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I accept the fact that I will never move on completely about B1A4. I still cry my eyes out until now because of them. I miss them so much it pains me everytime I remember them. I regret not seeing them as a group, I regret that I missed every opportunity given to me to see them +
I know that this is an "out-of-the-blue" tweet about them, but after 1 and a half year, I watched Lonely MV (my all time fave kpop song) for the first time and these thoughts came to my mind. +
I miss my OG kpop boys, I missed that "feels" I feel everytime I watch their videos, everytime I hear their songs. I miss how happy I everytime I meet a BANA irl and in stan twt. I miss those times when I enjoy putting all-nighters every weekend for fangirling +
I miss crying because of the excitement everytime they announce that they will be having a comeback, I miss seeing them all happy and healthy. I miss them so much that I hate the fact that I am happy to see them grow into fine men and explore new things in life.+
I miss them because I knew and will always know that they are one of the few people that makes me feel loved, happy, and contented even though they are so distant, they don& #39;t even know I exists. I miss them because I love them so much, they mean the world to me. +
I miss them because I invested my life and too much emotions for them and I ain& #39;t complaining about it. I always mean it when I say that B1A4 is my forever. I always thought at first that this love for them is just temporary and I will forget it as time goes by +
I always thought that this is just a phase on the 14 year-old June Aubrey& #39;s life. But I am turning 21 this year and that love 7 years ago still lingers in me, it is still the same. And that love still gives me hope that someday, I will see them together, again. +
I know none of you will read this crappy tweet, but it means a lot to me. I want to vent this feelings and let everybody know that I love B1A4 so much. That& #39;s all. Jinyoung, CNU, Sandeul, Baro, Gongchan, daebak! B1A4!!