Guess who feels like garbage!

Me!

(Sarcastic) yay!

I feel like I keep holding out waiting for something to give me a reason to live and my life keeps getting worse and I keep holding on and I'm tired of it.

#SickNotWeak

Oops I forgot to twitter warn that

The closest thing I can get to a complement is "I can sometimes be kind of okish."

Tw: implied self harm, emotional eating, other unhealthy coping mechanisms.

I keep unhealthily coping. hoping that will help but it isnt working and I'm getting tired of it.

Tw: suicidal ideation and suicide planning.

Brain keeps being like "well...death?" And I'm like "nooo" but brain wont stop suggesting it. It is getting harder not to plan.

I'm feeling this way cause people are garbage and/or suffering and life sucks and no one will listen to me and I cant function and everything fucking sucks.