even if is something small. don’t overthink about if you should rant to me[+]

about something out of nowhere or not bc i wanna be here for you. even if i am in the middle of telling you about something you could interrupt me and i wouldn’t mind. you will never annoy me or be too clingy for me so don’t think you are. you are perfect baby so don’t let [+]

anyone tell you otherwise i love you, you deserve the world and more @Carpe93Diem

Day 84: today was really fun playing with all the animals but i missed you all day :( i was hoping you were still up so i could could show you the animals and you were which made me happy. i hope you had an amazing day and that tomorrow is better! i love youuuu @Carpe93Diem

Day 85-86: “I know times are gettin' hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would”- just like these lyrics times are hard but we both know that if we trust eachother and [+]

talk things through we’ll be able to escape from the world even if it is for a few moments. i’ll always be by your side and would never break that promise. i love you precious @Carpe93Diem

Day 87: hey i got a secret that isn’t really a secret. i like you wanna know why? well it is simple, i like you bc you’re you. you are so honest with me and funny but you’re still able to have serious conversations with me and not get weird about it. the way you treat me is[+]

how i fell for you, always so kind and caring. on top of that you’re like a walking goddess. from your beautiful hair, eyes, adorable nose and of course the cutest cheeks i love you precious @Carpe93Diem

Day 88: i know i should be sad over you not being here but today was extra hard. i just want you to be here so we could just cuddle in silence and cherish each other’s presence. i want to go on long walks and star gaze at a park with you. i want you to meet my family and [+]

actually be able to say goodnight and good morning to you in person. i just want to be with you for at least a minute. i appropriate all that you’ve done for me and one day i won’t have to be sad thinking about not being able to meet you because i’ll actually be with you and [+]

everything would be complete. i don’t know why all of a sudden i’m upset this but that only shows me how much happiness i’ll have when i’m actually able to do all these things. i truly do love you jaz and i hope you know how much i mean it! @Carpe93Diem

Day 89: i don’t know why but i just thought of the first time we personally texted each other on imessages and i think is pretty funny bc we would always send pick up lines and i remember always trying to one up you but would end up failing everytime. it was odd but also fun [+]

to be able to text you and not necessarily need a topic to talk about. i like being able to be carefree while talking to you and i hope it will always stay that way. sweet dreams precious @Carpe93Diem

Day 90: I LOVE YOUUU VERY MUCHHHHHHHHHH and i feel like i don’t tell you that as much even though i tell you it everyday :/ but guess what... that’s not gonna stop me from loving youuuuu btw you wack okie bye i love you beautiful @Carpe93Diem

Day 91: i miss you but then again i’m just clingy anyways i hope you’re day was amazing!! i love you equally wacky, sweet dreams @Carpe93Diem

Day 92: “Met a lot of people, but nobody feels like you. So, please, don’t break my heart” if i am being real, you have me completely wrapped around your finger and that’s what makes me scared because i never felt that way with anyone. even if you were to move on from me i [+]

would support you and still love you because all i want for you is happiness! you deserve every bit of happiness and love in the universe and yet you settle for me. i love you wacky x100 @Carpe93Diem

Day 93: never be sorry for things you can’t control please. if i could, i would stay up all day and night texting you and never get bored but that is highly unrealistic so i’m fine to end a convo early if you said good night because that puts me at ease. before i met you i [+]

would always have trouble falling asleep because i would always get stressed out for some reason but now if that happens i just think about you and all the stress goes away and i’m able to sleep peacefully. i find it so weird that just thinking about someone helps calm me but [+]

i’m just glad nights are no longer dreadful. i just hope that one day i could met you in my dreams and when that day comes i’ll tell you all about it. thank you for being there for me even when you don’t know that you are and thank you for making my nights x10 better! [+]

i appreciate you so much. sweet dreams, i love you my precious little star @Carpe93Diem

Day 94: the day started off really slow but once we started talking the day came to end so fast :( although it is sad, i am really glad that you were able to joke around with me! there is never a day where our conversations are boring and that is something i love. [+]

you're really important to me and i wouldn't trade you for anyone in the world either and that says a lot because a whole Namjoon is out there existing. you know how to put up with me when i get, stubborn, annoying, sensitive, dramatic, rude, cocky etc. and i appluade you [+]

for that because i know i'm a lot to handle. I love you more than anything in the world Jaz, you'll always be my precious little star!! goodnight @Carpe93Diem

Day 95: “I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.” Even though you’re not here i feel connected to you. My mind fills with sweet little thoughts of you constantly. I tried sleeping but i stay [+]

awake thinking about if you’re sleeping okay or if you were happy today. Oh i can’t wait until the day that you no longer have to be a thought but rather here with me. Just imagining how adorable you would look when i make you blush is making me soft. [+]

^^ I love you baby (equally) @Carpe93Diem

Day 96: ma’am today’s appreciation post is going to be about how diddly darn adorable you look with your glasses. how the frick am i supposed to survive if you are looking like that :( your nose looks so cute too and your cheeks i’m devastated that is all i have [+]

to say. anyways sleep tight, i love you babyyyyyy @Carpe93Diem

Day 97: i miss you very much but i understand that you can’t always be on your phone. just promise to smile once a day!! i love you precious @Carpe93Diem

Day 98: hey, i love you vvvvvvery much!!! today i went to the park and i took pictures to show you. the sky was so pretty you would have loved it there anyways i miss you even though we just talked a bit but is ok. sweet dreams precious @Carpe93Diem

Day 99: you were adorable getting all excited with your stuffie canopy today. i hope your room turns out how you like it and i can’t wait to see your faux stained bottle you make. overall i hope you had the best day bc you deserve it! i love you baby @Carpe93Diem

Day 100-101: it has officially been 100 days since i’ve started this appreciation thread and it is kind of sad but not in a bad way! it is just so amazing how much you’ve made me grow in the shortest amount of time. Jaz you are truly the best person in my life and you get me [+]

so well that it can be scary but i always find myself wanting to open up to you more and more even if i have nothing else to say. i’ve never trusted someone like i trust you right now and i know you would never hurt me and if you did i know it would never be intentional. [+]

i love you baby please never stop being the amazing person i admire every single day! @Carpe93Diem

Day 102-104: i wanted to leave a long message but everything i typed was a mess. i’ve been thinking things over for a few weeks now and i talked to my irl friends after awhile and they said some things that kinda hurt but were true. i don’t want to overthink more than i am now[+]

but when i get close to someone all i want to do is push them away and i’m trying so hard not to do that so please understand if i do that, that it is not bc i don’t want to talk to you. i honestly sound so stupid so i’ll stop here. goodnight, i love youuu @Carpe93Diem

Day 105-107: “Your eyes are seeing straight right through my core
It's kinda strange, but I like it” with you it is so easy, easy to let go, easy to tell you how i truly feel, easy to love, appreciate and cherish every aspect of you. i allow you to see me transparently with [+]

ease and i’d gladly repeat what we’ve done to get where we are now again and again and 3,000 times over again. my love for you will continually be never ending. sweet dreams my precious little star @Carpe93Diem

Day 108-110: we didn’t really talk much today but when we did i was content. i hope that your homework wasn’t that hard to get done and that you had an amazing day! sleep tight, i love you so much wacky! @Carpe93Diem

Day 111-122: it has been a while since i updated this thread but i’m glad that i’m doing it now. this past week has been a lot but i’m very appreciative with you talking to me about things bc it really helped clear my mind. i was being difficult (even though you may disagree [+]

bc you’re too nice to me) but you still helped me get over what was making me upset/worried. tbh i didn’t want to tell you what i was constantly thinking about for a while but if i didn’t i would have really pushed you away and i feel bad for even saying that but it’s the [+]