— 366 days with my loves. ♡

— day 1

you girls deserve the spot for the first day! i want you to know that i love you all so much and that you deserve all the good things in the world, even if the world doesn’t deserve you. i will always be here for you. i love you, my one in a million. have a great year ♡

— day 2

hey love; the entire day i was thinking about how i denied that i ult you for almost 3 months!! but anyway, you did well today! my day wasn’t great i was physically and emotionally drained and i was unproductive. hopefully tomorrow’s better! let’s get some rest tonight!

— day 3

had to put the two of you today because i read a fic and it was the best fic ive read in a long time! it’s now my favorite!! just like the two of you; my favorites. i hope you’re getting enough rest and that you found reasons to smile today! i love you both so so much ♡

— day 4

you did well today!! i liked your makeup, it suited you! today i went back home and i read another good fic (ofc you were a character) i also finished another fic! im gonna go back to uni soon im scared that’s why ive been wriying a loy djdjdj i hope youre well angel ♡

— day 5

hi loves! i hope you’re resting well today! please take care of yourselves :(( and i’ll hope for minnie’s recovery! today was fun i managed to write and update after days of feeling insecure about it djfkfkf last weekend before uni starts hhhhh anyway . i love you ♡

— day 6

im sorry i forgot abt this fjjfjf i wasnt really feeling well that day my head was spinning so i rewatched videos and read fics/aus to calm me down! i managed to update one au that’s an accomplishment :D i hope you’re well, ji. i love you so much

— day 7

hi! i heard you’re going to the last fan sign and i’m so proud of you i hope you’re doing well!! today’s my last day at home bc im moving out tomorrow again for uni and i had mixed feelings djdjdk hopefully i’ll be fine jdjdkd we’ll be fine! i love you my strong sunshine

— day 8

moved back in to my condo unit today. officially registered for the sem. had a very long nap it was so refreshing because i only had three hours of sleep a while ago. already feeling lonely but i’ll be okay ♡ i love you both, you make every day a lot more beautiful

— day 9

went to the mall today and bought some stuff for uni tomorrow! im so scared fjdjdj that’s why im sleeping early hhh i have a 7 am and i have to walk for almost an hour just to get there sighh anyway i love you guys so so much nobody will ever compare <3 exo is exo!!!!!!!

― day 10

my phone screen was broken i really wanted to write bc i feel like sh/it and i couldn't do it so i feel so restless tonight i'm just going to read fics... i also missed q&a + innie's live :( hopefully i'll be fine tomorrow. i miss you sunshine i love you always, always.

― day 11

soft hours for the both of you rn! i think it started when minho's baby vids went viral and then jisung coming to the fansign and im just :( my day hasn't been the best it sucked a lot but you two make it more bearable!! i love you both so so much im proud of you

— day 12

can you believe it’s been one year since i decided that i’m gonna love you with a love that’s only meant for you? this day was better than the past ones i got my brother’s old phone (yay) and i had a really nice lunch! happy 1 year to us my main girl i love you so much!

— day 13

hi i miss you i just wanted to say that :< i forgot to post sighh i went to bed early but classes got suspended because of the volcanic activity im so scared i hope nobody gets hurt :(( anyway i just want to say i miss you and i love you i hope you’re doing well

— day 14

i cant believe it took me so long to finally admit that you have a special place in my heart. anw, ill make up for all the times i didnt get to say that i love you. classes were suspended today i got to rest but im still scared abt the situation. i hope youre well ilysm

— day 15

i forgot day 15 :( but!! i bought two stray kids albums! i am not and i am you <3 i also managed to update my hyunlix au despite the burdensome writer’s block i have!!! i gave you both up for ebg but i guess i just couldnt do it, ignore you i mean :( i love you so much!

— day 16

you were online today and i didnt even catch you because i was at choir practice :(( but i hope you had fun!!! i hope youre smiling today!! my day wasn’t really good i act like i’m happy and stuff but really i’m so so tired :( i love you junnie i hope youre doing well!

— day 17

today was very tiring and draining but i guess it’s better than yesterday! my math disc prof calls me “renjun stan” instead of my name (she’s a dreamzen too and she’s chenle biased!) i hope your day went well! saw the airport pics, get some rest! i love you a lot ♡

— day 18

wbk i suck at these hhhhh but anyway i was very productive! i got a lot of uni work done and i also had nice meals!!! home really is something else, right? i love these pictures of you both hhhhhh too bad im broke and i cant afford them Oh Well i love you still ♡

— day 19

hi! today wasn’t that great but i guess it’s still kind of okay? better than the rest? didnt get any uni work done (ill cram tomorrow hhh) but i did write quite a lot despite writer’s block!! anyway no matter what happens, i will always support all of you. i love you!

— day 20

a lot of things happened today! i had my first pe class then i had to spend a lot of money for lab and uni :( but hey! at least i got your selcas and the assurance that woojin is happy <3 feeling kinda nervous + defeated today i know i shouldnt but :( anw i love you sm!

— day 21

i suck at these i didnt update this thread :( but on this day i had choir practice again which means socializing and i think i did well? i wasnt awkward and the discomfort im feeling is decreasing! get some rest, okay? we all need it hehehe let’s keep ourselves happy :)

— day 22

this day wasn’t one of the best. i cried today after how long, and i guess that helped a lot. i wish it didn’t have to be like that but yeah. i’m starting to doubt and lose trust in myself even more. hope it’ll be okay. i hope you’re okay. i love you, we’ll be okay.

— day 23

didn’t get to post this day because i was tired :( i remember enjoying choir practice tho? that’s a start considering how much socializing takes a toll on my emotions hhhhh i love you i hope youre having fun on your break <3

— day 24

had a 2 hour free period and all me and my friends did was that bias sorter thing i did one for exo and well, i guess cbx really had a special place in my heart hhhh also minseok i miss you jongdae’s new song is >>> and baekhyun i hope you’re doing well ily all sm!!

— day 25

i was really productive today!! i also managed to nap <3 i updated a lot and i got uni stuff done!! this day was better than all the rest of this week combined fhdkfkf anyway you look like you’re having fun on your vacation and i’m glad!! rest lots and take care ily

— day 26

forgot about this thread again but :(( on this day i finished another au!! and i’m also kind of productive as well!! i really REALLY love your hair in these photos you suit it so much aaaaa i miss you and i hope you’re having fun on your break!!! ♡

— day 27

went back to manila today. had pe and well it was okay hehehe. choir practice was fun!! i got to socialize better than before!! i wasn’t really productive and i guess i just have that feeling that time spent not studying is time wasted and idk how to feel about that :(

— day 28

finally caught up! today was kinda productive in terms of things i really have to do and kinda not for things i dont have to do but want to do,, that was confusing but either way i got stuff done so that’s something!! you did well on your concert! i hope i see u soon

— day 29

i keep failing to keep this thread hhh but anyway! today was my mom’s birthday but i couldnt celebrate with my family because well i’m in my condo and i cant really go home i still have uni stuff,,, i miss her. oh, i heard you’re growing your hair long again! :o ily!!

— day 30

today was the ticket reservation day. i also had choir practice. i had to excuse myself a lot of times from practice to go out and get some signal and try to reserve a ticket but the website kept crashing and i was really devastated. take care always, i love you.

— day 31

these pictures weren’t taken this day but oh well! today i found out that all my efforts for the ticket reservation paid off and that i actually got a slot! i’m seeing nct dream hopefully, i see you guys too! another ticketing war i’m willing to f/ight hhh ily!!!

— day 32

i was very productive today!!! i studied math and endured chem lab tasks and idk i just really feel very productive. i even wrote a fic in a whim djdjfkfk anyway, today i rediscovered my love for musicals! it was so heartwarming aaaa! take care on tour baek i love you!

— day 33

got my ticket after a very stressful process. can’t wait to see you :( i was also very productive (okay fine, somehow productive) but bottomline it was still productive! you’re growing your hair long again aha maybe i’ll see you in a mullet when you come here :o ily ♡

— day 34

pe class was cancelled so i got some extra rest! i had my first long exam in uni a while ago, i think i did well :D it wasn’t difficult so i’m pretty confident :) i seriously love these photos of you, you’re glowing and happy. i hope you had fun today! i love you ♡

— day 35

not a great day. had to walk home from the engineering building, that’s like an hour walk. and i still have to study for a physics quiz and my formal report wont write itself. sometimes i wonder if i really want what i’m doing. sigh. love u jeongie, u make my day better

— day 36

stressed and anxious. but thankfully i got shit done. i was productive but i was also sad. ahahahahahahaha im sorry i didnt post this on the exact date i was too tired to do anything else hhhh anyway minseok’s getting discharged this year!! miss and love you all :(

— day 37

i suck at keeping up with threads like these. anyway i was so tired today especially since we practiced again hhhh and i didnt get shit done but at least i rested? read fics and then slept aha i feel like a total mess :( anyway i love u jeongie u make my day better :D

— day 38

my earphones broke so i had to buy a new one. in terms of acads i was very unproductive but at least i rested aha. i slept a lot. like, a LOT. im just so so tired and demotivated i feel so lost but ehhhhh. i love u cant wait to see u soon :(

— day 39

happy birthday!!! im proud of you aaaa i hope you had fun. today was prejudging and we got in!!! i also went back home and did some recreational stuff and basically . procrastinated. i keep feeling down lately idk sighhh. i love you so much i hope youre always happy ♡

— day 40

cried today. but i think that helped. ive been bottling up stuff to myself, i guess. it felt good to breathe again. i was also productive!!! i guess hddjdj i mean i havent done everything i probably wont finish all but at least i have progress. love u take care on tour

— day 41

today was better than the previous days. i was really productive. pe class was cancelled so i got some rest and also some work done. you were amazing as always with the concert. take care of yourself!!! i promise to take care of myself too hehe i love you so much ♡

— day 42

impulsively went to our university fair and the moment i got in I Regretted it but i guess if i didnt go i wouldve wondered for the entirety of the sem what couldve happened well now i know hahaha im tired and i need to get my shit together but for now ill rest. love u

— day 43

OKAY BUT WHO ALLOWED YOU TO DROP THIS SELCA AND BE LIVE LOOKING LIKE THAT WITHOUT A WARNING and wow i really missed u ive been watching clips last night on my way home because :(( i still feel like sh/it im always sad all the time but eh i’ll manage :) i love you baek!

— day 44

org orientation today! i really feel light and right with it i think it can help me a lot with acads and my own personal growth (as well as fixing my people skills) and i can’t wait to be a part of it! this day gave me hope that there’s hope to become better :D ily!!

— day 45

happy valentines! today was better than the previous days! when i got home my brother gave me a rose it meant a lot to me because he never shows affection and he’s always annoyed at me and i just ig i was also productive and relaxed? hehe hope you had fun i love u

— day 46

eh kinda productive but also not??? i just watched a bunch of nct vids because the sadness is creeping back in and i couldnt focus on studying :( i feel so tired i really hope i can work on my personal struggles :( i wish you’re both happy right now! i love you so much

— day 47

kinda productive!!! not really good in terms of happiness and stuff things were sketchy at home and :( but hey you were live today (hence the video) and it just hit me how much i miss you and the exos so much :((( rewatched your vids! i love you!

— day 48

idk about today. i’m sad, again. i always try my hardest not to be though :( but other than that i was really productive!! it felt nice not to procrastinate. i watched more of your vids a while ago and they made me smile. my heart feels kinda heavy but i’ll be okay. ily

— day 49

one day i’ll smile before going to bed and i won’t cry myself to sleep. today’s not that day, but at least i survived. and i got through it. i think that’s more than enough. the sadness wont go away, im kinda scared. you were amazing on tour! cant wait to see u sunshine

— day 50

cried in uni today but after that i felt better. not happy, but at least better than yesterday. i had korean chicken tonight! it’s my favorite flavor so yay and i’m kinda productive? i also updated hehe i love you and i miss you and twice so much

— day 51

kinda happy day? i had lunch with two of my best friends and it was just really nice! updated renjun centric which is my happy pill :D and i had fun at choir today? (i think im starting to like someone ahhh) also! i finished studying early so i got sleep! love u miss u

— day 52

extremely tiring day i was pissed at my programming class pretty sure im gonna flunk that then i had a three hour long exam then solved some more for my next classes plus choir rehearsals and bus ride home ahh tho minho’s vlog helped :D seeing you soon! love u and dream

— day 53

idk about this day. was really overwhelmed with everything and had to cry lots of times to calm myself down and release some nerves. ive been studying for how long and yet i still feel dumb i think im gonna fail aha anyway :< i love you both u make everyday a lil better

— day 54

happy birthday to me! it was happy for the most part of the day, i guess! the studying part was stressful, but i think this day’s better than the others. hope i’ll feel completely okay soon! loving your new hairs <3 and you look like youre happy w them that’s great! ily

— day 55

surprise haha figured it’s about time i add you to this thread (jana can’t relate) but i did well in my physics exam! at least i think i did? also with chem :D not rlly expecting full marks but high marks at least! choir was fun hehe cant wait for the new album i love u

— day 56

another surprise!! all i did today was write updates and then choir rehearsals and then read some fics! my major class was cancelled tomorrow we love that for us! i had fun at choir today and djdjdjdjfk im so excited to see dream soon! miss u and red velvet i love u sm!

— day 57

happy day!!! i was productive plus i also found out i was a university scholar at least i got to experience that once in my life AAAAA everything was worth it!!! i miss you, is that possible? because i do aaaa i love u sk much ji

— day 58

shitty day today. lot of plans unfinished. i planned out my day but i didnt get to follow it and i feel like total shit djdjdkfkfkfk but you posted a lot today and you look so happy and aaaa i miss you thank you for making this day a lil bit better i love you 115

— day 59

kinda unproductive but i got some rest. sorry i havent updated this thread in a while i was so busy aaaaa can’t wait for your solo i love you so much

— day 60

saw you today and it was the best experience of my life. you were amazing. videos and pictures can’t justify enough the power and talent you have. when i saw you smile i broke down because you lookd really happy. i want you to be happy always. i love you much more ♡

— day 61

choir competition today! oh well at least it ended hehe a lot happened and honestly it’s such a relief it was over! i’m thankful for all the people i met and the memories i made with them! kinda tired so im gonna cram everything on monday ahahaha aka today. i love you

— day 62

i was unproductive but at least i got some rest!!! wasnt feeling well but i still went to my pe class fjdkfkfkfk anyway i slept well so i guess that’s a bonus! hEARD YOU’RE COMING TO MANILA EITHER THIS MONTH OR THE NEXT DHJDDKKDDK PLS I WANNA SEE U

— day 63

kinda productive!! also slept welll hhhhhh i cant remember what else happened i havent been updating this but ahhh i think i was motivated that day wieeee i love you i miss youuuuu

— day 64

fun and productive day! hung out at our org’s designated place and i honestly had fun. can’t wait to be a part of it! i also managed to come up with a code on my own at our programming class today! also finished the worksheet earlier than intended aaa yay ily both sm

— day 65

127 had their comeback!!! i was just watching it whenever i can the entire day aaaaa one day it’s gonna be YOUR song that im streaming i honestly cant wait!!! today was ehhh but oh well! i hope you’re getting enough rest aaa i love you i miss you and exo so much :(

— day 66

omg you’re here!! hiiiiii!!! i went home today after two weeks and it felt nice!! fell asleep at the bus while listening to neozone aaa your vocals are amazing :( was also half sleepy again while listening to rend jddjdjdj but at least i didnt miss it! i love you imy :0

— day 67

mostly studied today shdjdjxjxjfjdjd i studied a lot but i still feel like it’s not enough i think i’m gonna fail??? but at least i know i did my best!! stay safe i miss you and red velvet aaaa take care always ilysm <3

— day 68

studied but also procrastinated but also studied so i guess im productive? didnt burn myself out the way i thought i would but maybe it’s because i chose not to worry about tomorrow and accept that i reallg might fail AHA still listening to the album! i love u sm

— day 69

took two important exams today and i feel confident about them. however, i’m getting worried for everybody :( i hope everyone is safe and people whoare affected can recover and that this won’t go out of hand :( your japanese mv came today! you did so well! i love you ♡

— day 70

classes are suspended for an entire week. kinda feeling restless. also very unproductive and sad but at least i got some rest :) caught up on twice vids tho! missing you all i love you stay safe

— day 71

tried to study physics djdjdkdkdk ahhh im getting more scared for what’s happening :( i hope everything will be alright soon :( i updated both my aus today! so ig this is a much more productive day than yesterdayyy owo i miss you and exo stay safe ilysm

— day 72

another unproductive day i just watched a lot of 127 and wayv reality and variety shows which made me happy ♡ i always look forward to your radio every night and my knowledge in basic mandarin becomes useful djfjkf i’m happy i get to hear you every day i love you ♡

— day 73

rewatched nct life!!! i tried to be productive but oh well at least i planned everything out??? also updated both my aus so yay!!! i hope things get better for the world :( take care always! i love you ♡

— day 74

i really hope they give you instagram already djdjdjfjfj jk also !! i missed the 127 spotify thing hhhhh i think i was eating lunch that time but anyway i rearranged books today! read myself a good au and rewatched a season of nct life! stay safe always i love you ♡

— day 75

unproductive :(( what’s new,,,, anyway online classes officially start tomorrow i hope i can commit and not resort to laziness :( kinda miss you and red velvet ahahaha stay safe always ilsym ♡

— day 76

unproductive yet again :< but at least i made friends i guess? i was elected as our batch head for my org’s app process fjdjfkfkf i hope i do well! i missed you sm thank u for going live stay safe ilysm!

— day 77

classes are fr cancelled now until next month :( idk how long this is gonna take because my president and his dogs are still incompetent as ever :( i heard some of your parts in the album you sound so amazing! take care always ily ♡

— day 78

my heart skipped when i saw the notif for twice tv and saw you on the thumbnail!!! it was so fun watching you (and tzuyu was so funnybdhdjdj) couldnt listen to chend tonight bc skz were on vlive! caught up w friends today :) ilysm stay safe ♡

— day 79

felt drained today probably because i only had 4 hours of sleep. not feeling well, tired the entire day. nct posted the manila vlog and i miss nct dream so much :( you were live a while ago aaaa tysm for making me smile! i love tou stay safe ♡

— day 80

dhdjdjdkdk i dont remember what i did that day but i think i read fics? yeah i mean that’s pretty much all i do chjdkdkckc stay safe!! i miss you and red velvet :(

— day 81

i rewatched nct life osaka because i missed yuta (and now i missed winwin too hhhh) also!!! i made edits for you and renjun im glad how they turned out hehe you were also live im so happy for you i know youre working hard thank u sm :< i love u stay safe always!

i apparently broke my thread hhhh day 82 until day 89 are here ! https://twitter.com/halfmoonjisung/status/1241766158224617477?s=21 https://twitter.com/halfmoonjisung/status/1241766158224617477

— day 90

posted a fic today! pretty self indulgent so im not rlly pressuring myself, it’s something i wrote for me and not anyone else! didnt update any aus today bc i worked on my carrd hhhh. ill listen to the album tomorrow! im so proud i love you always, take care <3

— day 91

played a lot of games with new friends! it was fun, and i also wrote a lot, i think :) made an april fools prank djdjdjfjfjfj felt bad i love u hyuck id watch cheesy teen flicks with you without hesitation <3 stay safe always and take care! i miss u :(((

— day 92

ate jollibee today!!! also updated all my aus ahhhhhh today was better than most days! im getting really scared tho abt the pandemic and the things happening in my country... i hope youre safe! havent watched under the blanket 2 yet hhh i will tomorrow hehe i love you

— day 93

finished an au today!!! after more than three months aaa that was something ill probably stick to mini aus for a while,,, watched weekly idol part 2 today!! you were amazing!! you went live today too and we got these also thank u for spoiling us hehe stay healthy ilsym!

— day 94

i miss u pls come home (and stay safe!! heard about wendy’s recovery and what you and joy did i love yall so much)

— day 95

youre prettier than the flowers (even tho i cant see your face). took a break from twt today. felt really nice. i reset my phone and overall it was just refreshing. i love you.

dk why it didnt make it with this thread but im too lazy to redo it https://twitter.com/halfmoonjisung/status/1247633470265774080?s=21 https://twitter.com/halfmoonjisung/status/1247633470265774080

days 97 and 98 https://twitter.com/halfmoonjisung/status/1247634108605280256?s=21