TW: suicide
What if Kacchan gets hits by a quirk that makes him continuously live his worst nightmare over and over again in different ways.
That nightmare is losing Deku.
First itās Deku killing himself in middle school.
Then itās Deku dying in the sludge inicident.
What if Kacchan gets hits by a quirk that makes him continuously live his worst nightmare over and over again in different ways.
That nightmare is losing Deku.
First itās Deku killing himself in middle school.
Then itās Deku dying in the sludge inicident.
Deku killing himself bc his hero told him he canāt be a hero bc heās quirkless.
Deku becoming a villain for that same reason and dying by Katsukiās hands.
Deku dying when theyāre kids because Kacchan pushed him a little too hard and he fell down a hill into the river.
Deku becoming a villain for that same reason and dying by Katsukiās hands.
Deku dying when theyāre kids because Kacchan pushed him a little too hard and he fell down a hill into the river.
He doesnāt always die either.
Sometimes Katsuki loses him to someone else.
Heās lost him to Todoroki. They get married.
Heās lost him to Uraraka. They have kids.
Heās lost him to Kirishima. They grow old together.
Heās lost him to a Shigaraki. They won Deku over.
Sometimes Katsuki loses him to someone else.
Heās lost him to Todoroki. They get married.
Heās lost him to Uraraka. They have kids.
Heās lost him to Kirishima. They grow old together.
Heās lost him to a Shigaraki. They won Deku over.
One time, Deku simply moved away and Katsuki didnāt see him again until a villain incident. He was the one who pulled Dekuās dead body out of the rubble.
Maybe one of the worst is a day when Katsuki was finally accepting his feelings. He was gonna tell the stupid nerd.
Maybe one of the worst is a day when Katsuki was finally accepting his feelings. He was gonna tell the stupid nerd.
But thereās a villain attack before he can.
They work together better than anyone. They almost win.
Deku dies in Bakugouās arms. He didnāt reach out in time. Bakugou sobs over Dekuās dead body about how much he loves him and how sorry he is.
They work together better than anyone. They almost win.
Deku dies in Bakugouās arms. He didnāt reach out in time. Bakugou sobs over Dekuās dead body about how much he loves him and how sorry he is.
Katsuki remembers all of these times but thereās nothing he can do to stop it.
Heās in endless loop until the quirk he was hit by wears off and he wakes up from the months long coma he was in.
Heās in endless loop until the quirk he was hit by wears off and he wakes up from the months long coma he was in.
The first person he sees is Deku, hunched over form sleeping on the edge of Katsukiās medical bed.
Katsuki is scared. Paranoid. What if itās another nightmare? How will Deku die this time? Katsuki is so tired of finding out.
He doesnāt even want to wake him up.
Katsuki is scared. Paranoid. What if itās another nightmare? How will Deku die this time? Katsuki is so tired of finding out.
He doesnāt even want to wake him up.
But Deku feels Katsuki moving and trembling and wakes up anyways.
Izukuās eyes widen and be shoots up faster than lightning. āK-Kacchan! Kacchan oh my god, y-youāre awake! I have to- oh my god I need to call the doctors.ā Heās sobbing already.
Izukuās eyes widen and be shoots up faster than lightning. āK-Kacchan! Kacchan oh my god, y-youāre awake! I have to- oh my god I need to call the doctors.ā Heās sobbing already.
Katsuki watches him until heās reaching for the help button, snatching Izukuās wrist faster than he should probably be able to.
Izuku jumps, glancing down to Katsukiās hand and then up to his face slowly.
Katsuki isnāt looking at him, staring at his lap with tears brimming.
Izuku jumps, glancing down to Katsukiās hand and then up to his face slowly.
Katsuki isnāt looking at him, staring at his lap with tears brimming.
āKacchan...? A-Are you okay? Whatās wrong? I-I should really call a doctor...I donāt know if you realize how long youāve been out b-but itās been a long time and Iām trying really hard not to cry about it because I know you donāt like that andāā
Katsuki interrupts his rambling.
Katsuki interrupts his rambling.
āI love you.ā
He whispers it out hoarsely, shoulders starting to shake.
Katsuki is so scared this is another nightmare. Or that his nightmares will become reality. All those times he didnāt get to tell Izuku before he was gone or taken...they haunt him now.
He whispers it out hoarsely, shoulders starting to shake.
Katsuki is so scared this is another nightmare. Or that his nightmares will become reality. All those times he didnāt get to tell Izuku before he was gone or taken...they haunt him now.
So he gets it out while he can. He gets it out before anything can happen and so if Izuku does die at least he knows that Katsuki loves him. He wants him. He wants to be with him.
Izuku is like a deer in the headlights, eyes wide as he stares at Katsuki.
Izuku is like a deer in the headlights, eyes wide as he stares at Katsuki.
Then he relaxes, a light blush on his cheeks as tears keep coming down his cheeks. He smiles softly.
āI-...I love you too, Kacchan..ā he says, sniffling
Katsuki pulls him in roughly, hugging him tightly. He doesnāt let go for a long time. Izuku doesnāt mind.
END
āI-...I love you too, Kacchan..ā he says, sniffling
Katsuki pulls him in roughly, hugging him tightly. He doesnāt let go for a long time. Izuku doesnāt mind.
END
