˗ˏˋ ღ 𝟹𝟼6 ᴅᴀʏs ღ ˎˊ˗
with Im Changkyun

2020 will be a leap year, one more day to love and appreciate this boy Although even a whole eternity wouldn't be enough to show him as much love as he deserves

A thread for @OfficialMonstaX #IM
Done with @wonho_bunbun

Day 1

I hope the first day of the new year has gone well for you~! There's a saying that whatever you do on January 1st will be what you do during the whole year so-
I hope you've been nothing but happy today!

Day 2

I don't have much to say today apart from I love you

Day 3

I have an exam today and I needed a little support here with me, so you're coming with me, even if just on a photocard~
This is one of my favorites ><

Day 4

I wish I could tell you... a lot of things, but just know for now my heart is yours and I believe in you.
You're beautiful and amazing.

Day 5

Every time I'm feeling any kind of negative, 99% of the times you help me get better~. I'm grateful that you exist ><

Day 6

𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕔𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕪 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕚𝕗 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕧𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕖𝕥.

Day 7

ᴴᵉʸ
D͙i͙d͙ ͙y͙o͙u͙ ͙k͙n͙o͙w͙ ͙t͙h͙a͙t͙ ͙I͙ ͙l͙o͙v͙e͙ ͙y͙o͙u͙~͙?͙

Day 8

I had another exam today, last one for the semester, but it was so goddamn frustrating what happened, you're the reason I could keep my calm. All I have to do is listen to you~

You are my medicine.

Day 9

𝐿𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑡 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡

Day 10

Today I woke up from a dream with you, and @wonho_bunbun and Wonho and Hyungwon and it was wonderful TT At least I'm going to have something to keep me going for a few hours~

Day 11

𝘗𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺.
𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴.

Day 12

I want to tell you that you're doing amazing. If you need a break, then take proper rest, you don't have to act strong when you don't feel it~. I will love and support you always.

Day 13

𝔽𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕪 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖.

Day 14

Please tell me it's you who's behind today's crutches, I believe it's you, I want to hold your hand so bad, it really feels like you see us. If you see this and things are well, first of all I love you, second of all please post something with in it during the week TT

Day 15

C͙o͙m͙p͙l͙e͙t͙i͙n͙g͙ ͙t͙h͙e͙ ͙p͙u͙z͙z͙l͙e͙ ͙o͙f͙ ͙h͙a͙p͙p͙i͙n͙e͙s͙s͙
͙T͙h͙e͙ ͙f͙i͙n͙i͙s͙h͙e͙d͙ ͙p͙i͙c͙t͙u͙r͙e͙ ͙i͙s͙ ͙y͙o͙u͙r͙ ͙s͙m͙i͙l͙i͙n͙g͙ ͙f͙a͙c͙e͙

Day 16

𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕖𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦?

𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕤𝕠.

Day 17

You're beautiful.

Day 18

The way I want to love you is overwhelming.
Anyway.
Did you know that glasses look incredible on you? You don't wear them enough in my opinion~.

Day 19

"𝕄𝕪 𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕀 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕣𝕪 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟
𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕀 𝕤𝕒𝕨 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕀 𝕗𝕖𝕝𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕀 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕖𝕝𝕥
ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕣 𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕪 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖"

Day 20

I'ₘ ᵢₙ ₗₒᵥₑ wᵢₜₕ yₒₒₒₒₒᵤᵤᵤᵤ
ᴹᵃʸᵇᵉ ᵃ ˡᶦᵗᵗˡᵉ ᵗᵒᵒ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ᵀᵀ

Day 21

𝟝:𝟙𝟜𝔸𝕄

𝕄𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥'𝕝𝕝 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥.
𝕄𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕀 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕞𝕪 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕔𝕣𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥.

Day 22

If people ask where you are, I can answer that.
ᴵⁿ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ- ᵗʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ- ᴵ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ-

Day 23

There are so many accounts pretending to be you/roleplaying as you saying things like "I'm not Im Changkyun, but I can be your Changkyun", and as amusing as it is, I'm faithful to the only true one Even if that means-...
A lot of stuff I'm not gonna list here lmfao

Day 24

Another sad night
Another day of regrets
And in the end I still turn back to you as if my love for you wasn't one of the deadliest personal poisions

Day 25

You're already in your birthday, but probably, or, hopefully asleep~. Make sure to get out of bed with your right foot and start the day well! I hope you'll celebrate properly You better eat the fanciest cake! Or whatever you desire~
I love you dork

Day 26!

Now a proper Happy Birthday from me to you with this~! Above and before all, I wish for you to be healthy, supported, loved, genuinely happy and yourselfPlease accept this small gift! It's simple, but if you ever see, I hope you like it ><
#HBDtoIM
@OfficialMonstaX

Day 27

Have I told you yet that your English is one of my favorite things~? King of Boston~

Day 28

You melt my heart under a millisecond

Day 29

"Who do you love?"
There's no him, it's just you.
Nobody else can get through.

Day 30

I really want to make you laugh one day like you make me laugh in my everyday life~
I hope it can become real

Day 31

A whole month has passed of 2020, or MMXX if you will~.
Another whole month of loving you.
Today was really a handful, looking at you, simply scrolling through my gallery of your pictures calmed me a lot~

Day 32

𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑦
𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒,
𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠,
𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑒𝑎.

Day 33

You know, sometimes you really twist my soul in every painful direction. It's not your fault.
I was the one who fell, you can't help it.
I struggle, cry and wish, I promise things, and yet, at the end of the day

I still love you.
How stupid, right?
I'm sorry.

Day 34

I've been so tired today, all I can think of is curling up with you under a soft blanket and sleeping. I'm pretty sure you would be a softie cuddling and caressing the other person because you're just that sweet TT

Day 35

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you i love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love y

Day 36

I'm sure you would reassure me and hopefully be proud so I'm writing out what got me calmer today, I found what university to go to after so long~! Just have to submit the papers in a few days.
It's for you and all present/future idols!

Day 37

I'm just falling further and further every day, I don't think anything can save me now, really~
You're impossible to not love, everything about you makes my heart skip beats down to your smallest cells and neuron connections

Day 39

Yes, I slacked a day because of life situations but I'm back for the next day.
These days are difficult.
I'm sure you would try to comfort me as a monbebe in vain, because you're just that type of warm, sensitive person. And I'd need it too TT
Always know, I love you

Day 40

I'll be brief today:

You're perfect in a way nobody else can pull off

Day 41

How awesome it would be if I knew you in real life. We could hang out and comfort each other in hard times if everyone had time for it. If you felt snuggly, my arms would be open for you, if you felt down, my heart would be open too.
@OfficialMonstaX

Day 42

Can I just say how proud I am of you? For developing so much over the years? You already are #1 rapper, but now you're also singing next to that through hard work to better yourself, dedication, talent, persistence, and my heart blows up hearing you sing confidently now

Day 43

It's been a while that I did the mbbsd! Today I actually felt like doing it~
This is one of my absolute favorite looks on you, I love that you have affinity for science, I'd so want to hear you talk about those things and get to know your brain TT https://twitter.com/JackHonim/status/1227703238335574017

Day 44

Today I thought I lost my pin that I have of you and I panicked, you jumped off my bag but it turns out you were waiting for me in my car in the driver's seat. Don't scare me like that again please!

Day 45

It has been Valentine's day today. Thank you for being monbebes', and this way, my valentine too. It wasn't as lonely this way~
I love you a lot even if you won't ever know, I love you no matter what

Day 46

Hey Kyun, the psychic bebes are buzzing from your energy, what are you up to? I've had anxiety since I got up and it's only getting worse, I know you're doing well, I trust you but sdkjgh somebody will need to hold me or I'll go crazy

I need peace.

Day 47

You went live in the middle of the night for me and I squealed so much I woke up with a sore throat><
I couldn't stop smiling through the whole time, your whole existence is so endearing, I love you so much, hearing you sing was a blessing too
I got exactly 126 pics~~

Day 48

The way you shine
and take what's mine
My freedom and my sanity
but I don't mind honestly

I'm in love and that will stay
I'm only sorry 'cause I can't say
But you're perfect
And nothing
can change
my view
of that.

@OfficialMonstaX

Day 49

Thank you for making me realize that I have to better myself... for myself, not just others, in order to be happy. I'm going to work hard on that this year, I'm hoping motivation will stay with me. Will you stay with me too?

Day 50

Half a hundred days have already passed by from the year it's kind of baffling. I hope you're doing okay, you seem to be enjoying promotions! I love to see you smile
You keep on melting my heart in new ways, I wish one day I'll melt yours, if for just a second, too~

Day 51

On this day I shall say a bad pickup line

Are you Area 51? Because I want to know your secrets and infiltrate you (with my feelings). 9.20 might have been the original date for that but how about 2.20 for our date~?

(Government don't come for me I'm joking thx)

Day 52

I wanna say thank you to you today because after this bad day, you were the one reason that made me smile~. Your clown post over Shownu felt like a present, you post today out of all days, loving you and hence having you on my cake was the next thingWith purple for you~

Day 53

You're a wonderful human being, can I emphasize how much I love that you love monbebe so much and you keep showing it?
I love you more though and I'm really really sure of that, not an argument topic, a fact.

Day 54

I've been dreaming every single night and I haven't been able to recall any of them so far and it frustrates me because I feel like they would be important. Help me remember them please, would you give me the honors of appearing in my dream tonight?

Day 55

You know what I would really like to experience? A person can dream, I probably won't get to, but, the way you hug people. Sometimes holding their heads. It must be so comforting, I'm sure it would have me forget all the problems for at least a few seconds TT

Day 56

Today I played some volleyball with a group of people from my high school and I was thinking about you, I'm sure that you like sports too and I want to try playing with you. Pretty sure you'd beat my ass, you're good at everything you try but I'd have fun~!

Day 57

Hands. That is all for today, I love your hands and I hope I can hold them one day TT They're beautiful, and probably soft and warm too.

Day 58

I want you only. In the purest meaning. Your affection, your love, your touch. Not someone else.

What a tragic, lame love story.

Day 59

I was reminded today how tiring travelling can be so I'm just sending you even more strength from now on for when you do! If I could travel with you though, I'd forget what's sleep or meals on time just so I'm always available to get going TT

Day 60

Ey you lampboi
I love you
You brighten up my life~
You bring light into my heart

Day 61

Today I found this picture and my heart skipped a beat. You're so beautiful, and when I use that word, I include everything, looks, personality, mannerism, habits, I mean the whole person. I love you the way you are. The only fault is we don't know each other.

Day 62

I hope you're having a very good time at home with the other members, you all deserve it TT All of you have different struggles but same at the same time, and I know for a fact you're one of the pillars, I believe in you like that. Please make sure you rest Stay healthy

Day 63

Suits really suit you~

I'm making more and more puns as the time goes goodbye. I hope you won't throw me out xD

Day 64

What a good nerd number, my stack of days is full now~. Time to start next stack.

Today, as you said so as well, that Monbebe should think of you, I was already thinking of you, because I shopped for clothes and finally got my first e-boy clothing piece! You #1 e-boy ily

Day 65

𝟭:𝟮𝟲𝗔𝗠
𝗛𝗲𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲, 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹, 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝗜 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂~
ₛₑₙₜ

Day 66

There are lots of thoughts in my head, no space to, neither a wish to write them down publicly, but the end of the line is that I really wish I wasn't such a broken human. If somebody loved me a quarter as much as I love you, I'd already question them and apologize
Sorry.

Day 67

We soft today.
And wholesome.
You might never know I exist but I at least have the opportunity to be putting my love out there for you. One day it might reach you, not in a form where it'll be known it's from me, but I hope you'll feel it nevertheless~
I luh u

Day 68

"𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖'𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕕𝕠 𝕠𝕣 𝕤𝕒𝕪
𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕖𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕡𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕪 𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦.
𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠, 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦..."

Day 69

I'm 12 years old I'm sorry but
N i c e .
Okay. Now that that's out of the way, I'm hoping you wouldn't throw me out for this, I love you dafjgjk
Even with my memelord ass, let me stay please

Day 70

I didn't get any ss-s but the Vlive today was awesome TT Even if I kinda felt like you weren't exactly in the mood for it, I'm proud of you and all were lovely.
Your charismatic personality draws me in each and every day, you're the bluelight for my nightbug brain

Day 71

Hey, are you guys working behind the backs of everyone over there~? Please tell me everything is going alright TT
I hope all of you stay safe and healthy.
I know how confident, determined and intelligent you are, you have all of my trust for everything Kyunnie~

Day 72

The dilemmas you put me into sometimes....
And I still love you, how about that
I feel like this won't be something I can easily overcome, you're too perfect, snatched my heart under a snap and although you play with it (probably unintentionally), it's still yours, sigh

Day 73

Woke up from a dream where I was facing a grey friendly wolf who kept waiting for me to follow it despite me telling it to go ahead, such bright blue eyes that I looked into too, to Dany right across my face and your name was loud in my mind when I became conscious-

Day 74

HAPPIEST DAY OF THE YEAR YET
Please say you guys celebrated it properly~!
Thank you a million times for being so strong through the whole thing and for supporting us silently and the members any way you can, I'm so proud of you TT
Let's wait for his return together~

Day 75

Today was a national holiday here and eveything was closed and it would've been the perfect day to just stay inside and watch something and just hang out at home basically and I can't not think about how good it would've been with you because you're a perfect companion TT

Day 76

How are you handling everything over there? These days are really busy and full of lots of emotions, I really hope you have a way to let off steam, and you're taking care of yourself well~. Eat well, stay healthy and do something that makes you smile~
I love you

Day 77

77~
I was watching a video earlier and you're singing so much lately and it's making my heart go crazy every time, I could listen all day long, and it makes me want to sing along TT
It would be fun to make a song together just as a little sidetrack from life~

Day 78

What would you know~!
Today is exactly my 514th day with @OfficialMonstaX.
I just want to say thank you for giving me an opportunity to belong and to love properly, all of you. I might have fallen for Changkyun, but I love all 7.
And I'll always be by your sides.

Day 79

Those cheeks deserve a kiss TT
And maybe a poke onto the most adorable dimples~
I love you

Day 80

I just want to experience what it would be like to get into the car and drive aimlessly in the night with you, ending up away from everything and just talk about life stuff and stuff beyond life.
But it's apparently too much to ask from the universe, if I'm asking it.

Day 81

I hope you're staying healthy out there, and taking lots of rest while this is going down~.
Make sure to stay hydrated and eat well especially in a time like this.
Please be well

Day 82

Today was a wild day but I really hope everything is going well over there and plans are as you intend them to be.
I thought about spending time today~. A skin care night! Relaxing and taking care of the body, hair, face, wouldn't it be nice? TT
With chill music~

Day 83

𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕔𝕣𝕒𝕫𝕪 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕖
𝔾𝕠 𝕒𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕒𝕔𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕖
𝕃𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕀 𝕘𝕠𝕥-

Seᵛᵉʳᵃˡ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵍˢ ᵒⁿ ᵐʸ ᵐᶦⁿᵈ ᵃᶜᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ, ᴵ'ᵐ ᶦⁿ ˡᵒᵛᵉ-

Day 84

My brain shut down at the same time as my heart came alive when I looked at you
No thoughts
All the feelings
I fell
For you

Day 85

Today, instead of the Sun, you were the warm shine I woke up to and I couldn't take my eyes off you for minutes TT
Especially your eyes

Day 86

Things have been looking pretty up so far~! I'm really hoping they will go well only, from now on.
Today I got reminded how much I have in common with you and I can't lie it always makes my heart skip a beat TT Knowing you like similar things

Day 87

I'm watching a movie that Wonho recommended to monbebe with my best friend and let me tell you, after having watched Perfume because of you, it's really making me see more in depth how complex and amazing you guys are as human beings and I'm genuinely happy to know of you

Day 88

The way I love you probably won't change even if I want it to
I'm slowly starting to accept my fate
A fate of solitude
I'm going to be putting out the energy of this love into the world in hopes it reaches you and makes you feel better nevertheless
You deserve to be loved

Day 89

I wonder what you'd say to me if you knew me. I have so much to say to you, even without knowing you well, as we aren't in contact, I can't know you well. If you knew a simple fact about me, or a memory, or a hobby, a thing I like... if you knew me...
What would you say?

Day 90

I hope that you have everything you need, and will get what you want and deserve

Day 91

Slowly but surely passing over the year.
Each day going by with my heart taken and locked by you, oh boi
You're enchanting, I can't help it~

Day 92

Sometimes I wonder if you're human because you really don't feel like something as ordinary as that. There's more to you. You have power.
Elegant, smart like a vampire.
Powerful, strong like a demon.
Majestic, protective like a werewolf.
But oh so angelic on top of all...

Day 93

You know it's really baffling to me that you're exhibiting such a wild aura but at the end of the day, you're one of the softest people ever and it makes me want to protect you and give you everything because you deserve nothing less

Day 94

I was wondering if you have a driver's licence or not, maybe it's just me but I haven't seen you drive before!
However, you look so expensive and elegant getting into or out of the cars, like royalty.
May I be your driver~?

Day 95

Your whole being is so endearing, all I have to do is look at you basically exist and be yourself, and I'm melting because you're just so incredibly enchanting, your mannerisms, your voice, the way you speak, or laugh, your movement-
In short, I love everything about you

Day 96

You blessed my morning with a live on the 96th day of the year, as you were born in 96, I find that endearing~
You might've sung your heart out, but you, yet again, sung your way INTO mine
You have improved so much, your voice is so clear and stable now, I'm so proud TT

Day 97

As it's the birthday of my best friend, I couldn't help but think about how awesome it would be to organize a party with you, you're creative, ambitious and a really soft person, it would be the best thing to plan anything with you
Maybe one day

Day 98

Can we go get bubble tea together one day please~? I'd like to invite you It's finally nice outside again. Masks and distance kept of course-
Or if you'd like, I can make some at home~. I learnt how to
Let's listen to music and enjoy a happy conversation. Please~?

Day 99

Now this is my birthyear~!
It might not be special to anybody else, it might straight up be trivial but I personally find it... what's a good word, soft akfjghd

Today I'm just gonna scream, maybe you'll hear one day:

I LOVE YOU!!

Day 100

What a day~!! One hundred days have passed from 2020 and I'm still loving you like nothing else matters.
I hope you're doing okay Kyun
The magazine front page you did?
King behaviour, I love it so damn much~

Day 101

WHAT A DAMN DAY, for multiple reasons but-
I'm so happy that the hardest part is over with the fight TT
Everybody worked hard, you 7 did, we monbebe did, and it was worth it.
Thank you for being such a strong support pillar for all of us, I love you

Day 102

It's a little weird to be writing 3 digit numbers from now on but the rest of the year will be spent like this, so I'll get used to it~

There is no day going by where I don't think about you... and it has been that way for over a year.

Day 103

Have you ever thought about what life would be like if you chose to work with your father in science areas?
I think it would really suit you. Maybe in that universe, I didn't give up my dream to be a doctor either. Maybe we could've worked together by accident~

Maybe...

Day 104

You make marketing so easy, I wanna try all the things you try or release sdkjghf and you know what's sad, I can't allow it so I just end up happy that you're this diverse but also devastated about the fact I can't have it
The solutions to get them aren't that nice>->

Day 105

I always see these "do you ever need a 10 minute hug but from a specific person?" posts and I can't help but think about you.
Wow I'm being so sappy with these skjdg
But yes, I'd really like a long-ass hug from you TT

Day 106

"𝓛𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓮,
𝓨𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓸𝓯"

Day 107

The cleanse for my eyes
The healing for my ears
The soothing for my mind
The happiness for my sad heart

The love of my life.

Day 108

The way I want to just cuddle for 3 hours- TT

Day 109

I promise with my whole heart to you that no matter what happens, I can speak in the name of many, we are going to be here.
For you. For all of you.
I can assure you that we will protect you. Let's keep going together.

@OfficialMonstaX @official__wonho

Day 110

Can you tell me what you were fed to groW UP TO BE SO FINE???
I demand answers.

Day 111

Do you like back hugs? I'd give you a lot of them if I could TT

Day 112

"𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛'
𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢
𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑔𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑜𝑢𝑠
𝑆𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡"

Day 113

Always before a comeback...
Something is really suspicious.
But none of us are going to back down from keeping you guys safe and we'll make this your best comeback. We say it every comeback and we intend on keeping that promise. Every cb we can aim higher. Let's go.

Day 114

I want to get to know you. Even just as far, far aquaintances it would be amazing.

Day 115

How is everything you do, so aesthetic?

Maybe because with your birth, beauty was brought into the world...

Day 116

What's up with you and your love for cats~?
I'm happy to tell we got 2 of them cuties and you can take a selca with both~!
As long as I can take one with the cat named Changkyun Aka you~

Day 117

𝕀 𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕙 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.

Day 118

There is no day where I don't wonder what it would be like to meet you and to talk to you.
Even just a few words.
I really... don't have a lot I want to do in life. Not a lot of purpose. But this is something I can't let go of.

Day 119

𝓖𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓴𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝓲𝓽 𝓼𝓲𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓽𝓸𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓽𝓸𝓸.
𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓼𝓪𝔂 𝓲𝓼 𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾.

Day 120

Let me hold those hands one day, please, I want nothing more TT

Day 121

𝕀 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕠𝕜𝕒𝕪.

Day 122

𝓞𝓱 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓪𝓾𝓰𝓱, 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝔀 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓰𝓵𝓾𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮𝓷 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽.
..-. .. -..- -- .

Day 123

Watch how the sun lights up your whole being. It gives you warmth and makes your body create things you need.
Right?

You are my sun. Your shine reaching me has the same effect, it hugs me warmly and produces something I need. Happiness.

Day 124

Every day I'm thankful that an angel has decided to live among us humans and bless us with his presence and everything he brings into our world.
Thank you Changkyun TT

Day 125

After hearing about Shownu, I can't help but worry about all of you, especially taken how everyone said you all looked tired on live. I missed it but if everyone thought it, it's probably not someone's hallucination.
Please, take care of yourself Changkyun
I love you

Day 126

You're really out there being the literal love of my life without even knowing I exist huh!
I wonder what you're up to~
I hope you're having a good time with your brothers and your circle of friends And that work isn't stressing you out

Day 127

𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑦 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑒𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑖𝑠
𝑀𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑒
𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑓
𝑂𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑦𝑛𝑐ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑧𝑒

Day 128

Today I had the luck of having prepared food right before bear dad's live and I could eat while he was too, and it made me think about having that with the other members, and then I thought about you and it might not even be a good idea because my heart would explode

Day 129

Another day where you shined your talent, this time with Elhae. Making music, composing it, writing lyrics, singing this time and sounding amazing too I-
I'm just happy that I found you
I love you

Day 130

The happiness when I opened Vlive and it was you is indescribable
Even if it was a relatively shorter one, just spending time with you like this made my day TT Thank you for spending some time live with us

Day 131

You would make an amazing superhero, but you don't have to make any effort because you're already my personal hero
Dork, my heart beats for you

Day 132

I'm super happy that you know how good looking you are. Genuinely. I would be ready to move mountains to show you how fantastic you are as an existence.

Day 133

You know how they say your pupils dilate when you look at somebody/something you love?

Now you know why my eyes are black when I'm looking at you.

Day 134

(514 KST time)
It's been 5 wonderful years since with you included, MX formed, and I can't be thankful enough for that happening. I would be missing a huge chunk if this group didn't exist, thank you for everything
I hope you're ALL celebrating at home. All 7~

Day 135

514 LT
A soundless, lonely post
In the vast nothing
Of the endless web
On its way reaching
Out to be heard
By the 7 member king
Group of music
Will travel forever
So let me say just this:
Thank you for everything
@OfficialMonstaX @official__wonho
#5YearsWithMONSTAX7

Day 136

Do you sometimes question the demons
because they're so beautiful
they seem to be angels?
Blinding you, decieving you,
taking what makes you, you.
And not even in the way you think they would.
You don't realize in time.
You'll just wake up and realize you lost yourself.

Day 137

(To the beat of Jooheon's alligator rap)
Hello
I'm in- I'm in love with you
W a t c h o u t
For people who take your heart rudely
Danger
Look at me and tell me this is childish
How
I don't care you won't get it eiTHER

Day 138

As you would say

"I'm broken, come and fix me"

But you can't, so I'll have to do it myself.
Sounding selfish has become a frequent thing for me, forgive me. You "raised me" better than this as a monbebe.
But I forgot how to behave.
All I know is I love you.

Day 139

You take up my heart
You occupy my mind
It's insane how much I've
Thought of you day and night

I feel like I'll m going crazy
Going deeper and hazy
On the outside I might look lazy
But I'm just stuck in a mental frenzy,
Save me
I love you baby

Day 140

These pictures give me such "studying with the best friend you're in love with" vibes and I'm both here for it and sad because I know you would make an amazing study buddy with your smarts and ability to focus and explain and I want it-
What a life it'd be, uni with you

Day 141

The angel yearning to go back to where he came from
But you're making the world a better place

Day 142

Models make the runway theirs.
But you make the world your own runway every time you step out of your home~

Day 143

I wish for one thing at the end of the day, and it's for you to be happy. I hope you're getting everything good you deserve because you deserve everything good.

Day 144

I seem to have forgotten why I started this thread in the first place, let me get back on track
How is it that every color suits you, no matter what it is? >< I have a suggestion, how about a strong mint green? Or some royal blue, for the king that you are~