2020 is gonna be fucking amazing. If there’s one thing I’m going to do this year, it’s finding that damn spark and lighting up that fire in me again. Just you wait, I’m done existing. Watch me live again ;)

Someone told me that I handled my Oxford rejection well. Another person noticed that I was reconnecting with people again and said I look healthier. I’ve been stressed for the past 7 days since I’m back in school, but this kinda support and kindness keeps me going. Thank you https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">

Here’s my Jan update. I still feel positive and I’m excited for Feb. Ofc there were days where it felt like it was all was crumbling again. But I’m all good now, I feel loved and I even started to love myself now. I feel great and I’d be lying if I said I got here alone :)

Feb update. It was stressful af, but I learnt to rearrange my priorities, let go of the unnecessary people and addressed my issues head on. The result? Won a competition after so long, got a uni offer, found someone who makes me so happy. May this happiness last for the year :)

Started of March in the best way possible. It genuinely has been years since anything went right in my life. Now, I just really really hope and pray for things to stay this way. Even if it doesn’t, I hope I’ll have the strength to pull through it :)

Lmao March. Not going to lie, this one month literally was filled with a lot of pain and frustration. I had a steady plan, but now it’s all messed up and everything seems bleak. The wait for things to clear up is excruciating, but I swear I’ll get through this.