1st January 2020, hide and run from pb with boo HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

2nd January 2020, idk why tapi sumpah craving mcd so bad then ariff keluar just to buy me mcd 




3rd January 2020, monthsary with ariff + first paper for final
was so stressed out bcs of final and something just happened. But ariff bought me pizza today yeay 



4th January 2020, weh hagshahshaha for the first time lepas balik cuti haritu, makan ikan ye guys time lunch
both of us ; me and ariff

5th January 2020, Ariff Najmi badmood sbb dia craving makanan yang takde kat segamat HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA cuteeeeeee eeee ya allah 
goodluck paper esok b! Love u



6th January 2020; mood ; nak redha dgn paper eco. But ariff keep making sure that im not giving up with eco
padahal dia ada paper tau harini 









7th January 2020; study mcm nak mampos for eco dgn ariff
nasib baik boleh jawab part B tu kalau tak eyyyy


8th January 2020; cant sleep for 2 days then bila dapat tidur, kena kacau. Bad mood satu hari pastu ariff drive keluar just to eat A&W
cute namati

10th January 2020; ariff najmi bought me nasi ayam penyet for lunch and nasi goreng daging salai for dinner
&&&& he said to me "JIMBIT KAU" HAHAHDGAHSGAHSGAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH just bcs shawl terselak sikit pastu nampak bahu
pastu i biar je then dia marah 







11th January 2020; its so good to actually be honest and transparent with ariff najmi 
he knows i freaking hate the thing that he did , but he still being honest with me
the way he said 'i tak nak hilang u' 







12th January 2020; went to penawar with ariff, the moment i saw him.... he looked sad...
after awhile, baru dia bagitahu dia sedih sbb esok i nak balik pastu 5 minggu tak jumpa 




ldr sucks man
i hate ldr 










13th January 2020; ended sem 3 with ariff najmi 
& i miss him alrdy
another 40 days till i can meet him haih




14th January 2020; not productive at all! Just eat and sleep bcs i miss ariff najmi
kalau duduk segamat, rajin ah juga jalan satu uitm ke gym ke ape ke, ni duduk rumah mhmm apa pon tak buat
39 days till i can meet him



15th January 2020; first day of working and god bless my head! Full of ariff najmi jee 
oh and i called arrif najmi during my recess and he is so cute!!! Teman i makan awh 
38 days till i meet u b! Mish u 








16th January 2020, ariff najmi surprise me with a video he made for me 


haih dia ni laaa 

p/s; here is some preview of the video & 37 days till i meet u sayang! Mish u








17th January 2020; suruh ariff najmi kejut kul 11 p.m & end up scolding him for waking me up. Cite dia sbb tak bangun semalam kul 11 , i tak gi kerja harini HAGSHWHDHAHAHAHAHAHHA cantek
&&&&& 36 days till i meet u bby!!! Yeaaayyyy


18th January 2020; ponteng kerja astu igt nak tidor
then call la ariff najmi pagi buta tu astu tak leh tidur astu mummy ajak bfast astu gi wedding astu cat bilik astu defeat ni hah
anyways! 35 days till i meet my sayang!! 






19th January 2020; went to work on my sweet sunday haih
but look at my man being so cute and supportive as always 
& then whenever i have time i will call him and surprisingly ariff najmi tak pernah tak angkat call 
34 days more b!






20th January 2020; both of us, i repeat, BOTH OF US caught a flu
pikir sweet ke hagshahahahahhah 

get well soon my sayang
@arf_njmi & 33 days more till we meet each other!!! Yeayyy 













21st January 2020; was so sick 
yet i vidcall ariff najmi tapi end up tidur 
ariff najmi tgk je i tidur gais
pastu time petang vidcall lagi then i lak tgk dia tidur
comelnya dia tidur 


32 days till i meet u sayang!!! Yeaayyy 
















22nd January 2020; stilk sick asf and vidcall with ariff the whole day, he's been looking at me sleeping
& i made him mad heheheheh terus speeding eh time driving 


31 days more sayang saya!!!! Eeee rindu





23rd January 2020; my health is getting better 
vidcall with ariff najmi for almost 6 hours today dehek 
takde life ke 

& he make a cute reminder for me!! 30 days more omg!!! Rindunya laki saya 















24th January 2020; clean up my room n nothing much today
but can i make a throwback pictures & videos of my baby? Winduuuuu 


29 days LEFT YESS!!





25th January 2020; first day of working after being sick for 5 days today. Rindu ariff najmi 


for today, im posting this video bcs i mish him!
28 days till i can gaduh depan2 with ariff najmi yeayyy





26th January 2020; this video was taken before we are official 

rindunya ariff najmiiiiiii 

27 days more sayang!!!!






27th January 2020; ariff najmi mantul eh dia hot nak mati sia time vidcall 




& here is a video of ariff najmi struggling with time series HAHAHAHAHAH comel 
26 days more o yeah!! Mish uuuu








28th January 2020; made ariff najmi jealous HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH comel jeee eeeeee geram 

& here ariff najmi is a living proof ariff najmi is an ocd person




29th January 2020; im still in the process of recovery but ariff najmi is being supportive as always , always remind to take my meds 
instead of a video can i show you one of the messages that starred in ws? & 24 days more till i meet u sayang 




30th January 2020; dapat tahu yang boss i sorg demam panas gak
stay safe gais!
anyway, i miss ariff najmi sooo muchh
thank god lagi 23 hari je pastu leh jumpaa sayang yeayyy!!! & today imma post one of starred messages too!! 





31st January 2020; ended my January with anxiety attack in the morning dehek! But everything okay je kot ??? Missing my man more & more today 

22 days more till i can kacau my sayang!!!



1st February 2020; idk why but today is a sad day for me 

n i miss, misssss my man so badddd 



21 days weh kena tunggu argh
btw here is my daily routine which is vidcall my man every night before sleep 













2nd February 2020; nothing much today, as usual i guess ? But i found out that i cant hide anything from my man! He literally knows everything duh ???? 20 days more bb!! Mish youuu!! 






3rd February, our monthsary, thank god im not working today, so my attention is fully on my man 
made a monthsary wish and saw ariff najmi cried while reading it 
here is a video of how ariff najmi always look at me 


19days more syg!!








4th February 2020; my baby accidentally cut his hand 


na nanesss 
eeeee suka tau buat org risau
&&& he cried bcs he miss me soo much 
18 days more until i can make my man annoyed with me o yeah 













5th February 2020; never been more glad than hearing my man's voice every morning before i go to work 
gad
& finally my nose is starting to function back, & i can smell my man's perfume whenever i opened my purse!!
17 days & im gonna be with sayang again!!










6th February, hagdhahshahaha merajuk dgn ariff najmi pastu dia pujuk ceni 'MEOWW??' HAHSGEHAHEGHAHQHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA DEHEKKK dgn muka confident dia meow gais 





anyways 16 days left omg february is so fast i like i likeeeeee 













7th February 2020; vidcall ariff najmi time balik kerja
i just said nothing to him bcs my dad & my bro is inside the car too!! The fact that we looked at each other & make silly faces is just 



gad i miss & love this man so much! 15 days left & im back with u!







8th February 2020; no words can explain what i feel today. Muhammad ariff najmi, srsly i miss you so bad 
i guess i just have to wait for another 14 days to see you 






9th February 2020; had a mental breakdown in front of ariff najmi & his skills ; trying to comfort me is the cutest! Plus he is annoying today!!! Eeeeeeeeeeeee geram
tapi rinduuuuuu 


13 days more yeay! Cant wait





10th February 2020; i kerja today sbb i nak cuti time 11 feb bcs its ariff najmi's birthday!
happy birthday sayang i love you!!! Thrugh thick & thin together okay!! Love you!!! 12 days more until im back with u! Yeay !!!

11th February 2020; ariff najmi's birthday! Accidentally slept until 130 am bcs i am so sleepy and tired! But thank god i alrdy wish him happy birthday 3 days before!Didnt come to work today just bcs i want to spent my time with him!I love you syg! 11 days left! Happy birthday B!
12th February 2020; went to work with a blank mind all the day!! Apa pon tak masuk otak, siap offer diri rehat lambat! Padahal lapar nak mampus 

&& today is the first time i merajuk dgn ariff najmi hek 
jenuh dia pujuk gais! Hahahah 10 days more to see my sayang!! 







13th February 2020; time flies so fast. & im glad about it. I love you @arf_njmi
9 more days & im back to annoy you face to face 



14th February 2020; it was a hard day for me & ariff najmi but everything happened for a reason so head up, chin up, we gotta fight this battle sayang! 8 more days & i can comfor u face to face. Sabar sikit ya sayang saya? I love you

15th February 2020; had really really bad day
& ariff najmi is the sweetest man ever for trying to cheer me up 
7 more days & i can recharge myself by seeing ariff najmi in person 









16th February 2020; before this, time tidur mmg akan terjaga. So bagilah tahu ariff en? Then malam tadi pon terjaga
then ariff idk la dia stay up ke bangun ke, dia nyanyikan lagu weh 
dodoikan suruh tidur balik. ITS LEGGIT 3 IN THE MORNING DOH
6 more days babeh 






17th February 2020; dear god, please please please break my heart instead of his
seeing him crying break my heart into pieces 

5 more days n i hope i can fix everything





18th February 2020; desr god, i saw his smile & i heard his laugh. Did i succeed ? Did u answered my prayers? Keep making him happy please
cuz his smile & laugh is everything & his crying is a pain for me 
4 more days & im gonna do everything i can b! Dont be sad anymore!



19th February 2020; kena marah dgn ariff najmi 



im skek 
& uitm being shitty today so yaa 
anyways 3 more days omaigad nak jumpa ariff najmi yeaaaayyyyyyy 























20th February; penat anat pack barang
& dah la rindu ariff najmi
pastu tak sihat haih 
lagi 2 hari je pahtu leh jumpa ariff najmi yeay!!!!




21st February; tried my best to find a perfect gift for ariff najmi! Arghh please like it 
pleassseeeeeeeee & tmrw is the day where i can say 0km apart!!!!! Rindu teruk 
i love you sayang!!




22nd February ; WE MET! FINALLY 0 KM APART!!!!! 










23rd February; nothing feel more blessed than 'you nak jumpa u now can?' 
i love you ariff najmi
sorry clingy heheheheh



24th February; kinda thankful for everything that went well. Just a few things that need to be settle & then im good! && so so so thankful for my man for everything that he did today! Im just 


25th February 2020; everything done! Everything is going well!! Tinggal usaha je 

&&& my boyfriend is being supportive as always. Teman i gi jumpa coordinator , teman gi penawar, teman lunch 

gad what did i do to deserve him 














26th February 2020; thank you for the present! Pasni jangan spend banyak sangat duit beli hadiah utk i okay? & im sorry for everything 
thank you for buying me food when in super hungry defuq 






27th February , had the best date, & heard the best news that i've waited for so long. Indeed he is the best planner & im going to support ariff najmi in whatever he is going to do from now on. Fly high to whenever u want b! I will always follow ur back! 






28th February ; bodoh kkc menyidai org
habis burn muka argh 

&&& ariff najmi start fitness dia balik harini
hawtnyew 
goodluck b!







29th February 2020! What a day hahahaha banyak sale weh harini & we went to mcd & ariff najmi koyak sbb kena que lama nak mampos kat mcd ahsgahsgahhs sian diaaa. Nak suruh tukar biar i yg que dia tak kasi lak loll!
1st March 2020; panas harini bukan kaleng2 gais! Somehow somewhat ter matching dgn ariff najmi today! &&& he started his fitness today, dia cakap nampak unicorn kat kepala HAHDGAHDHAHAHHAHA CUTEEE eeeee geram! 
love u najmi



2nd March 2020; kinda had a good day today but uhm kena marah dgn ariff najmi more than 2 times today 

takpelah saya redho. 
anyways! Goodluck on ur upcoming friendly b! Menang ke kalah ke, u are still my winner otei 









3rd March 2020; happy monthsary baby! I love you so much! I dah wish lebih2 kat ws so kat sini we keep it professional otei
thank you for today otei! Tak kasi chance ah 3 kali eh? 

anyways, goodluck on ur football b! Dont be so hard on urself! Love you sayang 










4th March 2020; jadual mcm tak leh nak banyak subject je lagi hahdgahshaha &&& today im glad i didnt wait for so long to call back ariff najmi 
i know he didnt mean it & i know he is just being protective 
jangan sedih dah otei, i okay je 








5th march 2020; went to penawar & the doctor asked me to go to klinik kesihatan segamat & check ada TB ke tak
pebenda la , cuba satu sem tak kena inject haih. && ariff najmi is being a good bf by being there with me 
comel nak mampus walaupun dia marah2! Sorry syg! 







6th March 2020; ariff najmi sanggup drive teman beli vitamin
how can i not love this man ? & for the first time ever tgk airff najmi potong rambut, pergh dia punya gedik tu, kemain eh?!!! Nasib baik sayang tau 


cubit sat gi kang 








7th March 2020; had the worst nightmare & i cant stop thinking about it
& congrats to ur team ariff najmi, for winning ur game! All the best for ur next game on Friday


8th March 2020; u thought i forget didnt you. Tak i tak lupa nak buat thread ni. Thank you amik i from hospital, thank you drive i gi mcd semata sbb i nak lunch mcd. Thank you teman i betulkan screw spec i even though kena marah dgn you. Thank you teman i dinner
i love you


9th March, my sample got rejected. Have to redo it again. Dia kasi botol utk lusa sekali
& thank you ariff najmi teman i gi hantar homework, gi cari mana tempat ada aircond, gi penawar ambik botol sample


10th March 2020 ; had the most unbearable hot weather today!!!
& today is the last day for my antibiotic! Takda dah yeay!!! 
& ariff najmi being a cute guy he is ; dok membebel je pasal panas harini hahahahaha eee geram 





11th March 2020; my bottle broke.i bought that bottle with ariff najmi. He picked & choose it
& it fell down today & HANCUR STRAW DGN PENUTUP DIA!!!! & then time dinner ariff najmi bawak botol baru
a new & prettier bottle 
how can i not love him? 

thanks sayang









12th march 2020; did my muet today & ariff najmi being so supportive as always im 

comel yal! Pahtu habih muet, tidur kaw kaw hahdgahdhahdhadhahshahdhahs 

anyways goodluck for ur game tmrw b! Love u 








13th March; spend my day with laying in bed & sleepimg. Leggit there is nothing productive that i did today hahahaha & im still sleepy 
btw ariff najmi's team won again today so congrats to his team! 
& pls find urself a man yang sanggup pegang kaki u utk cari selumbar





14th march 2020; made ariff najmi shocked bcs i cursed hahdgahdhahshqjshhaha sorry b! Dia punya terkejut tu omelnyaaaa 






15th March 2020; had the most fun day today!! Ariff najmi keep mantul in a way that i cannot stop laughing 
tapi eeee annoying & cuteeee geraamm 

i love you! Please stay healthy & cheerful like today okay?





16th march 2020; kerja menangis je satu hari ni. Tah kenapa sedih sangat. & its good to cry on someone shoulder & idk how ariff najmi stay strong tak nangis tgk i nangis ahehgahshaha weh kalau dia nangis, sis tak kuat duh. Join sekali nangis 


17th march 2020; so we started ldr again? 

im gonna miss u so bad sayang. Stay safe & healthy over there & i will do the same thing too 









18th March 2020; pisang eh baru sehari duduk rumah dah kena mcm2. Baik tak yah balik 
& sib baik leh call si ariff gemok nak mengadu kat dia
kalau tak ada yang aku bantai gi volunteer jadi bahan uji kaji corona ni kang 





19th March 2020; bangun2 kena marah dgn ariff najmi 
terciduk member eh 
pahtu rasanya dia marah sangat kot , dia terus tidur gais lepas marah2 tu 
comel je gahahahaha. Sorry sayang! Janji tak buat dahh!! Mish u!!!






20th march 2020; pisang eh hari hari mcm ni 

hari hari gaduh dgn daddy 
pastu cuti study week 3 hari je, final semua paper in 2 weeks! Bana dia 





& ariff najmi i miss u boo 














21st March 2020; kesian ariff najmi tunggu gf dia bangun lambat nak mampus harini hhahahahahaha sorry boo!! 
& to more watching movies together okay?
j love you & i miss u sayang 





22nd March 2020; went out for the first time since rm0 today. The thought of viruses everywhere& i keep seeing foreigners instead of locals freak the hell out of me.Anyways ariff najmi went missing for about 2 hours bcs he's gaming with his buddy
make me miss him even more 



23rd march 2020; one of my dear friend told me that i am in love with ariff najmi; come to think about it. Yes , i do love him. People might get weird why & how i can love him in a short time. The answer is simple ; he respect me. In all aspect. I love you sayang

24th march 2020; basically what he likes,i like.What he hates, i hate it too. We are so in common, so in sync that it is so crazy. Sometimes i just stare blankly at him & he alrdy know what i wanted to say & vice versa. Isnt that so amazing? i am so madly in love with u ariff

25th march 2020; Have you ever look at someone's eyes & u can feel that person is scared of loosing u? That's what i feel whenever i look at ariff's.His hands always reaching for mine whenever he feel like im leaving him. Comel nak mampus 
love you sayang 




26th march 2020; online classes for this whole damn semester? Damn im dead 
& im gonna miss ariff najmi haih
sumpah tak suka ldr mhm 

mish u gemok saya @arf_njmi 








27th March 2020; had the most worst day ever. I've been crying all day! Gad i dont want to cry anymore please
n im so thankful to ariff for being there to hear me pok pek pok pek
& my new profile picture is the first picture yg ariff najmi amik senyap2! Mengada! love you



28th March 2020; ariff najmi made a gaddamn playlist for me!

& i've been an asshole to him but he still treat me with pure love & respect. God bless this man for being a gentleman
please forever be mine Muhammad Ariff Najmi
i love you so much 











29th March 2020; ugh same routine all pver again, sleep,eat, movies
mhm & i get tired of them so i bake apple cake today & dah habis dah pun lmao. Pls miss corona can u go away? Im sick of staying at home
mish u ariff najmi 




30th March 2020 ; i had the most productive day. Studied for 4 hours today 
n i had the worst stomach cramp ever wtf rasa mcm nak mampus sial 



& rindu ariff najmi alahai nak nangeh ah 













31st march 2020; it's so hard to tell people about what pains you. Especially to ur love ones. So today, i told ariff najmi what i did to myself. Crying to myself while i type those words. Sometimes i feel like he understands me & sometimes he dont. Wtvr it is i love you ariff

1st April 2020; april fool is cancel! This whole pandemic about covid is cancelling everything bruh. Im tired staying at home! Nak jumpa ariff najmi & nak buat dia marah. Cmon ah covid gi mampos pat 

i miss u laaa @arf_njmi ish



2nd April 2020; omaigad! Rasa nak mampus dah duduk dalam rumah ni 




stressnya ya allah 


& i get to see ariff najmi's face today 
rinduuuuu 
















3rd April 2020; Happy monthsary ariff najmi. Words could not describe how thankful i am to have you as my man
im a mess yet u still want me as a gf 
like i said in ws, its going to be mo though than this after this. I hope u can still be patient me 
i love you sayang






4th April 2020; mhm so i made bomboloni today for the first time
watching movies, eating, doing house chores, fighting with my cat & im sick doing all of this. When can all of this end? Gad. I miss u ariff najmi


6th April 2020; same old shit everyday. But today (while waiting for ariff najmi) instead of watching a movie, i watched a drama. & its unhealthy ! Duk menghadap phone jeeeeeeeee. Anyways i miss u ariff najmi 






7th April 2020; happy birthday to me! Had the most blessing day today. My boyfriend wishing me the best birthday wishes. My friends wishing me while making me the most appreciated friend ever! Feeling so so blessed & never been more thankful ever! I love you ariff najmi

8th April 2020; had the most amazing day. Even though its just the same as usual but i manage to finish my assignment
i miss ariff najmi a little bit more today , bcs he look so hot today when i vidcall him
i miss you sayang
stay safe okies




9th April , had my all time fav ; mcd! 
& i bake today, honey butter biscuit
& it's so tastyyyy. Best gila bila tgk family makan pastu diorg cakap sedap omg
i should wuit investment & open a bakery shop instead 
i miss u ariff najmi & i love you 








10th April 2020; i found out that my anxiety, perfectionist ass gonna kill me. Leggit.
anyways, i made bingka ubi toda & it is so tasty yall im crying
my fav kuih ever!!!!! & i miss you alot ariff najmi. Its killing me bro 
yo look at the way ariff najmi look at me 






11th April 2020; mhm same as usual. Bezanya harini ada buat assignment
& i miss u so bad ariff najmi 



12th April 2020; i realised something. My cutting skill is getting better, my baking skill is improving. My studying skill is getting slower. Im more to do house chores rather than studying. I hate all of this. I should be studying instead of doing all lf this bs. Ariff i love u
13th April 2020;seeing u cry, trembling with fears of loosing me, i dont like it. Im sorry for making u sad, disappoint u so many times n yet here i am asking u to stay. Keep being mine no matter what. My mental will be better. It just need time. Wait for me, please? I love u

14th April 2020; ariff najmi , i love you

15th April 2020; biasa buat assignment depan2, ni dalam vidcall je mampu, takpalah. Kita all out sem ni okay? Good luck sayang, love u 


16th April 2020; separuh mampus gais buat assignment. 
mhhmm n today we do our routine which is watching movies! Omg rindu nak mampus ariff najmi niii eee 






17th April 2020; ariff najmi sangat mantul ye hari ni 


nasib baik sayang tau eeeeeeee 
i love you ariff najmi 












18th April 2020; mhhmm harini separuh mampus kemas rumah & i had a great day 



n i hope tmrw too i will have a great day!! Wishing u all the best ariff najmi! Push rank tu kasi boek! Love u






19th April 2020; curi masa kejap drpd buat kerja sbb nak buat thread for ariff najmi
today is a great day sbb we both laughing our ass off bcs of my stupid question hahdgahshah. Bila teringat balik berdekak eh 

betul eh ariff najmi hahahahah




love u











20th April 2020; idk why but ya allah penat nak mampus harini 
pahtu tgk movie ni allahu nak nangis eh dia punya violent u pastu ariff najmi boleh cakap 'lek lek'



21th April 2020; one full day straight belajar fuh nak mampos aku siapkan assignment gini 

semoga sem ni baik2 je pls 
dah usaha dah ni 
& ariff najmi awak orang apa ? HAHAHAHAHHAHA 













22nd April 2020; had the best day today. Haji asri puji group i kerja paling kemas 
my perfectionist ass always kills me but then ada lah reward juga kan 



pahtu buat law dgn ariff najmi hahaha sian dia hampir kena marah eee geram hahahaha. Love u 













23rd April 2020; i had a little bit argument with ariff najmi but everything okay dah sbb we talked & settle about it right away
n today is the best day for me. Im just beyond grateful 

i love u ariff najm 
selamat berpuasa esok sayang 










24th April 2020; our first ramadhan together. Kita baca niat puasa sama2 that is so cute!! & harini jawab quiz pon sama2. Comelnya u ni 
n buat assignment pon sama2. I tahu u tak berapa nak brain sangat tapi u still try nak buat sama2 dgn i 
thank u sayang! Love u!!






25th April 2020; to be with u is what i want the most
rinduuuuu

26th April 2020; WEH I WORK OUT AHHAH FINALLY!! Pastu mhm nasih baik pagi tadi sedar weh defuq kelas ent ada! Sepatutnya cuti tapi dia gi buat kelas juga 

nasib baik sempat weh astagaaa 





27th April; workout day 2 & i alrdy lost 1kg 


+ ariff najmi look skinny asf dehek 
sabar la woi kata gemuk sama2 , kurus sama2 


apa ni 
takpalah. I slow slow kurus balik hagsgahshahsha 
love u














28th April 2020; im so tired today, like tak tahu kenapa. Tidur kaw kaw
pastu ada test law today. Capek weh 
then after workout siang tadi terlelap weh sekejap astaga 
takpalah no movies for today, sambung esok okies b? Love u 









29th April 2020; ariff najmi sangat mantul ye harini 

geram eh
& im sad now sbb noona tak balik2 rumah lagi 
rindunya kucen 


rindu ariff najmi
rindu kawan2 

dah ah bye nak murung














30th April 2020; seghonok dgr ariff najmi nyanyi
rindu nak dgr dia nyanyi depan2 mhmm. Takpalah nanti kita jumpa okay? Btw, today i buat brownies. Fav u hahahahahhahahaha . U sempat merasa sekali je i buatkan utk u
takpalah next time i buat lagi okay utk u? Ldr sucks man



1st May 2020; gagdgahsghahah terciduk eh dua2 bangun lambat 

n thank u ariff najmi teman i tgk barbie HAHAHA 
if this isnt love idk what is 

Srs thank you for all of ur efforts and attention that u give me 










2nd May 2020; had the most vulnerable day. Tapi tiber tadi sebelum nak buat assignment sakit pale lak adomak ai. Btw o em g lagi berapa minit je our 5th monthsary o em g! Cepatnya masa berlalu 











love u b! 





















3rd May 2020; happy 5th ariff najmi 
me love you so much 
dont stop make me annoyed with u cuz i wont stop make u annoyed with me hek 
JANGAN MANTUL SANGAT EH! okay bye jom sambung buat assignment







4th May 2020; mhm hari2 buat benda sama
bosan dah ni alahai. Bangun, kelas, masak utk berbuka, assignment, movie, tidur. Dah mcm robot eh 

cepatlah habis this semester 



@arf_njmi winduuu winduuu









5th May 2020; mhhmm mood swing teruk gila 
sorry ariff najmi kena layan perangai i 






6th May 2020; finally after a while, i went out!! O em g 

im so excited 
parah eh dah meluat duduk rumah 

btw awalla ariff najmi! Jom gaduh!! Cmon cmon!!!








7th May 2020; lucky 7 isnt it today? My fav number
btw drpd pagi sampai lah berbuka kat luar o em g im finally breathing. Tapi still paranoid asf sbb semua org pakai mask weh. LEGIT EVERYONE.
anyways , i prank ariff najmi today but end up busted at the end 




8th May 2020; FINALLY GAIS! FINALLY IT CAME. The one that i've been asking in my doa. It came today. Thank you so much 

thank you ariff najmi sbb doakan sekali hehehuhuhu 





9th May 2020; ariff najmi busy terok eh harini 

harini i berjaya hasut mummy beli ipad hahdgahshahshahs bish im sho happy 
anyways miss u ariff najmi 
me wuv u !!








10th May 2020; ariff najmi and i had a good laugh. Dua2 berdekak hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha. God rindunya kat ariff najmi 
n n we both having a mcd today o em g! I love you ariff najmi 










11th May 2020; finally 2 assignment 98% done o em g 



tinggal lagi satu kasi pulun esok pahtu tinggal test je nak kena focus! U can do it ariff najmi!!! 


@arf_njmi wa saport lu drpd jaoh hagdgahsha 
Love u! 















12th May 2020; punyalah penat tak tahu buat apa sampai pukul 8 lebih terus tidur
o em g sbb buat law ker hahdgahhehw 
anyways ariff najmi, i mish u 
bila nak jumpa nih?!






13th May 2020; i lepu doh harini
thank you sbb rajinkan diri buat assignment sekali dgn i 
me wuv u bambam 







14th May 2020; ipar arrived today. Keluar jalan satu hari. Make a promised with ariff najmi to have a chocolate date with him through vc today & we had it just now! Gosh these little effort 

sumpah me wuv u hiks 





15th May, had a good sleep after so loooonnggg. Had a massive cleaning at my house 
penat nak mampus & ariff najmi still manage to remember his promise which is to have a chocolate date again today! Yeaayy 


me wuv u ariff najmi 












16th May 2020; FINALLY one report done & FINALLY i can start puasa tmrw o yeah
lega gila report dah siap. But bish another one ada lagi yg kena submit SAME DATE. Pastu test pon SAME DATE. Dgn kena buat mind map lah apa lah 
@arf_njmi goodluck sem 4 b! Me wuv u 





17th May 2020; on my way to finish ap all those piling assignments
Rasa nak quit tu mebuak2 ye 
lecturer finance ni diorg tak tele ke dgn semua lecturer finance. Ni ada banyak code finance pahtu assignment byk nk mampos
i mean due date hari yg sama tu yg aduhai 








19th May 2020; Cik rania pening pening la gais. Kalau dekat, dah pekena panadol dah hahahah. Mmg i belikan kt ifc tu. Kasi sihat no sakit sakit. And i really missyouu baby. Bila lgi nk sushi date hmmm. Meloveyouu
From ; jejaka tampan plus funny
From ; jejaka tampan plus funny


20th May 2020; Cik rania akhirnya siap report fin348 dia. Mantapp thats mygirl. Muka happy tu jelas terpancar yee hahahah. Raya dah dekat dah. First raya for us as partner. But takleh raya. Cedihnyaa huhuks. Takpe yg penting stay safe okie. Jaga diri ye cik buah hati 


21st May 2020; Good day but not so good. So just so soo. Keep chill honey bunny. Imhere for u. Will always be. Missing you a lot. I hope u will be fine. Sunthai. Nothing can stop me to love you. I hold our promise until the last of my breath. Lastly, love youu

22nd May 2020; Seharian di palau. Cik rania merajok. Saya nk pujuk tak berapa reti. So buat jelah apa yg terfikir dlm otak. Im sorry honey. Btw i miss you a lot pretty princess. Rindu nk makan mcd sesama 


23rd May 2020; Rindu kian membara la cik rania. Jagadiri baikbaik okie. Got my eyes on u even from far. Esok raya dah. Tapi takpelah raya online dgn awak pun okay sayang. Asalkan stay together. Meloveyouuu
24th May 2020; its been like what 4? 5? Days of ariff najmi continuing this thread hiks
Selamat Hari Raya sayang
i minta maaf dari hujung kaki sampai hujung rambut 
& im going to make u annoy with me again 
i love you
thank you for the duit raya 











25th May 2020; its been while i taking my turn to make a new thread for this section. Srsly i missing my girl so much brah. I feel like one year doo tak jumpa. Srs i wish i can be there for her and cheer her up. Make everything that can make her smile and keep laughing. ily bby

26th May 2020; terciduk dua2 bangun lambat harini wtf 
btw i managed to puasa for the second day today. Hopefully sampai habis lah sbb rasa malas nak puasa tu membuak ye gais
& ariff najmi SUMPAH ANNOYING TU SIKIT SIKIT JE LAAA EEEE




27th May 2020; we as student receive some a bad news for our studies. Last sem doii. Tak bagi chance la. But nvm, both of us will do our best for our diploma. Maybe harder, but insyaAllah i will always support my baby. U can do it princess. Imhere. Will always loving you

28th May 2020; ahgdhagshahs i miss u & i love u ariff najmi. Thank you for making me happy everyday hiks
& thank you for helping me when kena soal dgn sir tadi dehek 

so like until last year nih tak leh jumpa awak ke?




29th May 2020; I got some food from family mart and babygirl went out to sunway. Uyoo taknak kalah hahahah. Untung mall open lgi. Sini aeon terus gone. Tutup terus najooo. Pishangg. Imissyouu. And rinduu doo nk jalan jalan even kt segamat. Loveyou sweetheart 


30th May 2020; Its been a long day and cik rania already in sleep mood. Penat sgt. Ciann dia. And i pun pening pening. Lama sgt tak bersukan ni. Keras kaki ni tak training. Btw i missing you a lot. Takecaree baby and i love youu 


31st May 2020; i made popiah carbonara & it taste SO FREAKING GOOD O EM G 
i feel like crying when eating it. Do u get me? 

& today ariff najmi wake me up. O em g his gentle voice always laaahh make me cair aigooo 

rindunya awakkk 












1st June 2020; people said kita mcm ni sbb baru lagi in relationship, betul ke sayang?
i dont think what they said are true. Btw when can i see u f2f? Rindunya 


lama sangat ni tak jumpa






2nd June 2020; the kings dah menarik perhatian i sekarang. Patutler u cakap best eh sayang. Masyeh masyeh for best kdrama and movie. Btw imissingyou a lot. I wish i can be there for u. Jagadiri baikbaik okie. Iloveyou a lot 


3rd June 2020; happy 6th sayang @arf_njmi to more days, months, years with you okei 


lebih2 kat ws dah sikit sikit je. LOVE U 








4th June 2020; Missingyou a lot today. Damn bila boleh jumpa. Sumpah rindu. Haih kenapa i kt johor, u kt selangor cinta. Takpelah takecare tauu. Meloveyouu noor rania izzah 






5th June 2020; in the mood to piss off ariff najmi. So stay tuned ye sayang. Im going to make u annoy with me 


6th June 2020; Cik rania sakan makan besar yee. Food is happiness gitu. Thats good. Im happy to see u happy sayang. Meloveyouu always 




7th June 2020; i love you @arf_njmi
8th June 2020; im going to spam pictures of my boyfriend. CUZ GE LOOK SOOO GOOOOOODDD & he's wearing the sweatshirt that i gave him 




9th June 2020; group dah start buat law and saya blank gaiss. Tengok cik rania and the geng buat. Hainajooo. Kepala blank gaiss. Btw i missing mygirl so much doooo. When can i meet her 






10th June 2020; rasa bersalah tu banyak sebab mmg tahu salah. Tapi hmmm ni la sebab dia i taknak duduk rumah. Nak study payah. Mcm mcm la kena buat kt rumah. Im sorry for everything bby 

. I lepasni sound je kalau kena buat pape. May Allah ease everything for this sem 







11th June 2020; barai buat assignment. Baru research dah penat. Lembik cik rania. Cian diaa. InsyaAllah we can do it for this sem honey. Cmonnn. Imissyouuu a lot dooo 






12th June 2020; for the past 3 days ariff najmi yg sambung thread ni sbb i marah dgn dia hahahahah. Dgn suara gigil cakap' takpelah i sambung buat u punya thread'
i dont deserve this man do sumpah 
i love u sayang 
thank u for being so kind & patience when handling me





13th June 2020; umobile buat hal lagi gaiss. Berat kepala otak ni. Menyirap eh layan. Dah bayar tauu. Ciannn babygirl gue. Im sorry baby 



. Damn imissyouuu so much 

. Getwellsoon baby. Keep stronger honey 














14th June 2020; i dont what is rest, what is sleep & what is rania anymore. Bangun tidur terus hadap assignment. Even now i still hadap assignment. Penat gila tapi nak buat mcm mana , dah nak habis diploma dah pon
stay strong & i love you ariff najmi. Will never leaving u


15th June 2020; alhamdulillah vid fin327 tu dah nk siap. Tinggal 10% lgi pastu settle. Report on the way. Kasi mantap. Mybaby smile again. I love it. And i miss her so bad. Keep smile honey cause happiness is yours right now. I will make sure abt it. Takecaree and love youu

16th June 2020; ariff najmi dah tidur
rindunya 

sian dia penat drive
takpalah u tidur dulu k. I love you 







17th June 2029; Alhamdulillah we already submit our vid assignment fin327. Next step, siapkan assignment yg lain pulak. Btw pkul 4.00 pagi kena gerak segamat. Cantik pkul 8 kena berpijak di bumi segamat. Btw missingyouuu. Iloveyouu 






18th June 2020; get well soon. Tak mau demam2, makan ubat. Esok nak siapkan assignment. Love u
19th June 2020; mcm biasa smbung assignment lgi bossque. Missing mygirl so much. Ngantuk plus penat semua ade kt muka cik rania. GG baby. We can do it. Iloveyouu cutiepie 




20th June 2020; missing cik rania so much. Dia ajar buat assignment fin mcm boleh jadi lect bossque. And now dia still hadap assignment. Saya sudah KO. Pedih mata ni layan excel lama lama. Thankyou fr being mygirl. Im glad that i meet u honey. Takecare esok pi uitm segamat

21st June 2020; penat nak mampus gi segamat semata buat clearance erk!! 
pastu sendu tengok uitm sbb rindu kawan2 dgn rindu ariff najmi sekali 
takpelah, nanti ada jodoh kita jumpa lagi okey





22 nd June 2020; missing mygirl so much. Dia ajar saya lgi buat assignment fin gaiss. Thankyou for everything. I love you always. Gonna be there for u forever. I will always support u babygirl. Lats but not last, meloveyouuu 




23rd June 2020; many assignments to go. & i am beyond tired to do any of that. But nak tak nak kena push lah kan? To my boyfriend @arf_njmi jangan give up otei. Love u 


24th June 2020; Thanks for everyhing until now honey. Odl srsly sakit. Rela amik final kalau mcm ni punya penat. Imissyouu. And i want u know that i really love you noor rania izzah 


26th June 2020; Cik rania got some test for FIN348. Hoping she doing good in her test. Aaminn. Missing her a lot. And hv a lot of assignment that we need to do. Sabar sikit je. We can do it baby. Meloveyoumoree 




27th June 2020; few more days & im done with this bullshit. Capek amat ni 


nak nanes rindu nak tengok movie dgn ariff najmi aaaaa 






28th June 2020; Cik rania pekena king cran jpoo. Arghh sedappp bossqueee. Im not strong. And dia plus makin cute share share barang makeup and her fav bottle that i give at Segamat. Missingyou and love youu princess 




29th June 2020; off day. Malas nak sentuh assignment apa2 sbb kepala badan semua tak larat. & alhamdulillah harini siap 4 assignment. Kau hado? Hiks. No wonder people are calling me a workaholic pric lol. & haih ariff najmi marah la tadi aaaalaaaaa 


30th June 2020; Esok submit vid and assignment. 2/7 last submit assignment. I boleh layan lgi. Cik rania tu haih makan tak jaga, rehat tak jaga. Takpelah ikit lgi. All the best fr everything baby. I dari jauh doakan semua baikbaik fr u princess. Imissyou
From yrman 'ariff najmi'
From yrman 'ariff najmi'
1st July 2020; i swear to god like we dont even have time to eat. Assignment due 2/7. & i have test on that day too. & im not gonna post any of the videos bcs there's nothing more left except the one that i want to keep for myself and him
@arf_njmi love u!

2nd July 2020; two assignments done, 1 final test done. Im leggit dead. Extremely tired. I am thinking about posting the paragraphs that ariff najmi wrote for me. But its kinda cringy + privacy. Lets just keep it like this. Just words. Unless ariff wants to post vids or pics

3rd July 2020; happy 7th months baby. Imissyou alot. Bila boleh jumpaa hmmmm. Jagadiri tauu. Thanks for every moments sayang. I really really really love you noor rania izzah binti hamzah 




4th July 2020; missing my girl a lot. U know wht? I tidur pkul 8 tunggu u punya call hahahah. I tahan je mata ngantuk ni. Tapi takpelah i faham. I love you and miss you. Jagadiri baikbaik. Im sorry for everything 

. One day we will meet again. Sumpah la rindu



6th July 2020; Cik rania dah kerja. Paling awal. Saya masih menunggu orang call. Baru masuk kerja. Haiyoo oshan cuti duit tak beranak. Missing mygirl so much. Btw kerjaa molek. Got my eyes on u honey 


7th July 2020; Lazy day. But i still looking forward for a job when semester break. Missing mygirl somuch. Takecaree. Kerja molek ye sayang. Btw esok dia test. So all the best honey. I know u can do it. Saranghae 


8th July 2020; test 1 Fin320 settle, tinggal lagi satu test. Pastu law & then done sem 4. Rindu ariff najmi weh 


lama gila tak jumpa, 4 months dah aaaa :( dah la nak nangis 






9th July 2020; tired day for cik rania. Ciann dia. Take yr rest baby. Esok kerja molek. Imissyouu. InsyaAllah we will meet in future. Wait for me okie? Gonna meet u and make yr smile again. Meloveyouu 






10th July 2020; harini saya dpt durian hihiks. Lama dah ngidam uiii. Btw missing mygirl so much. Harini manja amat. Cutee doooo. Baikbaik esok pi KL. Got my eyes on u baby. Meloveyouuu. Lots of love 










11th July 2020; Cik rania go back to her hometown at Kuala Lumpur for community services with her family and me hadap law for a long time. Dari siang smpai skrg. Benda boleh siap lama dah tapi tulah tak siap. Missing mygirl so much. I love you babygirl 


12th July 2020; We manage to submit our last assignment and alhamdulillah everything was good. Thanks to Allah. Btw i missing mygirl so much. Takecare wherever u at baby. Got my eyes on u 




13th July 2020; first day kerja. Baraiii ugek. Even tak penat. Maklum la dah biasa baring je manjang. Ciann babygirl i. Tak sempat nk layan dia. Tahu tahu dah tidur. Take yr rest baby. Missyou and loveyouu from yr man. Ariff Najmi 


14th July 2020; missing mygirl so much. InsyaAllah we will meet again in future. Gonna make yr smile and keep laughing about everything. Just keep taking care of yrself from any danger. Got my eyes on u like always honey 


15th July 2020; alhamdulillah sem 4 dah settle. Boleh la layan drama and movie balik cam dulu right baby? Missing you a lot. Cant wait to see u in future. Takecaree and meloveyou 




16th July 2020; its been awhile since i continue this thread hehehehhe cowy ariff najmi 
now , drama marathon ler apa lagi en en
tapi @arf_njmi rilek jap! Jgn laju sangat habiskan drama tu
love u!! Rindu nak makan sama2 dgn awak 





